Dear X:

[lostandfound197]

Dear God,

Are you serious?

What am I supposed to be learning here? That others have it worse? I get it. I'm not sure sending me to a biker bar is really going to help this situation. Okay...so maybe that is it...I'm supposed to learn that there are good people there? What is it? I know it's supposed to be just right there in my face but I'm quite certain I'm missing your message and these extreme measures are simply confusing me. I would do anything for them..so why not this but I do not really see how serving items I know nothing of..could end up well. Is this your way of getting me to pray?

So confused...sigh...and yes...I see the great humor in this. I swore I would never set foot near a bar, smoke, etc..much less this again. So why are we going down this road?

P.S. Since we are going this route per your guidance...could you at least impart some great knowledge of beer and wine before I'm expected to do this?

 

[BiBunny]

Dear X, Y, and Z,

Be happy, my loves. Be happy.

Even my broken heart can smile for you today.

Be happy now and for the rest of your lives.

~Bunny

 

[lostandfound197]

Dear X,

I wish you the best. I'm working on the whole bigger person thing. In the meantime you can still suck it. You think you will get money from me? Hell you might even accomplish it by taking food from the mouths of my two children. Classic and classy. I thought you cared about your image. I guess you are too busy to see that might look bad for you. In the end though..you will never learn...you can't take it with you no matter how much you try and the things that matter and can't be replaced with an amazon account are the ones you lost a long time ago.

Here is to you and telling her you would just write a check for the amount. I'm not going to lie for you. She knows you just turned around and expected/demanded I pay half. I have my big girl panties on, why don't you grow some balls and start paying your damn bills? Surley your $70,000 and up a year salary can cover at least part of it. Losing the house, your wife, and half the time with your child wasn't enough to make you open your eyes? Guess she was too distracting for you to notice. She will figure it out when you mismanage her money as well. Good luck with that. I always said I would be happy when you were. I didn't expect you to try to bury me as a means to that happiness. Sorry to inform you but I've grown a backbone. The deal is off as of today until I get what I want. Sucks to be you.

all my best

The one you never really had

 

[Plucky19]

Dear X,

I've always believed in you, still do, am proud of you and always will be.

Does this mean I've been left behind, walked away from, had others chosen over me, again?

I've stood by you for many years, right with you, no matter how you've been, or what you've said or done, because I believe in you and see who you really are.

The words I have shared and said... are real and have meaning.

To be excluded from decisions as they were made about me again... is the hardest, not even being given a chance.

It's hard to be strong in the face of that, but I am worth it, and still see in you what there is to see... and am right here.

I need my dignity back please, and need you on that bench, with me.

*counting*

Everything has gone dark.

me

 

[lostandfound197]

Dear Self,

Yesterday was perfect. Don't screw it up. Good things come to those who wait, so settle down already.

 

[gypsy*seer]

So...

Dear universe,
So, I turned fifty the other day.

I sure as hell didn't embrace it like I did forty.

And now,
just seeing it in print, kind of shocked me.

So much more to ruminate on in the coming weeks.

sigh...

 

[CurvAppeal]

dear x,

you're a cockfart.

 

[Stella_Omega]

Dear X;

about a decade ago you got on my ass to fix some faults and I have been working on them ever since. Now I'm going to ask you to do the same. I expected you to be here fifteen minutes ago and you are only now making breakfast-- not so good. I feel dissed, and also I see the day is about to be wasted. You and I are both self employed, and we are getting older too. Please make being on time -- for me, at least-- a priority.

 

[gypsy*seer]

Dear Stella,
Love your new winter AV. So slimming!
g*s

 

[Scentofawoman]

Dear reality checker:

So yes. It really does bum me out that I find all these awesome lovey dovey saying on the Internet and I post them sometimes to people when the one person I want to and used to say those things to doesn't care if he doesn't hear them anymore from me.

Thanks for the knife in the heart. I know that in cynical and sarcastic sometimes, but there are other times that yeah, I'm a woman.


