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And some men are completely oblivious to those advances.

:mad::mad::mad::mad::mad:

I deliberately forced myself out of my submissive ways in order to start initiating with my husband. And he would normally do one of two things - Say no outright or ignore/not notice it. :( I eventually just ended up telling him whenever I was horny and wanted to masturbate, so he had the choice to join me or not. I don't even bother with that anymore.

Why must so many of my gender be so painfully ignorant?

I notice it's always those men who are either with a perfectly wonderful woman or who have it all.

Why do the good girls glom to those types of men anyway? It's like a bad situation gone worse.

Once I find her.....she will know daily how she is cherished.
 
Why must so many of my gender be so painfully ignorant?

I notice it's always those men who are either with a perfectly wonderful woman or who have it all.

Why do the good girls glom to those types of men anyway? It's like a bad situation gone worse.

Once I find her.....she will know daily how she is cherished.
Daily cherished........... I dunno this, but it sounds sweet yes.

Why all the caring men like you keep or missing me or live far far away??

sigh
 
Why must so many of my gender be so painfully ignorant?

I notice it's always those men who are either with a perfectly wonderful woman or who have it all.

Why do the good girls glom to those types of men anyway? It's like a bad situation gone worse.

Once I find her.....she will know daily how she is cherished.

It is for the same reasons those who have everything still want more, while others go with out.


Not all girls 'glom' to this type. Those are us who are too smart for that are overlooked no matter what they do.
 
Why must so many of my gender be so painfully ignorant?

I notice it's always those men who are either with a perfectly wonderful woman or who have it all.

Why do the good girls glom to those types of men anyway? It's like a bad situation gone worse.

Once I find her.....she will know daily how she is cherished.

I agree with your sentiment. It's like a bad game where no one wins, but someone still keeps "playing." So frustrating to see it happening from the outside looking in. I wish quality people of any gender received the appreciation they earn.

For myself, once I find her, she will know she's worth my life to protect. More each day, I realize my most basic needed ideal with a woman is to give her my dedication. Not to just have it all, but to know it when I find her.
 
Dear Y,

You know, if turning into a scum-sucking piece of shit is your way of dealing with the fact that you are POSSIBLY leaving...I hope you are having fun. Seriously, bad-mouthing me to others is just making you look like a petulant child. There is a good chance that your promotion is going to fall through and you will still be here. What then? Do you expect me to forgive you? Do you expect to "take it all back," and things go on as they were? NOT going to happen, "bitch." I'm shocked/hurt that someone I trusted so much, and cared about so deeply is doing this...and for what? NOTHING.

I now know why your wife prefers her vibrator,
Nikki

Dear X,

I thought you were my best friend. How can you stand by and pretend you DON'T know what's going on? My god...I think you're a bigger asshole than your piece of shit husband right now. (Which...given the size of the objects he likes shoved up there, is QUITE a feat.) I again am shocked that someone I trusted and loved so much is cosigning this much bullshit. Fuck you...just...fuck you.

Hoping you are forever satisfied with your small-dicked hubby who really only likes getting it in the ass,
Nikki


Dear Universe,

Mississippi is an AWESOME place. Please send them there so they can enjoy its' splendor. I don't need this bullshit. I have too many other things to deal with.

Sincerely,
Nikki
 
Mississippi is an AWESOME place. Please send them there so they can enjoy its' splendor. I don't need this bullshit. I have too many other things to deal with.

Sincerely,
Nikki

Oh Nikki. I'm so sorry it's come to this. You are such a sweet and caring person, you deserve only good things, not this.

{{{{{HUGS}}}}}
 
Dear Mc Job,

You suck! I wish I could really hate you but some sick part of me actually enjoys you. Promote me out of the store quicker will ya?




Dear manager in position above me,

You suck! I wish you would go away. Why do you not understand that you are not only running off the bad crew but you are running off the good ones as well? Get a flippin clue and stop leaving me with your mess to clean up. Do your fucking job.

Dear October,

Get here soon! :(
 
Dear my body,
Please fix yourself and stop being sick. I would really like to have a healthy immune system and not feel like shit all the time.

Also, if I could lose the 20 pounds I gained from eating too many cupcakes, that would be great.



Dear X,
I love you, and I miss you. I'm having an awful time right now, and it's one of those days where I just wish I could have you to hold me, kiss me, take care of me, and make everything better. I understand that you can't see me at least for a few days, but I hope everything is okay. Please don't let your family drive you insane, even though I know you will. I hope your mother's surgery can go on as planned, and goes well.

