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What's in a year?

x,

Where does the journey begin? What direction does it take when it comes to a fork in the road? Where does it end... or does it???

One year ago a journey began with two people meeting for the first time. Dinner in a restaurant after a week of im's and phone calls you took a chance. The one that changed your life. The warning that was whispered in your ear before you made a choice. The choice that you didn't know what or where you'd go.

Many things have happened during the last year. We have both lost loved ones who meant the world to us. The break-up of a relationship. The volatile nature of the other.

How you have learned so much about yourself. How you have opened your mind to see there is more to you than the words that have been spoken in the past and just what you see in the mirror. The truth of how the universe works and how you see yourself. How you've embraced who you are and what you want in your life.

The journey has been one of exploration. One that has taken many turns but has stayed the course.

As you know me well, I have enjoyed the last year having you as my pet. I put no stock in what I want in life, I just let it happen. The enjoyment I feel having you kneel at my side is unrivaled. The journey is still on going and will take us where it will.

Timing is everything pet.

DS
 
Dear X .... I think I have never needed you more than I do right at this moment ....... And I wish you'd remember it's my B-day right now .... and maybe would treat me with a hello .... Ohhh I wish sooo much. I need some help ... I need your help . I hate that I still need you and want you.

Dear G ...... You are amazing ... I hope I can get over my emotions and not cry over you all week ... UGH!

Dear ............ Oohhh fuck it!
 
Dear G,
When you read this don't be shocked.
...
I owe you more than you will ever know.

yours as you please

Dear T,

You've given me so much in return. You've stretched your wings and are growing daily. And you've given me your heart, your trust, your submission, all without my asking.

You've encouraged me when I was down, believed in me when I did not believe in myself. You understand that Leather is part of who and what I am and want me to continue my growth and journey down that path. Where this goes I can not say, but I am willing to walk this path with you at my side.

I love you.
 
Dear X,

I love You. I know you know that, but I just love saying it to you!! Makes me smile. Makes You smile. Makes us both happy people. We are like two teens sometimes and you know what? I dont care and I am not ashamed of it either. I feel what I feel and I love to be happy with You. My life have been shit for so long, for too long really. The more I enjoy all the love you giving me now. Yes I cant get enough of it. Cant get enough of You!! :eek:

I wake up in the morning and thinking of You. I am cleaning my flat and thinking of You. I play with my kids and thinking of You. I go out for a walk and thinking of You. I watch a movie and thinking of You. I eat and thinking of You. I read your old texts and chats and thinking of You. I am making the dishes and thinking of You. I go take a bath and thinking of you. I hear some song and thinking of You. I think of my future and thinking of You. I think of my kids and how much they need the "real family" life, with mom and dad by their side and I am thinking of You. When the sun warms my face I am thinking of You. When its cold and raining I am thinking of You. When I wake up late in the night I am thinking of You. I cuddle with my blanket and thinking of You. I sniff Your scent from my pillow and thinking of You. I see people walking hand in hand kissing each other and thinking of You. I think of the xmas and thinking of You. I watch the pics we made together and thinking of You. I hold tight of my collar and thinking of You. I get needy and thinking of You. Something bad happens and I am thinking of You, knowing You would make it better, kiss it better. I see light of a candle and thinking of You.

I smile when I am thinking of You. I am happy when I am thinking of You. I know I am no longer my own and I smile again. I know I've found my owner and protector and I am happy, You made my life complete. I know one day I'll sleep in Your arms every day, know that makes me purrrrrr deep inside. You gave me so much, right from the very begining. And you still giving it to me, all your love, I feel it. Love it!!! I've never asked for it and you still wraped me with your love and loved me over and over again. Till I felt Your love so strong that I've surendered. I so needed this!!! Thank You! Thank You for being the way You are. I love You so much. Truly, madly, deeply. Now and forever!

You might be there and me here yet, but You are already part of my life, part of life of my kids, part of our family. Thats what you always will be, my love my Daddy Dom and my family. Cannot wait to live my life by Your side honey! I love You and adore You. I'll so love kneel at Your feets every day and serve You, keep You happy and satisfied, whatever it takes. You know I will. Love being there for You! Cannot wait to serve you with my life, my body and soul. See You happy feeds my soul. Give myslef completly to You is what I need to do.

My life would be so empty without You, love. I love You. And need You.


forever yours
~ pet :kiss:




PS: oh and I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! :devil:
 
Dear "Dear X" thread,

Thank you for 181 pages of heartwarming, thought provoking, funny, confusing, and sometimes heartbreaking posts. As a fairly new lurker this was a fantastic way to gain some insight into a number of posters on the boards.

