Dear X:

[Bags]

Dear X ... Please give me the strength to come home to you, and discuss this ... To try and put my thoughts and feelings first for a change right now. To try and take care of myself. Please have an open mind and not get mad at me. I'm stressed, you're stressed, but being stressed apart like we are isn't getting anything accomplished.

Dear Medical Staff .. thank you for making the last 3 days of hell seem like a little less hellish on us ... I do hope it continues this way next month.

Dear me .... You get your angle wings baby ... and keep that thought. Somehow, not sure when, I hope you get your du reward for doing all this ... This may be the worst, the most down and the most stressed you've dealt with, but you've done it before, and can do it again .... I know it!

Dear someone .... I need a hug to be held and allowed to sob my heart out right now please .... please!!!

 

[the captians wench]

My Dearest Love,

Can you believe it? In just a few short days I'll be wraped in your arms snuggling into bed. I can almost hear your heart beat as I rest my head on your chest, or rather my pillow at the moment.

I know I've been a little carried away the past few weeks. What with the stress, nervousness, and excitement of this trip combined with the stress from work I'm sure I've been even more anal than I usually am. But then, you always know how to calm me down.

A few short days, okay they seem like they take forever and it feels like it's been a life time getting here, but it's soooo close now! Can you believe that three years ago tuesday we spent the night online chatting all night as you accepted me as your sub? Hard to believe that it's been that long.

I never thought that I would be considering moving to a different country. I mean, I always pictured myself some where else, even as a child. I just felt like I belonged in an...older society, but never in my wildest dreams did I believe I would be filing to move to Europe. Every one keeps telling me to calm down and make sure I like it there first, *giggles* even you have said that, but it just feels right. Like this is ment to be.

You've been there through a lot Love. You've really helped me grow, and chill out when I need to. Before I met you I was afraid to live on my own, I had no confidence and a crap job with no hope of bettering myself. You gave me the courage to go after what I want. You helped me to see my own potential. And I've even mellowed out a bit and I'm not as high strung as when I first met you. You helped me through my devorse, the store opening, changing bosses, deaths, my brother joining the military and moving with his family, my whole rocky relationship with my dad, mom's sergeries and even a few break ups. You've always been my rock, you don't know how much that means to me.

So two weeks from tonight I will be spending my first night face to face with you. By this time we'll have already had nearly 12 hours together. At first I was trying to figure out, trying to imagine what all you'll do with me, where we'll go, what we'll see, how every moment will be spent, but I've finally calmed down and will just let what happens happen. I've trusted you to guide me through so many things, I'm letting go and trusting you to guide me here as well.

This is a huge step love, and I couldn't be happier to take it with you.

With all my being,
Your fat bottom slut

 

[sanjuaneros]

Dear X,

We need to talk about that. I am not sure you will ever change my mind about it....

Me

 

[MelancholyBaby]

Dear Mr. Knightley,

I love you.

 

[Harmony_1985]

Dear X

Would you give me a break?!

I'm sick of the back and forth you're causing me.

Tho if you feel like doing it wednesday, go ahead, it might get me the day off work.

 

[SweetGigi]

You will never know how heartsick I am right now. Mourning can't even begin to describe my emotions. Betrayal...loss...all of it swells inside me.

May God return your actions on you 7 fold.

 

[Emmalee]

Dear X,

Please go away and leave me alone. You know I think you're the cat's pajamas and it breaks my heart that what you had with her, even though it's over, means more than what you could have with me.

Signed,

Your Bitter Admirer

 

[Lady_Moldovie]

Dear many X's

Just stop now, I'll do it when I'M ready and not before.

kthanx

 

[minx1]

Dear x,

Please try to see it from my point of view too. I do this and I do it willingly and happily. I want it more than anything. Thats why I am requesting those things.

a slightly worried,

me xx

 

[YourCaptor]

You will never know how heartsick I am right now. Mourning can't even begin to describe my emotions. Betrayal...loss...all of it swells inside me.

