Dear X:

[gypsy*seer]

Dear Life,

I think it's gonna be ok.

There is vibrancy and colour everywhere.

I feel happy. Joyful.

I'm glad I stuck it out.

Love me

x

Dear Karma,

Thanks for helping minxie to see her way through to the other side!


(As for the rest, that's what friends are for! Glad you're back and happy, sweetie!)

 

[the captians wench]

Dear X,

You really don't understand why you're such an ass do you? You bought a 6 year old a dvd. This does not make you super (grand)dad. It's easy to make young kids happy. You call them once a month, if that, and buy them shit once a year and think you're some kind of fucking hero.

No I can't let you back into my life right now. The only time you ever fucking search me out is when you need something. Where were you when I needed you? You lived on my couch for a year when I was a newly wed, and just lost the man who did your job, and then wanted to complain about paying bills. What fucking bills? You had child support from the other kid you up and abandoned, and what little gas you used while driving me around to buy the food you ate!

You had a chance with your 3rd kid, you had a chance to make things right with at least one of us, but no, you couldn't be a fucking dad. You let her do what ever she wanted with out consiquence and when the school got on you, you shipped her back to her crack head mom. Don't you remember the police picking her up every week because she was begging for food cause he mom was too strung out to notice there was even kids in the house?

You wanted me to scoop up and mother this kid that you didn't put the slightest effort into. And when I refused to do it, because you couldn't follow thru, because you wanted me to do it all myself and you be the really cool weekend dad, you put her back into a bad situation.

And now you only contact me when she "needs" a new dress or costume or something else. Well fuck you. Stop trying to convince every one else you're some super father figure and actually put some effort into your kids before the youngest is as bitter as the older two.

 

[KayKat]

Dear R

Thank you thank you thank you..That was fucking fantastic..what I had needed and been craving for so long....You know just what I want and what I need!

Your Slut

 

[chy_girl]

Dear X,

If there was a way to fix it I would. Just please remember that I do love you, I care about you and it's about the journey - not the destination. You'll make it and be a stronger, more amazingly wonderful woman because of it.

Trust the process...

Yours

 

[chy_girl]

Dear X

There's a part of me that wants to take the blame. To take the responsibility. Not because it's mine to own, but because if it's mine I might just be able to fix it.

I miss you. More than I can say, I miss you. And I worry if you're alright. Did you know that I ask after you? That I'll drop it into conversation with people who will understand and see you?

As much as you may be upset with me, as mad and hurt as you may be over my decisions, never doubt that I care about you and love you. No matter what happens in the future never doubt that I care about you and love you. Because I do.

Always,

A little bit Yours.

 

[KayKat]

Dear X

Thank you for last night..What a wonderful and great surprise to hear from you...You made my night...I was so exhausted when you were through with me.

Yours

 

[ecstaticsub]

Dear X,

I miss you like crazy. But I am really excited about our future. You are so damn sexy when you are busy and so focused like this. Even when I am not your focus. Or maybe because of.

Don't worry about me. I know how to take care of myself (in more ways then one )

I love you, I am yours for as long as you want me. (as in forever)

~~Your Josie

 

[chy_girl]

Dear X,

This would be me taking my toys to the other side of the sandbox. Figured that would be a good analogy for those who are wishing to act like a 3 year old.

Mkaythanksbubye

 

[YourCaptor]

Dear Lit Friends,

Thankyou, thankyou, thankyou.

Fuck you are wonderful people. You make such a difference with your words and your advice and support and I dont even think you realise how much you help and what a profound and positive effect it can have on people.

Your words can be a force for change; just as they were for me and for that i will be eternally grateful.

''Hold on to the present moment in its simplicity and vibrant reality. Hold on to all those bits in life that seem so small and meaningless when your passions are inflamed. They are full of life and color and incredibly valuable information about what is real and true."

Beautiful, inspiring words and so very true.

Thankyou all, for everything,

Love,

Me
xxx



Dear Life,

I think it's gonna be ok.

There is vibrancy and colour everywhere.

I feel happy. Joyful.

I'm glad I stuck it out.

Love me

x

So what's next for ya?

 

[PublicAffection]

Dear ladies,

Thank you for being so beautiful and for sharing your delicious curves with me. I look forward to exploring more of you soon...

 

[minx1]

So what's next for ya?

Dear YC,

Good question!

I have no firm plans right now except to enjoy things as they are. I think finding pleasure in each day and something to laugh about is a good start.

I have joined a few dating sites as it goes; vanilla and D/s. My preferred option would be the latter but I am open to seeing what develops with the other.