Also, I really do want you to get a job soon, and I want you to be happy. But please understand that I'm crossing my fingers that it's not far away.

You mean the world to me and more.
:heart:
 
Dear X,

Be patient with me.

There is a chaotic destructive force. I gently, quietly push back. They come to me, broken and tattered. Jumbled words from a broken mind, I listen for meaning in a schizophrenic’s word salad. The gang-bangers, drunks, addicts, crack-whores… the suburban upper middleclass housewives who can’t help but drive into a tree. A battered child. And then the bullshit – the drug seekers, the chronic pain, the tooth aches, sun burns, a lost tampon. It is irrelevant. I am here, regardless of who they are or why they are. Not one will remember me.

Be patient with me.

I am surrounded by it. Their pain. Their gore. Their tears. Disfigured, dismembered… lives torn apart instantly. The screams. Their agony, anger, violence. Will they unleash it on me? The smell of rot, bleeding bowels, alcohol, vomit. The warm, slippery, spongy feel of recently broken flesh between my fingers. The specter of death and worse. I am comfortable here, it is a part of me.

You are my anchor – be patient with me.

The occasional split second of shear terror as I pull back the curtain and know this time it might be my tragedy – my friend, brother, husband, parent… me. How fragile this all is. the gut wrenching realization of inflicted pain, screams that weren’t supposed to be mine. mistakes. And I swallow my fear to dive back in.

Be patient with me, I cannot share this with you.
 
Dear pervs:

Do not send me links to pictures of your cock. It's distasteful, to say the least -- and I vomit at your hair covered body.

Much :heart:,

your annoyed PM recipient.
 
You mother fucker pathetic loser.

Do I look like I have time for your bullshit, asshole? Do I look like I don't have enough stress and anxiety to deal with already? What the fucking fuck is your problem? You don't even know me, dickhead. Why for fuck sake are you trying to make my life difficult? Is your pathetic existence so boring and your male ego so fucking fragile that you have nothing better to do then trying to harm me?

When we give you what you're asking for tomorrow, you better have the best fucking apologies ready for me. And it better come with the appropriate amount of cash with it.

Oh yes. You can bet that if there's a way to do it, I will sue your sorry ass. You are fucking with the wrong chick asshole.

I hope karma gets you good bitch.
 
Dear X
I gave you 4 years of my life- and you come over this morning to tell me that within 3 weeks of leaving me you fucked someone else and take her to breakfast? OMG! HOW? I begged , I pleaded and I cried, I attmepted to initate you made me feel ugly and all for what? and then this isnt the first one you asked out. I wish you much luck...Remember the CD? the Show must go on? it hurts me beyond words... it really does.... but we will go on.... right?

Dear Sir
Thank you for this weekend. spending all the hours together was wonderful, and it meant the world to me, and helping me thru all the stuff you helped me thru today, the tears, the laughs, you are my strengths, the weaknesses.. I adore you... :rose:
 
Dear X,

I am going to miss you so much. I know it is so very close to your time and I can't hold you here anylonger and you will move on to a place without pain. All that aside, I'm not ready damnit! I want to ask you and Grandma if you want more meatballs again, and ask you to teach me to climb that big tree in the front yard.

I know you have to go, and I will be happy for you, but please understand that right now I have to cry too.

I love you.

Me

P.S.

I'm sorry that my son stepped on your oxygen tube so many times today, though I know you understood it as well.
 
Dear X:

I crave more response than you give me.

Dear Y:

I wish I hadn't come online to that.

Dear Z:

te amo.
 
Dear Y,

You know, if turning into a scum-sucking piece of shit is your way of dealing with the fact that you are POSSIBLY leaving...I hope you are having fun. Seriously, bad-mouthing me to others is just making you look like a petulant child. There is a good chance that your promotion is going to fall through and you will still be here. What then? Do you expect me to forgive you? Do you expect to "take it all back," and things go on as they were? NOT going to happen, "bitch." I'm shocked/hurt that someone I trusted so much, and cared about so deeply is doing this...and for what? NOTHING.

I now know why your wife prefers her vibrator,
Nikki

Dear X,

I thought you were my best friend. How can you stand by and pretend you DON'T know what's going on? My god...I think you're a bigger asshole than your piece of shit husband right now. (Which...given the size of the objects he likes shoved up there, is QUITE a feat.) I again am shocked that someone I trusted and loved so much is cosigning this much bullshit. Fuck you...just...fuck you.