May God return your actions on you 7 fold.

Dear x,

Please try to see it from my point of view too. I do this and I do it willingly and happily. I want it more than anything. Thats why I am requesting those things.

a slightly worried,

me xx

I'm clueless, but hugs all around anyway.

 

[BiaTcHiNFiRe]

I'm clueless, but hugs all around anyway.

I second that.

BIG HUGGS to both of you girls!!

 

[minx1]

I'm clueless, but hugs all around anyway.

I second that.

BIG HUGGS to both of you girls!!

awww thanks guys, but I am fine....just a few things that will come out in the wash, I am sure. Just getting something off my chest

Gigi sounds like she could do with some big hugs though. I hope you will be ok hon

 

[BiaTcHiNFiRe]

Dear X,

Miss you. Nothing is the same without you around. Days are long, nights are just lonely, quiet and sad. Miss our chats. Miss playing WoW with you. Miss talking to you. Miss your soothing voice and the way we laugh together. Miss your songs. Miss fuckin everything about you. Miss other things too of course!! D)

Your email made smile! I was watching the "idiot box" as you call it, too!! lol BORING yes. I could play some WoW, but without you cannot be bothered. Well I tryed, but was more death than alive, get pissed and turned the shit off. lol

Miss you around. Yea I am wee Daddy addict!! Quite used to have you around every day, so now when your not there I am a bit lost. Miss you very much Daddy! The only thing that keeps me goin is the knowing its only few more days and your back online, calling me your wee pet and talking to me. Cannot wait! Nothing can soothe me as good as word of love from You.

Think I am gonna watch the Doom movie tonight. I must feel really helpless, you know I hate horrors LOL. Or I might FINALY start read the last book of Harry Potter, will see. I will deffo SPAM your mobile phone with texts to cheer you up, before bed.

Love you Daddy, now and forever!! And miss you.


~KT

 

[minx1]

Dear x

If that does end up happening, I think thats a very clear message being sent. At which point it will force decisions to be made.

 

[BiaTcHiNFiRe]

Dear X,

Its 8.20 am here and I wish we could have our morning chat, before your off to work, as we usualy do. Its raining here. Well better here that there!! Dont want my Daddy out in the rain whole day.

I had shite sleep last night. Hope yours was better! Once your here I will sleep like a baby, I know I will. Wish it was TODAY. I woke up in not very happy mood, feel like crying, it must be the shite weather! Wish you were around to cheer me up. Cannot wait to have you back online, I miss you.

Dont feel like being productive today, so I go hit the bed again with hope I will wake up in better mood then.

Love you Daddy!! and miss you
~KT

 

[the captians wench]

My Dearest Love,

This night, 3 years ago you took me as your sub. I remember talking then about what that means. Words like "hear and now" and "life comes first" and "not let this get in the way" came up along with "if I can take you full time".

It wasn't a few months after that that those comments faded and we realized that there was something more here than just online fun. Now look at us, 3 years later making preperations for me to move and be there 24/7. Amazing isn't it?

I remember how overwhelming it was to write that email. The first email of many, but this one started the contract. I remember stumbling over the words, and then you made me say it. "I submit to you". I remember feeling that...weird, feeling. Almost like by saying it the power transfured to you. I loved it and it frightened me at the same time.

We spent 7 hours chatting on yahoo that night. Was after 2am here when you sent me to bed. I remember how much I felt you adoring me that night. Like I was some special jewel. I loved the way you treasured me then, and I love how that's only grown over these three years.

That night we dreamed of me being there. In 8 days that dream will be a reality, even if just for a short while. I will finally be in your arms, at your feet, and under your hand as well as touched by your lips. It just doesn't seem real. Seems more like something out of a fairy tale.

I have loved every moment of being yours Love. We have had our rough spots, but we've managed thru them and came out strong.

I love you with all that I am baby.

your adoring fat bottom slut.

 

[Lizzie_Borden]

Dear X,

I love you, I miss you.

I need you.

I'll call you when I'm over it.