I am in no rush, although I am missing sex and intimacy. Its been almost 6 months since I have had either and although I have gone much longer without them before, I think I would enjoy some soon

I went on a date. It was the quickest date in history and it sucked lol, but I am proud of myself for going. Its thanks to the last laywers letter I received that I found the determination to do that. And now I've been on one, there will be others

My mum comes to visit in a few weeks time; I cannot wait! I am so excited and things are going well at work.

So yeah, I am taking each day at a time and taking time each day to be happy.

 

[YourCaptor]

Dear YC,

Good question!

I have no firm plans right now except to enjoy things as they are. I think finding pleasure in each day and something to laugh about is a good start.

I have joined a few dating sites as it goes; vanilla and D/s. My preferred option would be the latter but I am open to seeing what develops with the other.

I am in no rush, although I am missing sex and intimacy. Its been almost 6 months since I have had either and although I have gone much longer without them before, I think I would enjoy some soon

I went on a date. It was the quickest date in history and it sucked lol, but I am proud of myself for going. Its thanks to the last laywers letter I received that I found the determination to do that. And now I've been on one, there will be others

My mum comes to visit in a few weeks time; I cannot wait! I am so excited and things are going well at work.

So yeah, I am taking each day at a time and taking time each day to be happy.

Yea I miss intimacy.

It's hard won.

Be yourself when you date, no contrived first impressions, and no tactics. K

 

[minx1]

Yea I miss intimacy.

It's hard won.

Be yourself when you date, no contrived first impressions, and no tactics. K

Blimey *laugh* tactics? I'm crap at tactics!

What you get is all me lol and some

I just did an add for a Dom too.

I hope you get some intimate times too soon Mr

 

[satindesire]

Dear X,

I know in the grand scheme of things, our relationship hasn't been all that long. However, I've been with you since I was barely old enough to drink, and for someone my age that counts for something.

We've grown together in so many ways, from immature kids who snuck around to fuck in the backseat of cars, smoking pot and drinking wine in front of campfires, to a responsible, capable adult couple with two beautiful and healthy children, a mortgage and steady "Grown Up" jobs.

In the last few years, I have watched you change and improve, from your health to your communication skills, everything about you has become so much more. I am in constant awe at how well you respond to difficult situations and this stressful, crazy ass life and it makes me proud to think that you chose me as the person to grow old with.

I have a massive, searing, soul-wrenching crush on you still, even though we've seen each other at our very worst. I love you and I still have a weird adolescent shyness about spilling my guts about how much I love you, so here's the only way I can tell you just how deep it runs. I may not seem like a person who is capable of sustaining genuine emotions but my outward appearances notwithstanding, I truly am wholly devoted to you, and you are the most important person in the world to me.

When I look at you I still feel like that little girl who couldn't look you in the eye because I liked you so much I got too nervous to talk. I don't really know when I grew up from being that little girl, but here I am years after, wondering how I missed the time go by and how I ended up here in this house, with our kids asleep in the next room. Whatever I did to earn your affections and win you over, I don't know, but I really hope whatever it is, I continue doing it for the rest of my life.

Thank you for being...well, there aren't words. Thanks for being you.

 

[Babyslave]

Thank you

Dear X,

Thank you for all the time and patience you've given to help me learn and grow in this new world I'm entering. For allowing me the time and space I've needed to make this decision mine. Thank you for pointing me in the right direction, even when it may not have worked to your advantage. And for the tenderness you've shown. I adore you.

And I need you to know that though you are my Master, you are my friend and I care for you in many ways. And I will be here for you in any way you need me.

Dear all of you here:

Thank you for all I've been able to learn, and read and take away from here. Thank you for your questions, and your doubt and your concern for someone you don't even know. Thank you for questioning my sanity, for challenging me to provide answers that at the time I wasn't sure of. I know now what I want. I know what I can have, and I know what I cannot give.

me

 

[Sidney_1]

Dear Lit Friends,

Thankyou, thankyou, thankyou.

Fuck you are wonderful people. You make such a difference with your words and your advice and support and I dont even think you realise how much you help and what a profound and positive effect it can have on people.

Your words can be a force for change; just as they were for me and for that i will be eternally grateful.

''Hold on to the present moment in its simplicity and vibrant reality. Hold on to all those bits in life that seem so small and meaningless when your passions are inflamed. They are full of life and color and incredibly valuable information about what is real and true."

Beautiful, inspiring words and so very true.

Thankyou all, for everything,

Love,

Me
xxx



Dear Life,

I think it's gonna be ok.

There is vibrancy and colour everywhere.

I feel happy. Joyful.

I'm glad I stuck it out.

Love me

x

Dear Minx,

I think these are beautiful letters. I especially loved and saved the quote in your first letter. I'm so grateful for 2 Lit friends, too.

I hope someday soon to write the second one to myself.

Thank you for sharing yourself with the board. You probably don't realize that other people benefit from the wisdom given to you, too.

