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Dear X,

I still want to know what the hell you were doing this morning. That freaked me out and was not cool at all. I'm hoping you were just trying to listen and not anything else. Then again if you were trying to listen, what were you listening for? What was it that you thought you were going to do?

~Me
 
Dear You,
thank you for always being here. we are growing closer everyday. thank you for opening up to me and letting me into your heart even though i know how hard that is for you. i know everyone tells me i'm stupid for trusting in you, but i do trust in you. i believe in you and know that you can get through all of this, if you just put your mind to it. i'll be here for you every step of the way.

i know i get insecure i know i probably frustrate you, but sometimes it feels like i don't only come second but about 5th. you work two jobs and i know you're busy but i miss you...and i need you. i'll be glad when "they" don't have this pull over you any more and we can be "us" without anyone else dictating our time together. i miss you......

Love,
Me
 
dear X
i miss you more then words can say.. one would not think that a few days could feel like so long. i am glad we talked but sad that it will be so long again before i feel your touch
 
Dear M
Again ... I know you're going through hell, and I wish you would let me in .. talk to me again ... I regret so much with you ... more than I can obviously let go ... It gets better every day, but it gets soo much harder at times. Why!?

Dear X .... I need strength ... and smiles ... and laughs ... and ... and and ...
 
RIP Pawpaw

Dear Pawpaw,

You were the best grandfather a girl could ever have. You were also a wonderful substitute father to me. I love you more than you ever knew. I am so glad I was able to see you a few days before you passed. I am even more happy the girls were able to see you. I hate the youngest ones will not remember you, but I will make sure they know who you were and that you loved them. I will miss you forever, but am glad it was quick and relatively painless and that mom was with you at the end.

Love,

Your Lil Miss
 
Dear X,

It sucks when you have to make up alts to talk to you and make you feel “special” and all of that. It is very poignant and very noticeable.

Me
 
Dear X ... WHY today ... why are you in my head this morning ... I had such a wonderful day not thinking about you yesterday .. and what's the first thing in my brain today .. YOU! Get out of it ... Somehow get out of my life ... OR!, get back into it .. and stop this stupidity

Dear Yesterday ... it was such a nice day .......... for many many reasons! Thank you to all of them ... I smiled, laughed and giggled so much! It was nice! I hope to have many many more of those days ahead of me. And more "X" days ...
 
:heart:Dear Daddy:heart:,

You are truly the most amazing person i have ever known. Every day i wake up and smile because i have never known a happiness like this. My heart beats only for You and i was born only to be Yours. i need You every day like i need air. And no one in history has ever loved anyone as much as i love You.

All my love Forever,
Your little girl
 
:heart:Dear Daddy:heart:,

You are truly the most amazing person i have ever known. Every day i wake up and smile because i have never known a happiness like this. My heart beats only for You and i was born only to be Yours. i need You every day like i need air. And no one in history has ever loved anyone as much as i love You.

All my love Forever,
Your little girl

I love you more. :p
 
Dear Pawpaw,

You were the best grandfather a girl could ever have. You were also a wonderful substitute father to me. I love you more than you ever knew. I am so glad I was able to see you a few days before you passed. I am even more happy the girls were able to see you. I hate the youngest ones will not remember you, but I will make sure they know who you were and that you loved them. I will miss you forever, but am glad it was quick and relatively painless and that mom was with you at the end.

Love,

Your Lil Miss

I'm sorry for your loss...there are never words which can take away the grief or make it any less painful.:rose:

Catalina:catroar:
 
WTF over?

I don't know where to start ... I don't know who this is for ..... probably myself.... What is up ... decide what it is you need...... Maybe I'll beat the shit out of something ..... I can't even get a good beating .... emotions going haywire & not sure of I'm up or down ... maybe I shoudl go back on my meds...... I could at least control my emotions then ... God I need SF.

Don't return to the meds unless you absolutely must. You've done so well thus far. It's why I called.

SF...less then a week.

~ Hold on tight...~
 
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Dear X,

It was so lovely to talk to you yesterday, it always is. I've really missed your compainionship since you moved back home, but it's so nice to hear you may be stateside in a few weeks. You had better call me when you are in town! I will be seriously upset if I can't see you when you're here. No, we can't have what we had before, maybe we might have been able to keep that if you didn't just disapear into thin air on me, but we can't change the past, and I'm looking forward to my future. Still, you are a dear friend and I am really looking forward to an opertunity to catch up with you. You were always good at stimulating my mind and making me feel like my thoughts had some value. I miss that.

~a good lil girl

Dear Love,

50 days until I'm airborn and on my way to you! :cathappy: I'm getting positively giddy! My bags are still packed from the last trial pack. *giggles* But I need to go thru them and do a check list again. Oh I can't wait! I can't wait to see you're world, and maybe get a glimpse into how I'd fit in it. What I look forward to most is just being close to you, and being held for hours at a time.

Soon my love, very soon. :cathappy:
Your fat bottom slut
 
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