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DLL said:smiling....want to look for a baseball thread ....we can discuss the yankees in private and won't piss anyone off here???
Ok, we can go there and talk HOCKEY!!!
Nothing like pucking around
Originally posted by Ammo44
Just when you thought it was safe......
glad to see the storm spared miami..my mom and sisters got hit hard...still no power and trees down and my moms pool area took alot of damage a tree fell through the screens ...but all fixable
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Just as long as they're all safe...DLL said:glad to see the storm spared miami..my mom and sisters got hit hard...still no power and trees down and my moms pool area took alot of damage a tree fell through the screens ...but all fixable
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DLL said:glad to see the storm spared miami..my mom and sisters got hit hard...still no power and trees down and my moms pool area took alot of damage a tree fell through the screens ...but all fixable
I figured they took some kind of shot......at least all are OK....and insurance will handle the rest...or most of it anyway.....
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DLL said:so.... what kind of moods are you both in this rainy evening???
I think I see someone's horns poking out...
(Maybe it was just nipples
)its pouring here hard right now...(in my best cronkite voice) and thats the way it is ..Originally posted by Ammo44
I figured they took some kind of shot......at least all are OK....and insurance will handle the rest...or most of it anyway.....
wow we are discussing weather ..how well behaved we are being....
I don't know how long i can handle thatOriginally posted by DLL
its pouring here hard right now...(in my best cronkite voice) and thats the way it is ..
wow we are discussing weather ..how well behaved we are being....
ok i spelt that wrong...no making fun....how do you spelt his name
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DLL said:its pouring here hard right now...(in my best cronkite voice) and thats the way it is ..
wow we are discussing weather ..how well behaved we are being....
Yeah....sports.......U.S. news, weather......we just need the entertainment part and we have our own show....
this is like a speakeasy in the day its all sweet and loving...and at night it becomes ....ummmmm what???? like a pool hallOriginally posted by Ammo44
Ohhhhh an international audience..........and with your dexterity......we gotta hit here!!
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My answer is very simple: I miss everything I know about her and more than anything else, I miss getting to know her more.midwestyankee said:
~Dream~
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Originally posted by midwestyankee
A new topic for your consideration:
When you are separated from your beloved, what do you miss the most? Is it something physical, emotional, or something altogether different?
I ,Too,think its a combination of the above ,I miss his touch of course,but also his voice,esp the laughter ,I miss how good it feels to be held and loved by him,I even miss any lil disagreements we may have cause I seriously think it keeps the 'spark' there between us,the last time we got in a serious disagreement we ended up crying in each other's arms cause we are both actually afraid of the same thing ....ever losing each other....some may say that in 'perfect love' there is no fear,however I beg to differ with them ,I say If you truly value what it is that you have,you always carry a little bit ofworry about whether or not it will still be there for ya.....so its very important to live each day to the fullest,and apprecite what ya have,I am blessed to have 2 men that love me...only 1 really has my heart now though as after a few times of being tossed around on an emotional roller coaster a woman gets tired of it ,as anyone should..
I'll keep my good memories of the good times I had with the Other man ,however I do still consider him a friend But it's Dracoa who has and is in my heart
A new topic for your consideration:
When you are separated from your beloved, what do you miss the most? Is it something physical, emotional, or something altogether different?
I ,Too,think its a combination of the above ,I miss his touch of course,but also his voice,esp the laughter ,I miss how good it feels to be held and loved by him,I even miss any lil disagreements we may have cause I seriously think it keeps the 'spark' there between us,the last time we got in a serious disagreement we ended up crying in each other's arms cause we are both actually afraid of the same thing ....ever losing each other....some may say that in 'perfect love' there is no fear,however I beg to differ with them ,I say If you truly value what it is that you have,you always carry a little bit ofworry about whether or not it will still be there for ya.....so its very important to live each day to the fullest,and apprecite what ya have,I am blessed to have 2 men that love me...only 1 really has my heart now though as after a few times of being tossed around on an emotional roller coaster a woman gets tired of it ,as anyone should..
I'll keep my good memories of the good times I had with the Other man ,however I do still consider him a friend But it's Dracoa who has and is in my heart
Originally posted by ~Dream~
Originally posted by midwestyankee
A new topic for your consideration:
When you are separated from your beloved, what do you miss the most? Is it something physical, emotional, or something altogether different?
I ,Too,think its a combination of the above ,I miss his touch of course,but also his voice,esp the laughter ,I miss how good it feels to be held and loved by him,I even miss any lil disagreements we may have cause I seriously think it keeps the 'spark' there between us,the last time we got in a serious disagreement we ended up crying in each other's arms cause we are both actually afraid of the same thing ....ever losing each other....some may say that in 'perfect love' there is no fear,however I beg to differ with them ,I say If you truly value what it is that you have,you always carry a little bit ofworry about whether or not it will still be there for ya.....so its very important to live each day to the fullest,and apprecite what ya have,I am blessed to have 2 men that love me...only 1 really has my heart now though as after a few times of being tossed around on an emotional roller coaster a woman gets tired of it ,as anyone should..
