Dear X:

[bruisedangel]

Dear X,

I wish I knew how to more fully convey to you the things that I need, the things that I want. I want you to know each of my fantasies. I want you to drag them from my head, perfecting on the images of you that I have stored there. This is all too much, too fast, too soon. You've filled a void I didn't know I had, a part of me I didn't know was missing. There is a sweet agony in every moment we're apart. I should run screaming from you, not fall passionately towards you. You're too much the man I want to fall in love with.


-me


(written and posted before the sane and rational part of me could decide 'nay' to the post)

 

[Bi_Kitty]

I have no idea. It's like having children, I swear to God.

"Mary Sue stole my ball."
"Well, she hit me first."
"Mommmyyyyyyyyyyy."

 

[BiBunny]

"Mary Sue stole my ball."
"Well, she hit me first."
"Mommmyyyyyyyyyyy."

Nooooooo! Stop with the accurate representations, LOL!

 

[Bi_Kitty]

Nooooooo! Stop with the accurate representations, LOL!

For a price. My back hurts. Come up stairs and rub me?

 

[BiBunny]

For a price. My back hurts. Come up stairs and rub me?

Yes, dear.

 

[girlofurdreams]

Dear X,

Fuck You and the horse/whore you rode in on


Cunt.



love,

b.x

 

[minx1]

Dear X,

Fuck You and the horse/whore you rode in on


Cunt.



love,

b.x

Nice and to the point chick

 

[girlofurdreams]

Nice and to the point chick

well i thought so



...i find it's the best way to deal with intellectually impaired individuals

 

[minx1]

well i thought so



...i find it's the best way to deal with intellectually impaired individuals

and without a doubt that one is most definitely intellectually challenged...their actions are testament to that!

 

[girlofurdreams]

and without a doubt that one is most definitely intellectually challenged...their actions are testament to that!

mmmmm hmmmmm choo know girlfren


he ain't all that an' a bag o' chips

 

[PatchIsMe]

Dear X,

Fuck You and the horse/whore you rode in on


Cunt.



love,

b.x

very nice !

 

[the captians wench]

My Dearest X,

You have been such a rock for me. You amaze me more and more every day. I'm so blessed to have you in my life. You keep me grounded and calm. You balance me, complete me. You are ying to my yang. And I every time I think I can't possibly love you more, we can't possibly fit any more perfectly, you prove me wrong.

I love you with all that I am.

Your Fat Ass Cunt

 

[Essene]

Dear X,

I know you're surprised, and to be perfectly honest I get a mild pleasure out of the fact that you're upset that I don't care. I know it bugs you, and you're finding it difficult to believe that it has nothing to do with you.

"Revenge is a dish best served cold."

 

[DiscusDave]

Dear X:

After all the psychological help you have gotten over the years. After all the past so called "friends" have left you to your own devices. After your parents even threatened to have you committed, I have still been here for you. The dearest friend you have. And that's exactly what I want to be. But don't you realize that being the person you call at all hours of the morning to talk to wears on me too. W, feels this way too. We want to be here for you, but when being here for you turns into us serving you, it can't and won't last.

You've had your hard times, and have the power to make them better. Use your skills and your knowledge. Don't cower to your superiors just because they helped you so far. You say it yourself, you're smarter than them.

I can't argue against irrational fears and decisions with rational thought, so you will never see it from my eyes. But X, help me help you.

Then our friendship won't be battered into one-sidedness.

With so much caring,
Footsie

 

[Bi_Kitty]

Dear White Trash Neighbors,

Mind your own business. Oh, wait then you wouldn't have anything to do when you are sitting around with your music turned up so loud everyone in the complex can here it, drinking beer, and NOT watching your children.

I'll be so glad when I don't have white trash nosy neighbors.

~Kitty

 

[the captians wench]

Dear McX

Shove it up your McAss.

 

[FurryFury]

Dear X,

In spite of all the hell you've put me through and will continue to put me through I love you. I'd like to help you and grand but there is a problem. You've put too many road blocks up for me to do anything really.

If I did manage to figure out how to do what you want righthisminute I know that you might then use that respite as a time to kill yourself. Could I live with that?

The other problem is that grand doesn't want to be put in an institution. I've never been the sort of person that "makes" someone do anything. I will not force an old lady into such a place against her will while she still has the gumption to fight.