Hoping you are forever satisfied with your small-dicked hubby who really only likes getting it in the ass,
Nikki


Dear Universe,

Mississippi is an AWESOME place. Please send them there so they can enjoy its' splendor. I don't need this bullshit. I have too many other things to deal with.

Sincerely,
Nikki

HUGSSS. If you need anything I'm only a PM away.
 
Dear Everyone,

Thanks for the hugs, support, and PMs. I really appreciate it.

Nikki


Dear X,

Thanks for the PM and I am glad you have moved on. You always deserved more than I could give you.

nikki
 
Dear Y,

You know, if turning into a scum-sucking piece of shit is your way of dealing with the fact that you are POSSIBLY leaving...I hope you are having fun. Seriously, bad-mouthing me to others is just making you look like a petulant child. There is a good chance that your promotion is going to fall through and you will still be here. What then? Do you expect me to forgive you? Do you expect to "take it all back," and things go on as they were? NOT going to happen, "bitch." I'm shocked/hurt that someone I trusted so much, and cared about so deeply is doing this...and for what? NOTHING.

I now know why your wife prefers her vibrator,
Nikki

Dear X,

I thought you were my best friend. How can you stand by and pretend you DON'T know what's going on? My god...I think you're a bigger asshole than your piece of shit husband right now. (Which...given the size of the objects he likes shoved up there, is QUITE a feat.) I again am shocked that someone I trusted and loved so much is cosigning this much bullshit. Fuck you...just...fuck you.

Hoping you are forever satisfied with your small-dicked hubby who really only likes getting it in the ass,
Nikki


Dear Universe,

Mississippi is an AWESOME place. Please send them there so they can enjoy its' splendor. I don't need this bullshit. I have too many other things to deal with.

Sincerely,
Nikki
*HUGGS*

:rose::rose::rose:


~Kate
 
To my pet's work,

Please, please, please, don't keep my pet back at work tomorrow, I am so looking forward to seeing him tomorrow and playing with him.

Please, please!

:rose: Caz
 
Dear X

You told me once early on that you would never hurt me like my ex did..But what did you do but go and do the same damn thing he did....you know how that devasted me...But apparently you don't give a damn...I fight between hating you and wondering what the hell??

I am slowly moving on..I don't know if my heart will heal from this...I know I have to move on though to get some peace of mind..

Me
 
To my pet's work,

Please, please, please, don't keep my pet back at work tomorrow, I am so looking forward to seeing him tomorrow and playing with him.

Please, please!

:rose: Caz
Grrrr....thank you a lot for NOT listening to me! Now, my pet is NOT coming tomorrow after all! :(

Still at least we got a back-up plan, and he is COMING on Thursday!

:p at his work for keeping my pet back!

A depressed Caz :(
 
Dear SS

Dear SS

Why won't you listen to what I'm saying? I agree that it was a mistake but quite frankly I'm glad we got it out of our system. However, what really upsets me is that you think the best way for us to keep this secret is for you to avoid me. Considering we were SO close, do you not agree it would be best to spend a normal amount of time together. No I don't want to be with you, no I don't want it to happen again, but I don't want you to cast me aside and ignore me. Grow some balls and face up to me. Talk to me, I just want to sort this out face-to-face so you can't run away. I need you to understand that you drunkenly telling me you love me is WAY out of line, but I want to understand why you felt the need to say it. I want you to know that from my point of view I am physically attracted to you, but emotionally I think of you as a mate and pretty much nothing more.

But we need to talk about this!!! Stop ignoring me, stop putting it off and just talk to me!!! I need to know how I feel, and I'd like to think you need me to know.

PF
 
You mother fucker pathetic loser.

Do I look like I have time for your bullshit, asshole? Do I look like I don't have enough stress and anxiety to deal with already? What the fucking fuck is your problem? You don't even know me, dickhead. Why for fuck sake are you trying to make my life difficult? Is your pathetic existence so boring and your male ego so fucking fragile that you have nothing better to do then trying to harm me?

When we give you what you're asking for tomorrow, you better have the best fucking apologies ready for me. And it better come with the appropriate amount of cash with it.

Oh yes. You can bet that if there's a way to do it, I will sue your sorry ass. You are fucking with the wrong chick asshole.

I hope karma gets you good bitch.

I don't mean to make light of your situation, but that got me a little steamy under the collar. I'm a passion-whore...
 
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