Dear X:

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Dear X ...

Today I am at peace with a part of myself .. I am smilling, I am laughing and I'm relaxing. Truly am happy in a away. Thank you ...... and you and you :)

I am not "whole" yet .... but today is just a better day thanks to everything around me ... Today is a good day ... I need to hang to this day with my whole being.

Dear ....... Thank you :)
 
Dear D,

Why can't we ever be a normal family? Why must you continually find fault in me? And putting "love, Dad" at the end of a letter doesn't magically absolve everything you said above it.

k
 
Dear PhotoShop -

Thank you for no longer doing whateverthehellitwas that caused that error code the other day.

~M
 
Dear God,

Thank you for letting Devon be ok. Sure it delays James in his homecoming, but I'd rather him be with Devon than me right now. Thank you for letting Carlos stay till this morning too. I couldn't have gotten thru it with out him and his support.

Thank you, God

faithfully,

me
 
Dear X:

Thank you so much for dragging me out of the doorframe after all the others had tried the cupping. I was scared at first but I know you would NEVER hurt anyone (unless they want it) & though it was uncomfy at times I wasn't close to safewording. I am SOOOOO glad those watching us prompted you to play "connect the dots" & make it look like a corset lacing by doing knifeplay :) THAT put me into the clouds. I watched the video & realized I knead my hands like a cat when I am under the knife due to the sheer pleasure it brings. As much as I am wary of a female touching me I am thankfully "getting over it". This barrier you (& others) are chipping away at slowly as well and helping me realize that my own self image is not how others see me while you are doing a scene on my back, they are watching the performance not grading the canvas :)

:rose: Thank you again for another new experience :)

~~Steg~~
 
dear X,

i am still so damn happy.... still floating... still grinning from ear to ear. such a simple thing has made your kitten so disgustingly overjoyed!
you get me... and i love you so much for that xxx

yours always
bb
 
Dear sweetie,

I'm sorry I was an asshole to you in the beginning of Our relationship. I really did love you and care about you. I just didn't realize how much.

I do love opening up to you. I ALWAYS feel so much better. I love you for always being there to listen to Me. you are the best. :) I love you with all My heart. :heart:

Now I'm off to bed to catch up to you in My sleep. :rose:

Love Forever,
Daddy
 
Dear Dad,

Yes, I'm drunk. I was already drinking when you called. I don't know what advice to give you. You have always been my Dad and I donl' know how to tell you that what you are going thourgh is something you can survive. I know she is sick. I know you love her. If you decide to stay home with her and not visit then I will see you at Christmas. It's not that far off. We would love to see you but we understand that it is hard to sit by and watch someone go through the whole threatment and feel helpless. But it is harder to "get on with life" when you feel you should be by her bedside. Wahtever you decide I will always love you, and her & the whole family. If you decide to come alone as no-one else can travel then I will not try & "take you mind off it". That would be imposible. BUt I will make sure that you know that she is loved, that you know she feels the love sround her & that if I am not the first person she wnats there for her then I will be there for you, just like whne Rich died. Be strong, have faith in her strength, know that she feels the deep love you have for her and know that you are not alone in "sitting at the sideline". We love, we can;t wait to see you, whenever it is....

Princess

{{{{{{DS}}}}}}}}}}} No words are neccessary.. I love you girl!
 
Dear X,

Thankyou for taking me away, I had an awesome time.
Thankyou for going horseriding for the first time, now I have a riding buddy, stoked!
Thankyou for ypur awesome efforts in helping me clean my old apartment.
Thankyou for staying up and playing with us tonight.
Thankyou for you.

possums rock!:heart:


Dear K,

You showed me this when I posted it, but I have come back and read it about three times since then. Thanks for keeping me smiling :D

:heart: poss
 
Dear x,

Am missing you a little. Not really looking forward to this weekend, I think I may find it a bit difficult.
I wish I could spend it with you.

Me:(
 
Dear X:

This is the 3rd & final time your christian morals will burn this witch's ass...
The long weekend was the 3RD strike & you ARE SOOOO OUT!!!!!

I don't care how cute you act, how good you bite or how smooth your tounge is I will NOT let you rip it out again. This time fucking hurt because with all the talks we had & being open about it at work & the interest you showed I really thought I meant something & this was for a longer term than a FUCKING MONTH.

I should have stayed at twice shy & NOT given you the chance to charm your way back in. Too bad because with all you told me I could have made those fantasies a reality. I am NOT the "average" female.. I AM KINKY.

I hope Don punches you in the face when I let him know why I don't want to see/date anyone for a while. I know he doesn't really like you to start with & this might just set him over the edge knowing YOU fucked my head for a good while & YOU are the reason my heart hurts bad enough that I just want to be left alone for a LONG while. A few of my kinky friends are not pleased with you either & considering two are sadists....

