BiBunny
Moon Queen & Wanderer
- Joined
- Dec 7, 2005
- Posts
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Dear Masterly-Type Person,
I love you. With all my heart. Really, I do.
But if you don't stop whining about how you need to be tied up, I might have to strangle you.
I understand. I do. I'm a switch, too. I also understand it's been awhile since you've been tied and tortured as you'd like. It's been awhile for me, too. I further understand that for some reason, you really love when I'm the one who does this to you.
Sometimes, I enjoy it. Sometimes, I don't.
Understand that I feel really submissive to you, oh, about 99% of the time. It's hard for me to switch headspaces with you, even though I know that I'm actually serving your needs, AND you're the one who's actually in control here because you're telling me what to do.
I feel self-conscious about my skills or lack thereof when I try to top you. I feel self-conscious about the fact that you always have to tell me in explicit detail how to bind you because I'm too stupid to tie anything other than my shoes. I feel self-conscious about how I still turn into a drooling idiot around you, even after four years, and how not-conducive that is to topping someone.
I have performance anxiety, but only with you.
I try really hard. And a lot of times, I enjoy it. BUT...I need you to stop pushing this so much. Love me. Let me spend some time as your pet for awhile, since I haven't really had a chance to do that for any length of time in months. Then, we'll see, ok?
Love,
Bunny
I love you. With all my heart. Really, I do.
But if you don't stop whining about how you need to be tied up, I might have to strangle you.
I understand. I do. I'm a switch, too. I also understand it's been awhile since you've been tied and tortured as you'd like. It's been awhile for me, too. I further understand that for some reason, you really love when I'm the one who does this to you.
Sometimes, I enjoy it. Sometimes, I don't.
Understand that I feel really submissive to you, oh, about 99% of the time. It's hard for me to switch headspaces with you, even though I know that I'm actually serving your needs, AND you're the one who's actually in control here because you're telling me what to do.
I feel self-conscious about my skills or lack thereof when I try to top you. I feel self-conscious about the fact that you always have to tell me in explicit detail how to bind you because I'm too stupid to tie anything other than my shoes. I feel self-conscious about how I still turn into a drooling idiot around you, even after four years, and how not-conducive that is to topping someone.
I have performance anxiety, but only with you.
I try really hard. And a lot of times, I enjoy it. BUT...I need you to stop pushing this so much. Love me. Let me spend some time as your pet for awhile, since I haven't really had a chance to do that for any length of time in months. Then, we'll see, ok?
Love,
Bunny


