flirtygirly
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Dear X:
I am over the fact that it is over. I don't miss you. I don't want you back.
But you have showed what a classless man-child you are by your "accidental" text to me on Saturday night. The text you accidently on purpose sent to me that said: I want to cum all over your beautiful face again. Followed up by another text saying: Sorry. Oops. Wrong person. How embarassing.
I am not upset that you are seeing someone else. I don't care that you feel the need to be the first one out there dating and fucking again (just a couple weeks after we ended our 2+ year relationship). Congrats on being a major asshole. Even your family thinks you're out of control and acting like you're 20 years old (you're almost twice that age). They tell me these things, I do not seek out conversations about you.
I won't be a bitch about it if I ever see you again. I will just laugh about it someday when it all falls apart with this new chick. She doesn't know what she's in for, and looking back you don't 'give' enough in so many ways that it takes to build and keep a relationship.
As for me...I'm doing just fine. I've got my life, that you always thought was too boring. I've got my beautiful daughter, whom I cherish and love more than ever. I know you loved her too, and that she is probably why you stayed with us so long. I don't need anyone to make me happy, and I will not settle for just anyone again, and be miserable.
Thru all this crap I don't think I even hate you. Don't know what is wrong with me. But it's true. I told you that day in the snow when we were ending things, that I want you to be happy. And that's still true. I wish it for you, and also because I know you're such a heavy weight on your family as well. You are making them miserable right now. You need to wake up and respect them and not just use them. You are lucky to have them.
Lastly, I want to say thank you. Perhaps that is not expected. But I mean it too. I had been so hurt prior to you. I had waited eons to see anyone new. Even when we started seeing each other, we tried to keep it simple and not serious. We took things slow. I was hurt and you had never been in anything too serious before. I think we both needed each other, to learn, and feel like we could matter and be loved. I hope to find that again, but with a deeper and hotter passion, love and respect than you never gave to me. And if and when I do find someone new, I promise not to text you about it.
~ Flirty
I am over the fact that it is over. I don't miss you. I don't want you back.
But you have showed what a classless man-child you are by your "accidental" text to me on Saturday night. The text you accidently on purpose sent to me that said: I want to cum all over your beautiful face again. Followed up by another text saying: Sorry. Oops. Wrong person. How embarassing.
I am not upset that you are seeing someone else. I don't care that you feel the need to be the first one out there dating and fucking again (just a couple weeks after we ended our 2+ year relationship). Congrats on being a major asshole. Even your family thinks you're out of control and acting like you're 20 years old (you're almost twice that age). They tell me these things, I do not seek out conversations about you.
I won't be a bitch about it if I ever see you again. I will just laugh about it someday when it all falls apart with this new chick. She doesn't know what she's in for, and looking back you don't 'give' enough in so many ways that it takes to build and keep a relationship.
As for me...I'm doing just fine. I've got my life, that you always thought was too boring. I've got my beautiful daughter, whom I cherish and love more than ever. I know you loved her too, and that she is probably why you stayed with us so long. I don't need anyone to make me happy, and I will not settle for just anyone again, and be miserable.
Thru all this crap I don't think I even hate you. Don't know what is wrong with me. But it's true. I told you that day in the snow when we were ending things, that I want you to be happy. And that's still true. I wish it for you, and also because I know you're such a heavy weight on your family as well. You are making them miserable right now. You need to wake up and respect them and not just use them. You are lucky to have them.
Lastly, I want to say thank you. Perhaps that is not expected. But I mean it too. I had been so hurt prior to you. I had waited eons to see anyone new. Even when we started seeing each other, we tried to keep it simple and not serious. We took things slow. I was hurt and you had never been in anything too serious before. I think we both needed each other, to learn, and feel like we could matter and be loved. I hope to find that again, but with a deeper and hotter passion, love and respect than you never gave to me. And if and when I do find someone new, I promise not to text you about it.
~ Flirty