I see you at work & it hurts. It hurts knowing you used me. It hurts explaining to the guys that genuinely ask me how we are doing to be honest & say I was "flavour of the month for august I guess" & walk away before the tears come. I hope whomever made you break your promise to me about monday & kept you the WHOLE long weekend is worth it because when the novelty wears off I won't be there to fall back on this time. I must have something stamped on my forehead that only jerks can see because it certainly doesn't attract the nice guys. I am really beginning to hate Nova Scotia... every fella I have been with here tears my heart apart... Back home I never had this much heartache.

Somedays I wish my heart would just stop.
Somedays I ponder how many ways I can die.
Most days I realize I die a bit more inside each day.

~~Steg~~
 
Dear X,

Please don't feel afraid or guilty. I'm doing this willingly. I know exactly what I'm getting into. I've done plenty of looking, and now I'm leaping. Don't worry about me.

Love,
Bunny
 
Dear X

Today is hard.

I find I am struggling to breathe against the wave of the day.

I always miss you, the days before today are always almost impossible.

Today walks the line of impossible.

The very second I knew of your existence I loved you.

Nothing has changed,

xx
 
Dear X

Today is hard.

I find I am struggling to breathe against the wave of the day.

I always miss you, the days before today are always almost impossible.

Today walks the line of impossible.

The very second I knew of your existence I loved you.

Nothing has changed,

xx

:rose:
 
Dear X

Today is hard.

I find I am struggling to breathe against the wave of the day.

I always miss you, the days before today are always almost impossible.

Today walks the line of impossible.

The very second I knew of your existence I loved you.

Nothing has changed,

xx


this made my heart melt.

you say so eloquently almost exactly what I am feeling. thank you for that.

:rose:
 
Dear X

Today is hard.

I find I am struggling to breathe against the wave of the day.

I always miss you, the days before today are always almost impossible.

Today walks the line of impossible.

The very second I knew of your existence I loved you.

Nothing has changed,

xx
*hug*
 
You get four in one, as an evolution of the last 20 months

Dear c,
I don't know how you did it, but you got out of it. Just don't forget, you are not allowed near me, and you will never see your child. I don't like being abandoned, and I let you do it twice. I am no longer mad, I don't pity you, I just don't care anymore. I don't want revenge, I want to protect my child from your twisted, fuckedup, criminal mind. You had your chances and I'm not doing it again. I am taking action now to prevent you from ever having any rights to her. I might tell her about you one day, but it would only be the footnote in a footnote of a citation. You aren't worth more than that. That's all.

Dear M,
Thank you for introducing me to this place, where I have learned so much about myself in so little time. Thank you for giving me my first real experience as a sub. I sometimes wish that we could still do it because you did it so well. The other day when you stopped in at work, I couldn't keep those images from my mind. Please don't think that it's because I still have other feelings for you. I just want you as a playmate now that I know what we are capeable of. We didn't work out, and we have talked about why. Get your shit figured out, and I really hope you can finally be with M the way you have wanted for the last 8 years. I love you, but only for the things you have shown me and only on the level of a good friend.

hugs
a


Dear J,
Words do not express the things that I feel for you. I adore that you have been able to keep my impulsive self in check, and that you respect me for the things I am. When I mentioned my kink, you did not tell me I'm gross or wrong or anything like that. You told me you would want to try it, and I cannot wait for us to do it. M and I did not communicate very well, and we can communicate much better. I have nothing but hopes for what this could mean for our D/s relationship as it grows and we explore other things. I know you think you're too old to start doing these things, but I know you can do a lot more than you give yourself credit for. I also adore that you do so many little things to express how you feel, and some of it I can tell you have never felt the need/urge to do before me. I am glad that I have been able to do this to you, and I am glad that it makes you happy. My only goal is to make and keep you happy, no matter how that may be. I love you, and I have not said that to anyone since the beginning of high school. I am so happy that I am able to say it without fear, and I want you to know that I would do anything for you (as long as it didn't harm my daughter)

Love,
a


Dear C,

You are the best thing that has ever happened to me. I promise that I will work hard to never let you down. I feel bad soemtimes when you do soemthing for the first time and I miss it because I am at work or in class, but I am doing these things so that you can continue to have firsts. Never doubt that I love you very much, and I hope that someday you will be able to understand the sacrifices I have made in favor of creating a better place for you. I love watching you grow and my only wish is to be able to continue to do so. Children are God's greatest gift, and I never understood it until I had you. I don't know what I did to deserve such a gift as you have been, or what I will have to go through to earn you, but I am sure glad that I have you. I would not have become the woman that I am today if you had not come along, and for that I am forever grateful. I can only hope to be as good of a mother to you have my mother has been for me, and I hope that one day you will say that to you kids, and them to theirs and so on.

Forever devoted,
a
 
Dear X,

I don't know what to say really. I had lots of faith in you before, I trusted in your abilities. Today I'm just left wondering what the hell it is that is wrong with you. I know I probably haven't been treating you the best, and this is probably a major contributor to your behaviour. So that's going to stop. Hopefully this will get things working a bit better between us and we can go back to having fun, without the ridiculous repercussions afterwards. I just don't think I can play this game anymore, sadly.

Things will get better.. I'll do my best to make it so.

Cheers,

~mpg
 
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