Dear X:

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Dear Universe / The Lingerie Fairy / Whatever Creator Type Person is Listening,

I would greatly appreciate it if you could please see room to rewire me to better accommodate this process called "change". I don't mean to be ungrateful, and I realize the whole change thing that is currently happening is A) fabulously good for me B) what I want and C) a step in the whole Right Direction sort of thing... but the fact of the matter is that I suck at change. Actually, let me emphasize that a bit more literally - I *SUCK* at change. Ginormously. With big huge sucking of the not sexy fun kind.

So. I propose you either create some sort of retroactive redo of my brain chemistry to get rid of the current 24/7 anxiety, or (if that isn't possible) at least temporarily drop a calm, take charge sort of someone in my lap to help me stay focused until things calm down. Thank you.

Graciously Yours,

~M

P.S. - The oven roasted balsamic vinegar/olive oil brussel sprouts? Inspired and delicious.
 
Dear Digital camo wearing punk...

So...I know almost a year has gone by...but I haven't said my piece yet.

You were my everything...my whole world. The whole time you were in Basic Training and AIT...I waited for you at home, sitting in the tiny place we had...playing with our cats and trying to save the money you wanted to have. You came home to me...and started spending money like crazy...I didnt care, it was your money anyways. Then...a month later...after you have been gone for 7 months, you have to go for a year long deployment in Iraq...I cry and cry and cry...you dont even talk to me about it...so you leave me...and once again, I wait, and Im still a good girl.

Then you came home on leave...I thought it was magical...guess I was wrong, because not even a month later you were cheating on me with that big assed whore who chews...yuck...

You tell me you are not coming home to me...start telling people that I was robbing you blind and that I was always complaining...not that it did any good right? So...you wanna know what I did? After that fatefull phone ( Thats right...PHONE) conversation...I went and cleaned out the joint bank account...guess how much was in there? 8,200 and guess what I did with it? I went on a huge bender...I got so fucked up for almost a week...why? Because your stupid ass friend said that all I ever did was party while you were gone...well...might as well make some of it true right?

And then, while I was still married to you, I cheated on you with a girl, and a guy...it was the best time of my life. While you were only worried about you getting off...there were there for me to get off.

So, I hope you have fun living in your fake pretend happy world. Playing daddy to a bastard child who will never know who her father is cause her momma is a home wrecking whore... When you fall off your self imposed pedestal, I will be there to laugh and dance and be merry...you didnt think I could go on with out you...well I am, and I am enjoying myself so much. Not saying all our time together was bad, just the last 6 months when you were a super asshole...

so fuck off you silly little prick
P.S
I lied to you the whole time...your cock isnt that big and I had to fake it most of the time...I havent faked it once since you left!

P.P.S.S.
No...I dont hate all military personal...in fact, I like them a lot! Just...dont like my ex or any of his punk ass "friends"
 
Dear X

Am missing you tonight.I wish you would call at midnight so we could ring in the new year together but I know you have other obligations...Look forward to hearing your voice this week again..Missing you lots..wanting you so damn bad!
 
Dear X,

It hurts a little that you'd think that of me. Perhaps it's just another example of my naivety for me to have thought you'd actually take me at my word - as I did you.

I can only hope that it works out for the best for everyone involved. Health, happiness and prosperity, you know?

:rose:
 
Dear H,

In case you are wondering, yes I'm pissed.

And no, I don't feel sorry for you right now.

Love,

me

and you better be done throwing up :mad:
 
Dear X

Thank you thank you thank you! That was what I had been wanting and needing for the last two weeks...You are the best...I feel so much alive again.....
 
Dear little insect who hides in the corner somewhere...

Please stop eating my laundry. I *will* find you, one of these days. And you will pay for the hole in my favorite shirt.

Me.
 
Dear X,

I'm sure you're in heaven right now making all the angels laugh. You will be missed dearly. I wish you didn't have to go.
 
Dear X.
You're a wonderful friend. Don't let me screw this up.
Me
 
Dear X

I am hating this weekend knowing that I won't hear you...Just want you to know that I want and need you desperately
 
Dear X,

i wish we could have taken that trip. i wanted you to experience the places you were only able to see in books. you will be with me the next time i make the drive.

~me
 
Dear K,

Alright. So take a look at me now. Compare it to when you knew me.

Now question whether you did the right thing.
 
Dear Lit Friends,

Thankyou, thankyou, thankyou.

Fuck you are wonderful people. You make such a difference with your words and your advice and support and I dont even think you realise how much you help and what a profound and positive effect it can have on people.

Your words can be a force for change; just as they were for me and for that i will be eternally grateful.

''Hold on to the present moment in its simplicity and vibrant reality. Hold on to all those bits in life that seem so small and meaningless when your passions are inflamed. They are full of life and color and incredibly valuable information about what is real and true."

Beautiful, inspiring words and so very true.

Thankyou all, for everything,

Love,

Me
xxx



Dear Life,

I think it's gonna be ok.

There is vibrancy and colour everywhere.

I feel happy. Joyful.

I'm glad I stuck it out.

Love me

x
 
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