So I really don't know how to help other than to listen and care. I know that seems like nothing to you sometimes. To me it seems like quite a lot because it plunges me into depressions, anxiety and nightmares. I could never tell you that. It would only make things worse for you.

OTOH, I'd like to be doing much more and feel crappy that I can't figure out a way around those road blocks you so carefully constructed to keep me away from the legal papers and money. I've never wanted the money btw. I never expect to see any of it. You've been completely paranoid about all that. So OTOH I feel like I'm doing nothing.

One minute I'm upset and emotional, thanks so much, trying to figure out how to help you, the next I realize that logically, I can't. You've created every single component of this in just such a way to keep me from being able to.

Did I not warn you to live at least 15 minutes away? Did I not tell you to never, ever give her a key to your place? Did I not explain B times how she has no concept of privacy or boundaries? Yes.

Did you listen even once? Nope.

The money thing has been a mute issue for me for decades. That's why your new explanation for requesting that I tell you when I'd be comfortable with your death didn't work well for me. Maybe if your mother called you and said such things to you, you'd be comfortable with it. I'm not and never will be.

I've got to wonder if it wouldn't be prosecutable to "set" things in order following your approved time line for your mother to off herself. I'm thinking, even if I didn't have any problems with the idea that it's illegal as well at heinous to me personally.

I've always known you were both horrible at money issues. I expect it to be gone and in fact am worried you'll both show up destitute on my doorstep someday or that I will go into debt because of something y'all have cooked up. No, money isn't what I crave, never has been. I guess you'll never understand that.

Money is nothing compared to family. If only we were a functional, healthy family or at least something much, much closer.

I hope tomorrow is a better day for you. A day in which you can make things happen that will allow you to be happier.

 

[the captians wench]

Dear McPeoples,

you all suck big ones. Seriously. I have done nothing but sing the praises of McOpCo and now you show the ugly side just because I my times aren't perfect. You don't look at the other 82% of my reviews (yes I figured out what the percentage points of my dt times are) All you care about is the times. Well good luck on that when your golden child fires everyone.

And if you think that I'm going to be working all of these nights, you can go fuck yourselves.

 

[minx1]

Dear x,

am having one of those what am doing here days. A what am I doing fullstop days.
It all worries me. Scares me actually.

Iknow what I need to sustain me, but no matter how hard I try it always escapes me. That particular elusive love

 

[Sir_Winston54]

Dear x,

am having one of those what am doing here days. A what am I doing fullstop days.
It all worries me. Scares me actually.

Iknow what I need to sustain me, but no matter how hard I try it has always escaped me... so far. That particular elusive love

Fixed that for ya, minxie.

 

[minx1]

Fixed that for ya, minxie.

Yes, that reads much better

I'm just hating my ''options'' right now lol

Thankyou SirW!

 

[Keroin]

Dear Rod,

Please don't die for at least six more weeks. I know it hasn't been easy in this hot, humid, salty air and you're getting weak, but I need you while I'm running and I'll need you at the airport. When six weeks is up, you can go to iPod heaven, with my blessing, but until then, please, rage, rage against the dying of the electrodes! (Or whatever pixie dust it is that makes you work).

Desperately,
K
xoxoxo

 

[rida]

Dear S

A word is all I need. Not even everyday.
A good morning/good night. A quick got your message.

Just to know that you have thought of me today. Or yesterday. Or tomorrow.

part timely yours

 

[rida]

Dear H

I want you to be happy. I wish you find what you want to do.

You know I'll stand by your side and always support you.

I love you,

Your w

 

[minx1]

Dear S

A word is all I need. Not even everyday.
A good morning/good night. A quick got your message.

Just to know that you have thought of me today. Or yesterday. Or tomorrow.

part timely yours

Dear H

I want you to be happy. I wish you find what you want to do.
But I hope it will not mean what you have been hinting for the last year or so.

Things have just unraveled in a way that the sweetest obstacle is now being removed. We can hang in here for a little while so you have now the freedom to explore.

I know you are responsible and will not do anything that truly jeopardize us.
But at the same time I fear your restlessness and selfcenteredness.

You know I'll stand by your side and always support you.

I love you,

Your w

*hugs*

life is so complicated eh Rida. I can empathise with what a tricky balance it can be sometimes and at your loyalty and commitment.

Lucky men