Sincerely,
Over thinking

 

[CurvAppeal]

dear x,

a part of me understands why you left, i was cold to you at times...but i was also warm with you too. i opened up to you more than i have done with anyone else in my life. i can accept that our paths are no longer parallel to each other, that they have separated...i just wish we ended on good terms. but i guess asking that is too much... i do miss you. and i wish with all of my heart that you are happy and well. take care, i love you.

sincerely,

missing you

 

[WhipLuvr]

Dear X:

You are one fucking dumb bitch. When I do something for you, be grateful and don't UNDO IT THE MOMENT I GIVE THE THING BACK TO YOU. I swear to god, you made the shittiest choice for someone in your profession, its not MY fault they don't work for you. Get over it, get a new pair and GTFO.

 

[knot_sweet]

Dear universe

Love sucks. Stop letting me fall in it. Honestly, at this point I'd rather fall face first into a pool of lava laced with hypodermics and cunt bush and bull ants.

Thanks.

 

[lostandfound197]

Dear X,

I thought of you yesterday because there was a guy that looked like you. Which is odd since the time I saw you I didn't really take you in because I just couldn't stop being freaked out.

I haven't counted in forever. Someone asked what I do when freaking out and stressed. Yeah.

Head..has been bad the last two days.

I don't think I'm ready to be with anyone but have allowed myself to be alone with someone. Funny because he gives me mixed messages which basically ends in I have to make a move because his version is to tell me to do so. What happened to a man being well..a man and showing a woman he wants her?Somehow that doesn't work for me but I keep going back. He is used to being chased by women...apparently. I remember numerous times you said women approached you. The thing is...that is the biggest turn off to me...to hear that. I've heard it from you, him, and the last guy. Really...they are just falling all over themselves? I guess I just suck cuz I can't recall any time a guy did that..appraoched me...even a jerk..I mean..cmon. Guess I'm not approachable nor worth the time to come after.

I was watching this thing today. The woman said...all her past mistakes were because she was WILLING to tolerate being treated a certain way. I can relate. I don't want that anymore. I'm not willing to be last, or 5th or any such number. Why should someone short of my children be first..when I'm last? I guess the new guy is used to that crap..which is likley why he has gone through so many women. Who knows. I told him I just wanted..normal....I don't think his life..is normal..but after last year..who am I to judge?

*sigh*

 

[kiwi_submissive]

Dear X,

Thank you so much for my card and your incredibly sweet words. I am smiling from ear to ear.

I know that you have alot going on in your life at the moment and it means more than I can say that you can find time to think of me

KSG

 

[Cyrilgar]

Dear Abbey,

You led me astray, and in doing so, caused me to lose two friends, one of whom was still very dear to me. I think the worst part is that you didn't even attempt to make up for your mistakes, or offer any sort of apologies; you just told me that you had led me down the wrong path and then removed me from your life. And to top it all off, you told Michaela just enough for her to hate me without ever admitting your own fault in the matter, making me seem like I was wholly responsible for my feelings toward you. She has since removed me from her life as well.

This is an injustice I don't need to deal with right now. If you wouldn't mind attempting to right your wrongs, I would appreciate it. But as it turns out that I didn't mean anything to you after all anyway, I wouldn't be surprised if you ignore this entirely as well.

Part of me would be surprised if you even realize who this is.

Pity. I was really starting to grow fond of you.

Alex

 

[knot_sweet]

Dear Grandma

It's been a month since you died. I wonder how you're doing now that you're gone. I think about our last day together, just us two, and I'm grateful for that last chance I had to be with you. Your special brand of batshit crazy drove us all to exasperation a lot, but mostly I remember you in your robe, at our table, drinking tea. It was the only thing of yours I wanted and it still smells like you and I don't want to wash it. Thank you for your ring. It has barely left my finger since it got there. Some days it shines brighter than others and I wonder if it's you and what you're trying to tell me. I suspect you'd think it was inappropriate for me to say these things on a porn board to strangers. I also suspect you know why I've said them here, and not anywhere else, you'll understand and maybe even see the funny side. Your humour was always unexpected.I miss you Grandma

Love you.
C.

 

[kimuk]

Dear X

This time next week we will be at home after spending the whole day togeather!
I will cherish each moment Sir.
I;m counting the hours till I'm in your Dominant arms.
x

 

[DeepGreenEyes]

Dear x:



That is all.

