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I am back in my former home of California and depressed as all hell...

I just want to reach for her and can't... I just want to kiss her...

Soon to be together perminantly.... just not soon enough.
 
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Minx...leaving you a hug and some :rose: thinking about you this morning

MP giving ya a hug..Hate that you are so sad but I can understand..I know you wish you were right with Rose and not where you are now...
 
MasterPhoenix said:
I am so sorry minx....

I am back in my former home of California and depressed as all hell...

I just want to reach for her and can't... I just want to kiss her...

Soon to be together perminantly.... just not soon enough.
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*hugs* I am so glad it went well for you MP and that you had a wonderful time. Just think....not long and you will be back in eachothers arms.

Stay strong :rose:
 
minx1 said:
lol.

I am completely lost about what to do. I have set the wheels in motion to go to Perth...my friend is even coming with me. What do I do now?

Part of me thinks....still go. It won't be what I had in mind, but it still might be good for me :confused:
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You know, I have always had this belief that everything happens for a purpose, as painful as it sometimes is. As I have gotten older, this belief is even more ingrained in me as I have had the value of years and years to now see how events that happened decades ago, have shaped or been reshaped by totally and seemingly unconnected events in later or present day time. It is fascinating, but it seems that those lines from the much loved Desiderada I have played in my mind since youth, particularly these ones,

'you have a right to be here,

and whether or not it is clear to you,

no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.'

really do hold a truth which sometimes takes a lifetime for us to see and know.

So given this observation, as you have already put the wheels in motion for your trip, I would go with it. You just never know where it could lead you, how it could shape your future, heal and nurture your soul and heart, not to mention be downright fun. Just perhaps, he was just a tool meant to lead you on this new and exciting path, not the destiny you understandably thought and felt he was..perhaps the universe has something much greater planned for you.:rose:

http://farm1.static.flickr.com/148/422516996_d677d001bc_t.jpg Catalina
 
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minx1 said:
*hugs* thankyou so much Cat :rose:

*smile* I will go, of that I am as near to certain as I can be.
I know I hurt like hell at the moment and have been physically sick, but I also now that I will be like this for a little while and then one day soon, I will wake up and I won't.
In the last few years I have learnt that one of my strengths is that I am resiliant.
I have learnt to bounce back. If the choice is to bounce back or go under, I choose the former everytime.

Thankyou for your words and your thoughts on the trip. Its good to know that others think it is a good choice.
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Resilience is an amazing strength to have, minx. I've known people who have been struck by tragedy, and haven't found that strength. In my life, I think I've felt like I've had to be resilent, but I am so thankful for it. That you are able to see the light at the end of the tunnel -- or at least know it is there -- is so heartening. :rose:
 
You are so resilient and spunky..I love that about you Minx..I know you will be alright..I know it will take a while but all will work out!!! :rose:
 
minx1 said:
I never knew I was myself, until the time I finally got proof that my husband had cheated. For ages I had looked at ways of saving our relationship, but he had fallen in love with the latest woman and wsn't interested in rescuing it. That night I told him it was over and left my home with just a carrier bag of clothes lol I don't even know what I packed...I was so upset and no money.

It made me quite ill and I had to leave work. So there I was, no job, no home (he moved his woman in) and a plastic bag of clothes.lol Anyway to cut a long story short, I was at a point where I was on the verge of a breakdown, but I almost decided I wasn't going to have one. I knew my husband was counting on me going under and disappearing off the scene. It spurred me on I guess. I slept on the floor of a friends house for 4 months, secured myself a job......then rented my house. It had no furniture....nothing lol, not even knives and forks. I furnished it within a weekend lol.....borrowing stuff and buying things on credit. not ideal but needs must.

and I tried to pick myself up. My husbands partner got pregnant and he decided I didn't 'deserve' half the money from the sale of the house and took me to court to fight for it.We fought it out over about 10 months.
During this time I found a lump in my breast. On the day I went for my mamogram, my dad was taken into another hospital dying from cancer.
Thankfully mine turned out to be non malignant, but my dad died the next day. Actually it was his birthday a couple of days ago *smile*

I'm not bitter about my husband. I made a point of not being. Hell people fall in love, thats life.

lol So I will shut up! But thats when I learned I could be resilient. I surprised myself really.
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Ohhh right, I remember you posting about losing your dad now. I also lost my mom to cancer. I have a friend who recently beat ovarian cancer, and her strength and resilience has been an inspiration for me lately (I've had it on my mind for my own reasons, too).

I still am getting over the loss of my mom, sadly. It never really goes away, and seems to hit you hardest at big milestones in your life: marriage, having a baby, etc.

For a long, long time, the idea that things happen for a reason, as Cat mentioned, made me feel sick to my stomach. What possible reason could the universe have for taking my mother? (That is the hurt girl in me talking, probably) I probably don't quite share the philosophy that all things happen for a reason or that the universe makes sense, but I think I have at least let my bitterness at the universe or God or whatever, go a little, from when I lost my mom. Having a child sort of -- as cliche as it sounds -- forced me to find a purpose in whatever life has thrown me.

Whoa. Was that way too philosophical? Sorry, I think about these things a lot, as I've had my own share of ups and downs lately, and I am trying now to make sense of them.
 
intothewoods said:
Ohhh right, I remember you posting about losing your dad now. I also lost my mom to cancer. I have a friend who recently beat ovarian cancer, and her strength and resilience has been an inspiration for me lately (I've had it on my mind for my own reasons, too).

I still am getting over the loss of my mom, sadly. It never really goes away, and seems to hit you hardest at big milestones in your life: marriage, having a baby, etc.

For a long, long time, the idea that things happen for a reason, as Cat mentioned, made me feel sick to my stomach. What possible reason could the universe have for taking my mother? (That is the hurt girl in me talking, probably) I probably don't quite share the philosophy that all things happen for a reason or that the universe makes sense, but I think I have at least let my bitterness at the universe or God or whatever, go a little, from when I lost my mom. Having a child sort of -- as cliche as it sounds -- forced me to find a purpose in whatever life has thrown me.

Whoa. Was that way too philosophical? Sorry, I think about these things a lot, as I've had my own share of ups and downs lately, and I am trying now to make sense of them.
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Lol no it doesn't sound cliched at all. I can imagine how having someone depending on you forces you to focus and deal with things.

I know you have a lot on your plate at the moment I read somewhere in another post and lord knows with your mum and everything of course it makes you question and look for some sort of sense in things. You seem a strong person and pretty resilient yourself itw and in terms of your mum, I think the best thing you could have done is to let go of some of the understandable bitterness.
I think its one of the worst emotions to have in terms of its ability to damage.
 
Hey, just popping in.

Hope everyone is ok tonight....

DWB hope you got/are getting to spend some good time with your Master :rose:

MP hope you are ok. You and Rose will be together real soon :)
 
minx1 said:
Hey, just popping in.

Hope everyone is ok tonight....

DWB hope you got/are getting to spend some good time with your Master :rose:

MP hope you are ok. You and Rose will be together real soon :)
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Hey Sweetie

Doing okay tonight...how are you doing?? Ever get any rest?

I got to spend time with Master at lunch.he is at work right now...

:rose:
 
DomWharfsBitch said:
Hey Sweetie

I got to spend time with Master at lunch.he is at work right now...

:rose:
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*hugs* thats good hon. :rose:
 
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