Dear Boss,

Although you'll never know (I hope), thank you for allowing me to slack long enough to read every.damn.post. over the last several days. Working from home does have its benefits after all.
 
Dear X

I'm sorry for putting you through the pain and distress of the last 24 hours. I needed to be honest with you, and I needed to get it out in the open, so we could talk it through.

Granted the way I put it was shit, but we've finally sorted it out and I appreciate your opinion, and accepting that I am who I am and your willingness to try it, so I can.

I love you so much, and I miss you.

Your girl xxx
 
Dear Love/Ian/Sir,

You're the best part of my life.

I don't know how to express how grateful I am that you've made your life open to me again. You honestly are the only person besides my grandpa that I can truly say I love. I'm constantly amazed by you. I have to write this, because I know that no matter how damn long we have to wait, you are still going to love and want me. I have never been as happy as when I'm in your arms. Even when we fight, I still love you. You're the only one who loves all of me, imperfections and all. We know now how far we can push each other, and that I'm useless and barely function without you in my life.

It would have been 9 months this Wednesday, but instead, I have a new beginning with you.
So here's to as long as we can make it.

Because, you're my Person, and I never want to lose you again.

Your Kitty
<3
 
Dear KT
Thank you for being there for me over the last few days, when I was on a bit of a downer. You make my existance so much brighter.
Love you pet. X:)
 
Dear Master,

Wow. What can i say to explain my feelings after today and last night? Just when i think You can't get any better...You do. You find even more ways to amaze me. You make me wonder how anyone can be so perfect. You prove what a natural Master You are and how understanding and caring You can be even when i make a mistake. my need to please You and make You proud burns inside me stronger than ever. i dream every night of kneeling at Your feet, a place where i long to be. A place where i NEED to be.

i love that we are 24/7. And i realize we always have been. my submission to You is constantly present in my mind, body, and heart. Even when You're my Daddy, i'm still ready to follow Your word in a heart beat. i am so happy that we found a way that works for us...and works perfectly.

i always have been and always will be Yours.

i love You Master.

Love always,
Your slave :heart:
 
Dear Ian,
Where do I start?
I will always love and adore you for bettering me.

But there's a part of me you will have to accept and learn that it's just...part of me, not a disorder.

Being a switch, with sub tendencies, and being a bit of a masochist is NOT necessarily a bad thing. You have your horribly depressing music, I have my pain and obedience.

However, I need this, I crave it, and you're going to either have to learn to live with it and help me out from time to time, or if not, I'm not going through this again.

It's not something that needs fixing. I wish I could prove that to you, but considering how my past shaped that part of me, I know you will never believe that. Just, please, for the love of my gods, try.

Because, I like that part of me.
I don't want to have to give everything up for you, though if that's what it comes down to, I'll try to give it up again.

Ghost helped me accept it, finally...please don't make me give up yet another thing that makes me happy?

Love,
Your Kitty
 
x,

Where does the journey begin? What direction does it take when it comes to a fork in the road? Where does it end... or does it???

One year ago a journey began with two people meeting for the first time. Dinner in a restaurant after a week of im's and phone calls you took a chance. The one that changed your life. The warning that was whispered in your ear before you made a choice. The choice that you didn't know what or where you'd go.

Many things have happened during the last year. We have both lost loved ones who meant the world to us. The break-up of a relationship. The volatile nature of the other.

How you have learned so much about yourself. How you have opened your mind to see there is more to you than the words that have been spoken in the past and just what you see in the mirror. The truth of how the universe works and how you see yourself. How you've embraced who you are and what you want in your life.

The journey has been one of exploration. One that has taken many turns but has stayed the course.

As you know me well, I have enjoyed the last year having you as my pet. I put no stock in what I want in life, I just let it happen. The enjoyment I feel having you kneel at my side is unrivaled. The journey is still on going and will take us where it will.

Timing is everything pet.

