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Dear Self

How did you let yourself come unraveld. and un worthy of things.. Snap the fuck out it and get over yourself Youll be fine.. I promise you will..

love
ME
 
Dear X,

I think you think very little of me, and I don't know why. It hurts my feelings, but such is life. I think I'm interesting enough, and we could be friends. Or more friendly at least. But I suppose you don't think so.

Maybe my life is boring, that this bothers me. Well, it only bothers me occasionally. I suppose I just don't get it. Well, whatever, I guess. It is what it is.

See ya,
ITW
 
Sir
I have painted your picture over and over. Stay up for days at times. Obsessed, always obsessed. Anyone that views them admires the subject and quality. Yet, I cannot bring myself to show them to you.
 
Dear Actual X,

Words rather fail me.

The difference between what I thought I had in you and what I actually have.

A toy airplane, and a private jet.

White tiger, welcome.

X is criscrossed. X is a crossroads. X is an indication of treasure. X is the unknown. X is the symbol of a kiss. X is a pair of crossed blades. X is definitive. X means You Are Here.


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Dear sweetie,

:rose::rose::rose::rose:Happy birthday sweetie!! :rose::rose::rose::rose:


I love you soooo very much. :heart::kiss:

Love Eternally,
Sweetheart
 
Dear Andrea,

I guess you've caught me at the wrong time. A couple of years ago I could have written pages to you on here.
However, a broken heart can become colder, stronger and wiser.
Sorry about that.

I guess you were a lesson I had to learn; whereas you'll never learn.

So long.


Shit, Im badly missing you again.
It's been 3.5 years since we last even spoke.

Im convinced I can never love anyone as much as I did you.

But, I cant love anyone, if it's not as deep as the love we shared.

I want to dive into your ocean.
 
Dear X,
I have tried over and over to show you that you need help I can not offer. Why does that make you think you can turn the tables and blame things you did/do on me?
I'm moving out...with nothing but things that were mine before I knew you , and with my kids and all that belongs to them. This house is not worth your sucking the life out of my soul so you can feel good. You will still in the end have to pay me half of what the house is worth and that is fine. You keep it for now, but those four walls are nothing without the love I brought to them and my family while I lived there and don't ever forget that magic will have gone with us when we leave.
 
Dear Master,

i know i should be doing other things right now, but i felt the need to procrastinate just a moment longer.

i wanted to apologize again for last night. i should not have acted that way nor should i have repeatedly told You 'no'. That was uncalled for, i know. But i guess my only excuses are that i was feeling rather rebellious last night and the subject that You brought up has been stressed SO many times before by others. i guess the main thing that bothered me was when You said that i should know better. At the time, that brought out the brat in me and i wasn't thinking. In reality, i thought i was doing fine and that i will be okay next week. But having the day to think about it, i realize that You are only doing what You do - caring for me and protecting me. You're not being "mean" or an "asshole". You're looking out for me and letting me know that i can be so much better. Truthfully, i am actually kinda worried about how i will do next week. Not about the day really, but if what i do will be enough, You know? i'd say i need a miracle, but i know You will shake Your head and say "No, You just need to do better."

Again, i am sorry for last night and this morning. But i *do* know what You are doing and why You are doing it. You know that i need a kick in the butt at times...and sometimes, a big kick. But i am forever grateful that You'll always be there to do that for me.

i can't wait to talk to You. i can't wait to hear Your voice. i can't wait to be with You.

i love You. :heart:

Love,
Your pet
 
Dear X,

This empathic nature sucks sometimes. Especially when someone I feel very closely emotionally bonded with (e.g., you) is depressed, and there's nothing I can do. I know we're a couple of hours apart at the moment, but I can feel your pain just as clearly as if we were in the same room together. I feel it coming off you in waves, and I hate that I can't do anything.

It makes me feel useless and worthless, like a failure as a slave, that I can't do something, anything, to penetrate the fog, even just for a moment. I hate myself for being ineffectual. I also hate myself for needing you when I know it's all you can do to get through your day. I'm doing my best not to be a burden on you and to help you in any way I can. Unfortunately, given the circumstances at the moment, there's just not much I can do. I hope you feel better soon. I love you.

~Bunny
 
Dear You,

Yes you. Pay attention now, just because you are worried about what the doctor is going to tell you is no excuse to not sleep and further endanger yourself by weakening your immune system. But you already know that. So why are we having this discussion? Silly girl, go to bed! 4 am is no time to be up! You won't be doing it again tonight will you?

(it would be really nice if our bodies listened to our brains on occasion)

Me
 
Dear Master,

i feel so accomplished today. i feel so proud of myself and Us. i'm just...happy. It may not seem like it, but today was kind of big for me. i was able to keep my focus even though there were many other things going on. It was like i developed this switch between others and You. And i learned how to flip from one to the other with hardly a problem at all. i'd like to think that i did a pretty good job today and i hope You are proud of me.

We needed that talk today...just like last night. You are so wonderful at giving me what i need and i want You to know how grateful i am for that, and for You. i believe we were in total agreement today and i felt like everything You said was spot-on. i'm right on that edge. i'm balancing just enough right now, not able to completely and fully let go. But i feel myself every day leaning further and further toward the direction that You are in. i can see You in my mind, waiting patiently as You hold out Your arms. And i *do* want to fall completely...reach 100%. Believe me, i do. i have just been trying too hard to stay in my comfort zone i suppose. There are the things i told You about today that still have a slight hold on me. But each day i can feel the threads breaking. i *will* show You how devoted i am...and i have a feeling it will be sooner rather than later.

i am in such awe of You and i take *great* pride in being Yours. i will prove that, i promise.

i love You. :heart:

Love,
Your slave
 
Dear slave,

you have shown so much growth over the past few days. I couldn't be prouder of you. you have pleased Me immensely with everything you have said and done. Everything you've shown Me has made Me know, without a doubt, that I made the right choice in choosing to call you Mine.

We had a perfect day together yesterday. I knew you could go the whole day in you slave mindset for Me. That is why I sent the e-mail. I wanted you to push yourself for Me. And you did. you were perfect yesterday slave.

Seeing you grow and learn has helped Me as well My pet. I grow as you grow. you help Me to become a better Master to you. Thank you for that little one.

I know you will get to that 100% soon. I can't wait for that day. you are blossoming before My eyes slave. And I couldn't be happier or prouder.

I love you. :heart: you are Mine Forever. :rose:

Love Eternally,
your Master
 
Dear Master C,

I love and worship you. Thank you for letting me join this forum, I promise I will stay within the guidelines you have set forth.

Your beloved sub,
~owned~
 
Dear P

Dear P

have i fucked this up? have i lost You? please... please let me know it's ok, or will be...

c
 
Dear Whomever:

That crap makes me cringe in the same way chewing on cotton balls would. Make it stop. Enough, already. Show some mercy for fucks' sake.
 
*sigh*

Dear L,

No, you don't get it. This is the way it has to be for me. This is my way to deal and heal. Isolation is my best medicine. Of course you don't understand because you don't think like I do... isn't it clear by now that we are not alike in any way? You don't have to like it, but you do have to respect it.

So back I go into my once bibliophile and audiophile ways. I will resurface when I am ready. not a moment before.

Speak sometime soon.

Me
 
Dear Master,

I know today isn't an easy day and know that I'm here for you. Together we will get through this.

I Love You.
 
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