I'll keep my good memories of the good times I had with the Other man ,however I do still consider him a friend But it's Dracoa who has and is in my heart
Dream was it hard having two men that loved you..and what point did you realize that it was one that you loved the most???Can you love two at once..is this possible...this is a subject i would like to dicuss..anyone here involved in 2 "loving" relationships?? or more for that matter?
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Welcome home Yank ~ glad you enjoyed the vacation.midwestyankee said:
Missing someone can certainly be physical, there is an ache or a heaviness in me when he isn't near. Life's tasks can become more challenging, more like a chore.
I think emotionally the connection still remains, I still keep a smile in my heart while apart. The anticipation of uniting seems to keep the emotional part high.
I think if I keep an attitude of togetherness within me then the separation can actually become beneficial in that I learn what is in my heart.
~Dream~
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DLL said:
Yes it was very hard sweety ,Let me tell ya...still is ...
I was living here with my bf ,but I was still upset with him about an unrelated subject so I think that kinda help feed into my straying awhile and I was spending more and more of my time writing to James and on the phone with him,But still feeling very physically attracted to Dracoa.and also NOt wanting to hurt him..
I had actually made plans to go see James back In june for his b-day and i really wanted to straighten all these confusing feelings out in my mind and my heart,however He ( James ) waited till 2 days before my trip to see him and up and decided it wouldnt be a GOOD thing for me to come visit( did I mention the FACt that I purchased Bus tickets 1 week in advance and they were non-refundable?) and how when he got out of Prison ,he'd probably be much too busy to see me and howI just seemed to wanna spend WAY TOO MUCH time with my friends online anyways and 'I'd just 'FALL IN LOVE' with another guy online in a week anyways !!! yes!! Those words by a man that PROFESSED to LOVE me...that was the breaking point for me ...I hung up on him cause not only was I devastated,I was pissed!!
I went back to my bedroom and tore up ALOT of our pics together,his pics alone but none of his poetry or artwork...( Dracoa even offered to get me some matches) lol
James didnt bother to call or write me for 2 whole weeks even after I didnt show up for the visit ( he later told me he thought I'd still come ,lmao)...when he didnt call or write ..that kinda Proved to me how little he really cared..and i decided i really needed and DESERVED someone that was gonna be RIGHT HERE for me....Not a player ...to me ,players are LOSERS....
James has since called me about 2 weeks ago after I wrote him wishing him a nice life and telling Him I dont hate him and still wanna be friends but I will never ever send him $$ any more and i wont be toyed with..I said i have 5 main ppl in my life, 4 are my children ..and the last one is Brian ( Dracoa)...he's like where does that leave me?? I said where YOU wanna be ,I guess,You are my friend ,take it or leave it,he started apologizing and kissing my ass biggtime but its way too late...I have talked with him 2 times and not wrote him yet...dont know what words to say really...He seems to think being bi-polar just explains things away ,well I am bi-polar also and I still dont treat ppl like shit!!
I am working on strengthening my relationship with Dracoa cause he really and truly loves me as I do him,he's HERE for me NOW ..and he says he isnt goin anywhere else...
My daughter (youngest) recently found out that I'm posting pics again and questioned me about it yesterday ( I lied) what could i say?? when do your kids have the right to tell ya what to do?? I feel I am an adult and if i wanna pose nude with or without my man ,I should be able to ...oh well..another stress-filled day ..I'm sure
I have read these posts and must say, it has kept me going through a very troubled time in my life. Adding to the thread, I found the man that holds my heart. I fell in love after all these years and felt love for the very first time. Unfortunately, I didn't get the chance to tell him that before he shut me out. I hope someday he reads this thread and knows who he is.
This man gave his love to me so I could feel it if only once in my lifetime. I have to thank him for that and it's something I cherish but will never feel again. He held me like no other. He lifted me up and put me on a pedestal and held me there for awhile. He kept me close to him, as much as he could but I wasn't enough to make him happy. And even though I wasn't enough, on my darkest days, I drift back to those times to feel his arms surround me and comfort me. He'll always be in my heart, no one can take that from me.
No matter what - I still love you. Today, tomorrow, always.
This man gave his love to me so I could feel it if only once in my lifetime. I have to thank him for that and it's something I cherish but will never feel again. He held me like no other. He lifted me up and put me on a pedestal and held me there for awhile. He kept me close to him, as much as he could but I wasn't enough to make him happy. And even though I wasn't enough, on my darkest days, I drift back to those times to feel his arms surround me and comfort me. He'll always be in my heart, no one can take that from me.
No matter what - I still love you. Today, tomorrow, always.
~Dream~
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luvnhim said:
Sorry about your pain luvnhim ...however its never a good thing for a man to put a woman on a pedestal ,we are NOT goddesses ,we are only human..and I have come to believe thats what's meant to be ,WILL BE , and what isnt ,wont ..
I am happy you can hold fond memories in your heart ,thats a good thing but any man who thinks I am NOT enough for him had best find something ELSE to fill his life with cause..I dont want to be the ONLY thing in his life anyways ,but If i'm NOT the only love...well then we have some major problems
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