I hope you're ok.

Me

 

[minx1]

Dear x,

I'm so glad you called round. I just wish we had some time for once. We have had so little lately. It was so wonderful to see you and be with you for a short time, but I so needed to talk to you *soft smile*. Really needed.
I admit that actually i needed a lot from you tonight. I hate that. It makes me feel selfish. Theres so much going on and I need to talk it through with you. Everything....the house, el, me...other things.
I am a little gutted that we haven't again, if only because I think I am in danger of imploding

I feel bad because I know how things are for you at the minute and you are understandably exhausted. I will try and be patient and wait for this period to be over. With all that, that you still came round and made time for me means so much sweetheart.

I love you with all my heart.

ps. you are never to tired to tease me! lol and its so annoying that you always get me so spot on! *laugh*
pps. the first time made me feel like it was, before.

 

[BiaTcHiNFiRe]

Dear X,

Empty...
That's how I feel without you.
Every day that we're apart
Feels like an eternity.

You move me...
Make me feel things I thought I would never feel again.
When I am with you,
I feel a warmth wash over me.
A warmth unlike any I have felt before.
It picks me up and carries me to a far off place,
A beautiful place...
A place where nothing is known but love and caring.
My worries fade to a distant memory,
And all but you is forgotten,
If only for the moment...

My heart is overflowing with joy and love,
The joy that you bring to me,
And the love that I feel for you.
Never have I come across anyone like you...
Sweet, warm, tender, caring...

I become overwhelmed in your presence, lost...
Lost to my imagination, to the thought of you.
I'm lost in a wonderful dream, and I never want to wake up.

My knight in shining armor.
Man I've been searching for...
And now I have you.
To see you will be heavenly,
To touch you, divine.
I want to share my life with you...

You are my waking thought
And the last thing on my mind
As I drift off to sleep at night.
You fill my dreams with visions of happiness and love,
Visions that linger on and carry me through my day.

There is a longing in my heart
I want you with every fiber of my being.
I need you as I need water, or food, or air.
I miss you every second of every day.
And for everything that you are to me,
Everything that you will ever be,
I love you...

~KT

 

[BiaTcHiNFiRe]

Dear X,

I missed you so much Daddy. So glad your PC is fixed so we can chat again!

Counting hours till evening so I could tell you how much I love you. And counting days till the day we meet, so I could prove you I mean what I say when I say "I LOVE YOU DADDY!".

You are so very special A., I love you!!!

~KT


PS: cannot wait till tonight!!

 

[SubKekiLee]

Dear Sir
11 months ago tonight I took a leap of faith and met you face to face and took the chance to enter into a journey that was intriguing... The last 11 months our lives have gone through so much change, on both sides.. but the one thing I know wholeheartly is I adore you with all my heart and soul.. Thank you for choosing me to be your pet.. and for choosing to adore me as well... The last 8 days of time spent together was amazing and I am thankful for the time.. I miss you when we are apart.... Thank you for taking me and showing me that love does exist.. and that I can be proud of who I am and be who I am with no shame.. I cannot wait to be on my knees at your feet again..

your pet

 

[BiaTcHiNFiRe]

Dear X,

I am sorry your computer still doesnt work properly, cannot wait till its sorted!! Hopefuly tomorrow. Miss you.

~KT

 

[jockdom]

Dear X
Missed you too peanut, missed making you smile, missed our little chats before my work, missed our WoW sessions, missed my train just missed you period.
Thanks for all those texts.
2 weeks!

 

[BiaTcHiNFiRe]

Dear X
Missed you too peanut, missed making you smile, missed our little chats before my work, missed our WoW sessions, missed my train just missed you period.
Thanks for all those texts.
2 weeks!

Yeah not long to go!!!!

Love you Daddy!!

 

[twysted73]

Dear heart....

you're pissing us off. yeah, you. Stop. Learn to compartmentalize like you once could 5 years ago.

You're going mushy you shit.

You dissapoint us.

~ Brain and Penis