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Dear X

I was very careful all week.
I made sure I didn't move suddenly.
I got in & out of the truck very carefully ALL DAMN WEEK!!!!

How the hell did I trip on AIR???
Good thing I didn't twist it too bad, it doesn't hurt.
I will take painkillers to be sure I wear THAT outfit to the Ball tomorrow night.

This is important to me to attend so please don't trip anymore??

Thanks,
Steg.
 
Dear X,

I miss talking with you, I miss seeing your picture on my MSN, I miss having you here, I miss spanking your sweet ass cheeks, I miss having you on your fours for me. I miss you in generally.

*sigh* I know it is only weeks, that I have gotten to know you, but I have strong feelings for you, and I am damn trying my best to keep them in, and focus on getting to know you as a person, and as a sub, second. I want you to know that there are no pressure on you, I want you to know that you CAN have fun with me, I want you to know that I can be your friend, as well as your Domme. I want you to know, that if you do not return the feelings I have for you, we can be friends, and can have fun.

Yes it will be hard for me, but even more harder if I don't see you, if I don't talk to you, if I don't play with you, and I don't want that to disappear.

Be my friend, be my pet, and hopefully more if and when we do talk about it. Yes it will take time and patience with the getting to know each other, that is the most important thing to me, which is why I decided to not talk to you about my feelings for you, at least not yet.

*hugs & kisses*

Your friend X x X
 
Dear multiple drug changes

Please don't have me lock back on all this and see it as a result of chemical imbalances, withdraw, and all that other great mindfuck stuff.

Sincerely,
Your Captor
 
Dear Bachelor #2:

You're irritating me.

- Me

*presses lips together, crinkles forehead*
 
Ohhhh, me likey. :D You Brits are just so adorable! Bangers and mash and...uh, stuff. Spotted dick? Isn't that a thing?

*giggles* you can't beat a nice bit of spotted dick. Fnar fnar

Fi is right,its a pudding....served with custard.

Anyway I am making a cup of tea and taking it back up me apples and pairs, its cold enough to freeze the balls off a brass monkey as me nan used to say*grin*
 
Dear X,

There's a lot I don't know about love and relationships and all that. I'm not very good at any of it.

But there's one thing I do know. If I'd only been married to you a little over two months, you wouldn't be having to have a sub profile on CM that you're keeping on the downlow in search of a Dom to play with. If you were mine, I'd go find you a big, dominant man to tie you up and give you what you need. If I'd only been married to you a little over two months, you wouldn't spend every waking hour parked in front of your XBox because you're miserable. You'd spend that time curled up next to me in bed or out having fun with me or your friends or something. At the very least, I'd be in the floor rubbing your feet while you played the damned video games. You wouldn't be a prisoner in our home. You'd be happy, dammit.

Why can't you see that? And, furthermore, why is it that I have no problem telling strange men on the phone that I love them if that's what they want to hear, but I couldn't--and still can't--say it to the one person I'd still die for...you?

~Me
 
Dear X,

There's a lot I don't know about love and relationships and all that. I'm not very good at any of it.

But there's one thing I do know. If I'd only been married to you a little over two months, you wouldn't be having to have a sub profile on CM that you're keeping on the downlow in search of a Dom to play with. If you were mine, I'd go find you a big, dominant man to tie you up and give you what you need. If I'd only been married to you a little over two months, you wouldn't spend every waking hour parked in front of your XBox because you're miserable. You'd spend that time curled up next to me in bed or out having fun with me or your friends or something. At the very least, I'd be in the floor rubbing your feet while you played the damned video games. You wouldn't be a prisoner in our home. You'd be happy, dammit.

Why can't you see that? And, furthermore, why is it that I have no problem telling strange men on the phone that I love them if that's what they want to hear, but I couldn't--and still can't--say it to the one person I'd still die for...you?

~Me

/comfort
 
*giggles* you can't beat a nice bit of spotted dick. Fnar fnar

Fi is right,its a pudding....served with custard.

Anyway I am making a cup of tea and taking it back up me apples and pairs, its cold enough to freeze the balls off a brass monkey as me nan used to say*grin*

<~~~~lover of most things british..
 
Dear X,

There's a lot I don't know about love and relationships and all that. I'm not very good at any of it.