DS

Dear Sir,

Where does the journey go when it comes to the fork in the road? I've always choosen the high road.... With what Ive been thru in my life it has proven to be a smart choice. When you said it started one year ago with a night in a restaurant the night I cannot tell you if there was million people in the room or just 3. You took my breath away when your walked into the room.Your presence commanded respect, your voice as you said hello to me, when you looked me in the eyes and told me just how nervous I was,the first kiss I could feel throughout my body, all of it a night I will never forget. You have given me 365 reasons to fall more and more in love with you everyday. The days we spend together doing nothing more than a normal couple would, the scenes that you have negoiated to take me to places Ive never been, the hours we spend on the phone or IM's. Your always there for me no matter what. You have been that true soul mate everyone dreams that they will run into and be matched up with. the one who shows you the mirror like image that breaks down the walls. to see who the true person is, you have led me to the doors that I must cross and been waiting on the other side for me all of that is you...
We have lost loved ones indeed those that meant a world to us but when all else failed I looked and there you were for me standing by me holding me up or letting me cry on your shoulder . When yours left I stood by you to be there for you, you knew this. They were taken from us way too early.. a bond now we can say we have that no one else can compare. My journey with you has just yet begun I hope it never ends I continue to learn new things about you and myself everyday, Yes I KNOW how you live your life with no stock in what you want.. you just let it happen. I know how you feel about me and can see it in your eyes when we meet up, or hear it in your voice as I am coming off that plane and how excited you are that first day we wake up next to each other after a long abscence. I have told you this before but there is no place more I feel at home than I do when I am on my knees at your side when I feel you running your hands thru my hair and whispering in my ear what a good pet I am. It is unequivicable .NO one has compared to that You are the first person who enters my mind and the last thought as I drift off to sleep....When we are apart I close my eyes and you are there You are amazing Sir... and this journey has been beyond by far what I ever expected it to be and with you I never know what to expect and I am glad I took the chance that changed my life... My life is different now.. and yours is still a tangled web, but KNOW in your heart that you are worth waiting for even it is my entire lifetime. YOU are worth that and more... I love you Sir. :heart: Many thought this was just a phase and im sure even bet we wouldnt make it this far and we proved them wrong... WE stayed course and fell deeper in love with one another more and more... Thank you Sir for the last year and I know in my heart many more to come... :rose:

Timing is everything isnt it?

Your humble pet
xoxox
:rose:
 
Dear sweetypie,

I love you soooo much. :heart::heart: I am so very sorry for how I acted yesterday and last night.:rose: I was a jerk, buttface, moron, and asshole. And I am sorry for all that. you are so amazing. you mean more to Me than anyone and anything EVER will. you are My everything. I need you. I always will. I love you.:kiss:

Love,
your insecure, possessive, needy, and jealous Daddy:heart:
 
dear P,
i hope your mum is ok... and i hope we can meet up some time tomorrow, i'm worried about you sugar.. you haven't been your wonderful self all week :(
thanks for the texts, fuck you crack me up! missing you lots and hope to see you soon x


dear c,
haven't seen you on here for awhile... miss your giggles :(


dear t,
you rock my world and i'm going to be miserable when you leave :( so let's make the most of it while you're still around :)


dear b,
you have been so amazing lately... why can't it be like this all the time???? you break my heart when things are this good...


love you all xxxxxxx
 
Dear Mistress & Master X:

Thank you for the most amazing two days of my life. When I started down this road I wasn't sure if it was for me, or if I'd ever find anyone who would want to play with me. I am so grateful for the time and energy you put into our play, and your patience and kindness. You said I did really well, but I still feel sad that I couldn't do as much as you wished; that I couldn't respond the way we all hoped. But I know with more time I'll get better.

I can't wait to see you again and kneel at your feet.

kitten
 
Dear "X",
i miss you. i truly miss you more than words can say. i have been listening to a song that is killing me but i can't shut it off. it's one of those nights and i need your arms around me. i need to feel safe again. there is no where that i feel safer, your arms have been my safe haven and i miss them. i miss the way you smile at me, the way you touch me, the way you say "i love you", all the comfortable silences in those wee hours of the morning, everything, i miss it ALL and i want you to come home.....i need you, i crave you, and i don't know how to move on, i really don't. i've tried..it's not working. will i miss you forever? or will it eventually get easier? we both thought this was for the best....was it? do you still feel that way? i just wanna scream.....

love foever
"me"
 
dear B,

it's been almost a week since we fucked.
i am not happy about this. come and sort it out.

love,

me.xx
 
Dear X,

Kristy came home from school today and told me the teacher asked them to draw their family for her. I asked her what she drawed? and she told me: "I've draw me, you, Natalie and A.!!"

Good girl? :D Made me so smile!!! :D:D:D:D

You were here only for 4 days, but you touched our lives deeply, you really did. Not just me, but even my kids consider YOU as a part of our family already. Thats so nice! So love it!! TOTALY LOVE IT!!!!!! Makes me feel so happy and peaceful!!!! :eek: *deep happy sigh*

I love You A.!! :heart: Cannot wait to live my life by Your side!!!! :heart:


forever yours
~KT :kiss:
 
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