 

[withoutwords]

Dear X,

The words won't come. That isn't true. They aren't there when I need them. That isn't true either.

Yesterday I was so mad. Fuck was the only word I could think. Not quite original.

I was writing this and noticed in the top corner it says, "Free Speech, No Spam!"

Yeah, Free Speech. I feel like someone with tape over my mouth and not in a good way.

and on it goes

 

[SweetMystery]

Dear X,

Thank you for tonight. I think it was something we both needed very much. You make me smile, you make me laugh, and you still can make me blush sometimes. I loved your silly request. It made me feel very close to you just when I needed that. I believe we both even made a discovery or two about each other. It is fun that we can do that...I hope it never ends. I love our journey and don't regret at all the we have no map to go by.

With all my love,
Yours

 

[subAngel87]

Dear X,

We met when I was 18 going through rough times, you heled my hand though those days hell you were my shoulder to cry on. I knew you were in the service but one day after my 19th birthday you disappeared out of life, and you did so with out a word not even a goodbye. I often wondered why, of course I blamed myself after all I never told you I fell inlove with you. I met another man but you were still in my heart, I dated him for a few years heck I even married the man... It wasn't till after I had my daughter and was divorced that you made an effort to get in contact with me, out of all that time you could have sent me an e-mail but never did, atleast not till that day. You told me you were now stationed in VA, I cried cause I knew deep inside I still loved you, then finally you told you had been scared to tell me how you felt. I flew to see you that September that's that's when you dropped a led brick on me, you told me you were inlove with me but you were also inlove with another woman, you told me you wanted us both, I sat there shocked and dumbfounded but numb to the pain that slowly ebbed it's way in, you didn't want to have to choose between us. Two days after that I shattered I cried for countless hours I had tried to tell you that I couldn't do a relationship like that but you were persistent and determined until I told you if you wanted her you could but I wouldn't be part of it, it was the I came back home that I ached for months. Another year passed with no word I had already knowen you were deployed to Iraq it was last year when you came back you seems to think no damage was done but you were wrong you had broken my heart twice, why... Why couldn't you have just listened to me, it was bad enough that you made crule jokes ones like I Gould bundle my daughter up and put her outside with the dogs in the cold, you tought me how to truly hate and despise men like you, but inside a part of me loved you still. You asked me marry you out the blue, I hadn't heard from you in over a year, my love had began to die, why couldn't you call to ask me instead of sending it in a txt message?? Through out that time you would only talk to me while at work and not when at home why? It finally lead me to believe you were yanking my chain even after you promised me you weren't, here it's been about 3 months again and no word. You come and you as you please thinking I'm always going to be here for you, well I can't hang on anylonger its time we part ways. I must thank you for a lifes lesson learned even though it ended with a lot of heart ache... But even so, I'm sorry you missed out on such wonderful things, a child growing into a todler that still cries daddy when she hears your voice, you didn't just break my heart you left her crying for you even though you weren't her father you in many ways tought her that you were, now I leave you with a quiet goodbye but don't worrie I'll hold strong, maybe not for myself but for the little girl that still stands and waited for you to come through the door and runs to the phone every time I'm on it and say dada before she take the phone from my hands only to hand it back with her was hung, she maybe young but she's inteligent and smart beyond her years.
Goodbye my love may this life bring you greater things

-me-

 

[Lizzie_Borden]

Dear X,

Follow your heart. I know I can make you happy.

Yours

 

[Kajira Callista]

Dear Daddy,
I love you sooooo much... I just get worried sometimes. Once that happens and I panic you know what comes next. Everything gets all weird and wrong and I want to run away and forget everything.
You never let me do that running away thing I thought i was so good at. You know how to make me feel unafraid and where I belong so I can go back to loving my Daddy and being a good girl for you.
I think you do it because you love me back and understand that I don't mean to get so flighty, it kind of just happens.
I am glad for every second we have and hope you never ever get tired of me because you make me so happy in all kinds of ways


My body mind and spirit are yours,
your girl

 

[KayKat]

Dear X

I am missing you so bad..it sucks that I have not heard your voice since Wednesday..I know you are busy and will call when you can but still doesn't make me miss you any less..I am also missing your emails..I know you read them. I hope to hear from you soon..Know you are in my mind and thoughts all the time..

Yours

 

[Sir_Winston54]

Dear Daddy,

<snippage>

My body mind and spirit are yours,
your girl

Dear "X,"

This makes me . I'm very very happy that things are getting better and working out for you, my Friend.

 

[Kajira Callista]

Dear "X,"

This makes me . I'm very very happy that things are getting better and working out for you, my Friend.

You know the runaway me and you also know she always comes back. lol

 

[Sir_Winston54]

You know the runaway me and you also know she always comes back. lol

Uh huh. He's good for you.