 

[satindesire]

If you're a upper middle class caucasian straight male, don't sit there and act like you know the first fucking thing about how poor people live. I've been poor. I've never seen or met a "Welfare Queen" and I'm pretty sure you haven't either, you're just stupid enough to mimic the bullshit that falls out of your friend's mouths regardless of whether it has any basis in reality.

So what do you fucking propose we do about it? Cut off funding from ALL the poor, so that the one percent of the possible people that are actually abusing it can't do it anymore? Oh, I forgot, most of the poor people on welfare are CHILDREN you ignorant shitstain! Sure, that's a great idea, take food out of kids' mouths so that your imaginary welfare queen hypothetical person can't afford her imaginary "BMW" payment you bitch about.

Yeah. Try that and see how fast the villagers come with torches and pitchforks. I bet you'll wish you'd spent less time in strip clubs and drinking with your frat brothers and more time running at the gym.

Fucker.

 

[jewelz_diamondz]

Dear X,

I believed you yet again...I hate myself so much for it. For falling for your I'm sorry, I will try, I'm coming back home to you bull shit. You knew you weren't coming back here! When I realized it and told you I would come there just give me a few months...and you went completely crazy...I know now you never stopped seeing the "other woman"....

That you played me for 2 1/2 months that kills me....that I actually believed it when you said you loved me...that kills me more. That you weren't man enough to talk me that just pissed me off.

That 2 months later I'm sitting here thinking about you...really pisses me off.

Get the fuck out of my head!

 

[Niam1985]

Dear Mom,
sometimes i hate you so much for being a selfish bitch and doing such a bad job.The hate boils up and spills all over me like shit.I go back in time and see you leaning on a kid to make you feel better?You would think of yourself and act all pathetic and needy and not fight for your own kid when you should have?What the fuck, mom. And i pushed it all down, way down inside because we cant say anything to make mommy cry.I want to take the shit and cram it down your throat and let you choke on it.
But i wont.I'll be good.I'll be your good,best favorite forever.
love,
your daughter.

 

[CutieMouse]

Dear You,

Yes, You. Remember that devistating thing you did last summer? The one where I pointed out all the trauma that would happen as a result? Remember how your entire attitude was "not my problem" followed by all sorts of inappropriate "solutions" that would guarantee my misery? Remember that?

You thought you could hurt me.
I went on anxiety meds and (eventually) started therapy.

You said I should give up my (our) home & get a studio apartment.
I bought my house. (And reduced an expense.)

You thought you could make the system work for you without repercussion.
That gave me some of the best laughter I've had in months.

You said I should sell my car and pay cash for an old (unreliable) beater.
I refinanced, instead. (And reduced another expense.)

You thought you could beat me, but you can't. It still sucks and will continue to suck for quite a while, but my life is still happier and more peaceful than yours and you're still an unhappy, tiny little man.

I may be significantly more impoverished than you, but I still won.

 

[satindesire]

Dear You,

Yes, You. Remember that devistating thing you did last summer? The one where I pointed out all the trauma that would happen as a result? Remember how your entire attitude was "not my problem" followed by all sorts of inappropriate "solutions" that would guarantee my misery? Remember that?

You thought you could hurt me.
I went on anxiety meds and (eventually) started therapy.

You said I should give up my (our) home & get a studio apartment.
I bought my house. (And reduced an expense.)

You thought you could make the system work for you without repercussion.
That gave me some of the best laughter I've had in months.

You said I should sell my car and pay cash for an old (unreliable) beater.
I refinanced, instead. (And reduced another expense.)

You thought you could beat me, but you can't. It still sucks and will continue to suck for quite a while, but my life is still happier and more peaceful than yours and you're still an unhappy, tiny little man.

I may be significantly more impoverished than you, but I still won.

Good on you, Mouse. You rock.

 

[Sir_Winston54]

Dear You,

.... my life is still happier and more peaceful than yours and you're still an unhappy, tiny little man.

I may be significantly more impoverished than you, but I still won.

You are my first mouse hero since my toddler years, when it was Mighty Mouse.

The difference? You're real life.