But there's one thing I do know. If I'd only been married to you a little over two months, you wouldn't be having to have a sub profile on CM that you're keeping on the downlow in search of a Dom to play with. If you were mine, I'd go find you a big, dominant man to tie you up and give you what you need. If I'd only been married to you a little over two months, you wouldn't spend every waking hour parked in front of your XBox because you're miserable. You'd spend that time curled up next to me in bed or out having fun with me or your friends or something. At the very least, I'd be in the floor rubbing your feet while you played the damned video games. You wouldn't be a prisoner in our home. You'd be happy, dammit.

Why can't you see that? And, furthermore, why is it that I have no problem telling strange men on the phone that I love them if that's what they want to hear, but I couldn't--and still can't--say it to the one person I'd still die for...you?

~Me
I so understand how you feel like Bunny ...

{{{{{HUGGS}}}}}


:rose::rose::rose:
 
Dear X,

There's a lot I don't know about love and relationships and all that. I'm not very good at any of it.

But there's one thing I do know. If I'd only been married to you a little over two months, you wouldn't be having to have a sub profile on CM that you're keeping on the downlow in search of a Dom to play with. If you were mine, I'd go find you a big, dominant man to tie you up and give you what you need. If I'd only been married to you a little over two months, you wouldn't spend every waking hour parked in front of your XBox because you're miserable. You'd spend that time curled up next to me in bed or out having fun with me or your friends or something. At the very least, I'd be in the floor rubbing your feet while you played the damned video games. You wouldn't be a prisoner in our home. You'd be happy, dammit.

Why can't you see that? And, furthermore, why is it that I have no problem telling strange men on the phone that I love them if that's what they want to hear, but I couldn't--and still can't--say it to the one person I'd still die for...you?

~Me


Dear Bunny

(((((((hugs))))))

~ Me
 
... And, furthermore, why is it that I have no problem telling strange men on the phone that I love them if that's what they want to hear, but I couldn't--and still can't--say it to the one person I'd still die for...you?

~Me
Dear Bunny,

Because the guys on the phone mean nothing to you in your heart, so the words mean nothing to you when you say them. It's roleplaying for your customer.

But in your heart of hearts, in the very core of who and what you are, those words mean the world if spoken in earnest. And in your heart of hearts you know that he neither deserves, nor wants, to hear them. And so you can not bring yourself to say them, even if it is true.

And I'm sorry it hurts hon. I would lift that burden from you if I could.

{{{{{HUG}}}}}}
 
Dear satin, after reading that letter, remind me never to anger you!
I am glad you have had that weight lifted from your shoulders though, he doesn't deserve you and never did :rose:

Dear Cj,
Enjoy the trip :)

Dear X,
I am flattered you said I inspired you. I never felt like I could do that to anybody, so it made me smile alot. I am glad you are still a friend, losing that would of hurt so much. My fingers are still crossed for you, and my toes too *hug*


Nax
:rose:
 
Dear Universe,

Thank you for having my back. I know that sometimes you send painful things my way, but for all of those instances where you put up blockages between me and toxic people, I thank you.

Thank you also for challenging me. Without understanding hardship I may not appreciate what I have, and would always be looking for more to satiate me while always being miserable. I know I'm not perfect, but I really do always work at and try to be better. You know this though...

I now know what you always have. Thank you for the clarity and peace of mind to see people for who and what they really are, even if I was too stubborn to see it at first.

Ever gratefully,

-me
 
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Dear X,

I think you are hot, with a capital H. Gorgeous, sexy, intense, ambigious, sexual, dominating, immoral?

I love you. How can I make everyone else love you?

Yep, that's right, how can I get my readers/agent/publishers to believe that YOU are redeemable? That Lanie can throw caution to the wind and let you screw her brains out? You're a murderer for heavens sake - okay I know and you know you've only murdered for survival and bad men...but THEY don't know that yet.

Please be more redeemable!

Love, Me:D
 
Dear World,


Stop fucking with me. I am not your personal toilet and I am tired of being fucked over every time I turn around. I DESERVE SOME COMMON DECENCY! I am the most understanding, compassionate, giving, and empathic person you will ever encounter, but if this is a test you can shove it straight up your ass. Lighten up a bit, ok? Fucking around with being homeless is not cool, do you understand?!!

Oh and to the person who stole the $500 out of my truck: I hope you buy some crack with it or something else equally stupid and it kills you. You don't even have the right to lick my boots at this point. The funny thing is, if you had just asked for the cash I would have given it to you no questions asked. How does it feel to be so low?

Fuck you-

Nicole
 
Dear World,


Stop fucking with me. I am not your personal toilet and I am tired of being fucked over every time I turn around. I DESERVE SOME COMMON DECENCY! I am the most understanding, compassionate, giving, and empathic person you will ever encounter, but if this is a test you can shove it straight up your ass. Lighten up a bit, ok? Fucking around with being homeless is not cool, do you understand?!!

Oh and to the person who stole the $500 out of my truck: I hope you buy some crack with it or something else equally stupid and it kills you. You don't even have the right to lick my boots at this point. The funny thing is, if you had just asked for the cash I would have given it to you no questions asked. How does it feel to be so low?

Fuck you-

Nicole

I was feeling that way a short time ago, and to be honest shit is still happening, but I am dealing with it now.

What I did is I stopped letting myself feel attacked, as in every time something stupid happened I just looked at it for what it was, took a moment to keep myself calm, then continue forwards.

Now all these things are just bumps in the road, they shake you up a bit, but that’s all. The larger things my cause you to swerve a little, mostly because time constraints don’t allow us to make perfect decisions, but even so it’s not a head on collision.

I suppose the trick is to take comfort in knowing that even though things may be going wrong, you still have plenty to fall back on, so you can always keep going.
 
To My Girls,

Please please please stick by me. I know things are especially difficult at the moment. And I know the lack of effective communication makes it harder for us to do our job. Trust me that I will make sure that I will complete my report and all the faults that should not have happened will be passed up.

In the meantime, please remember that we must all hold ourselves to the highest standard. I know at times you think you're being funny. I find you funny as well. But there are some small minds out there who take pleasure in causing a stir. Gossip & rumors get passed much more effectively than official news so you do need to be careful of what you say in front of people. If you ever want to vent, if you ever want to be a smart-arsed bitch just call me. I know what you're going through & you can let loose as much as you want without having to worry about it getting back to over there.

I am proud of you. Comparitavely this has been easier compared to last time as far as the situation they are in. But our jobs have been much much harder because of incompetencies. I know it makes you wonder "why bother", things are realtively promising in their area, we don't get the support we need and comms within families is good. But you do count, you do make a difference and you are needed. Please never feel as though you are in ayway not achieveving what it is you set out to do.

You have conducted yoruselves admirably over the last 6 months and longer. You make me so proud so have worked with you, to know you & it is an honor that you count me as a friend. I am not your leader, I am the person who is supposed to keep things smooth for you so you can do your job. My inability to do this and yet your faithfulness to me is so heartening.

Hold in there. Suck it up & we'll make it. I appreciate you beyond measure and could not have done it without you. I stand behine you 100% of the time and I will stand before you, be your advocate when the time is right. You are my heros. And I love you.

~ Always Faithful
 
Dear X (Malin)

I am so proud to be your wife.

I look at what you've gone through since February and see how you've grown, how well you handled it, even when she broke your heart.

I see how happy the new she makes you and that makes me smile. I like her. I do. I like how you two are. I worry about the move coming up and hope you two can make it when it's a long-distance thing.

I just wanted you to know that I love you and I need you and I'm glad I have you.

I talk about Master alot here. About how lucky I am and how much he loves me, how much I love him. I guess I just took for granted that you know how much I love you and wanted to make sure I didnt take it for granted.

I will love you my whole life...

Puntin
 
Dear Bachelor #2:

Guess you just aren't that into me. Could have had the guts to just say so. Dork.

If I'm wrong, and you were hit by a bus, my apologies.


Dear CM dude from today:

You are a belligerent jerk. You were pushy, rude, and ultimately did not listen when I said I was not interested in chatting any longer. You are now blocked.


Dear golf dude:

Don't be like one of the above, please.
 
Dear World,


Stop fucking with me. I am not your personal toilet and I am tired of being fucked over every time I turn around. I DESERVE SOME COMMON DECENCY! I am the most understanding, compassionate, giving, and empathic person you will ever encounter, but if this is a test you can shove it straight up your ass. Lighten up a bit, ok? Fucking around with being homeless is not cool, do you understand?!!

Oh and to the person who stole the $500 out of my truck: I hope you buy some crack with it or something else equally stupid and it kills you. You don't even have the right to lick my boots at this point. The funny thing is, if you had just asked for the cash I would have given it to you no questions asked. How does it feel to be so low?

Fuck you-

Nicole

Dear Sister Sub,

You do deserve common decency. You need to look after youself like you plan. Learn to say no. Be strong, know that when things hit rock bottom they can only go up & that no matter what I see you. Life is hard, but sometimes it's the courage in the face of adversity and the joy that follows that makes it worthwhile.

- SS
 
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