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Dear closerIam,

I am sorry your not feeling well. ** HUGGS **

Hope you'll feel better soon!! :kiss:

:rose::rose::rose:


~Kate

Thanks Kate... *hugs* I've been thinking about you and your little ones a lot lately...following your story. Wish I could do something to help. *more hugs*
 
Dear Pervs,

OK, I get it, last week was the first nice week of spring weather, and you all felt like sitting on a patio drinking a beer and people watching rather than calling an escort.

But here's the thing: I need cash fuckers. So, get over the nice weather already, and give us a call.

Sincerely,
Your friendly sex provider.
 
Dear X,

I think I will join you in not making any comments about filling someone's box with... stuff. :rolleyes:

I'm a gentleman like that. :D
 
Thanks Kate... *hugs* I've been thinking about you and your little ones a lot lately...following your story. Wish I could do something to help. *more hugs*
You doing it, you do help!! Your kind words and the hugs are enough, really.

Thank you.

:rose:
 
Dear (hell with the X) beloved nephew,

Words cannot relay the feelings i am having for you and her. You had finally gotten yourself happy with one that made you happy. And had gotten yourself free of the one who had caused you such great heartache.

And the happiness i saw on your face every time you would hold her, and rub her belly; knowing that inside her, was your first little baby girl.

And when both of you came out and told sis and i, tonight; it was like a bomb dropped.

The sadness in your eyes, reflected the pain in your spirit.

Hon, for one reason or another; He did what He thought was best. Even though right now, i am even questioning why.

All i ask of you, is to stick by her; while you are both going this. Don't let that other one pull you away from your true spirit mate. She will try, we all know that.

But as your mom and i both told you tonight, we have your backs through all this; and that bytch won't get away with the evil she has caused you and your love.

I PROMISE YOU THAT!

With all my love,
your beloved aunt t.
 
Dear X

*growl*

When I left training, 3 trainees were technically behind schedule, but they were behind because it was decided that they move on to OS basics from MS Access. But every one else ..EVERYONE..was either on track or ahead...

Tonight you tell me that you dont want to leave your stint in training. You tell me that because of YOUR hard work, Malin's girlfriend came back from behind as did ALL the others. I sat here, reading your comments, biting my tongue, because I know you... in your eyes, you were their savior in the three weeks since I left and anything I said, you contradicted.

I am so angry right now, I could spit.

me
 
Dear G,

I am so glad I didn't break up with V for you. I still had lingering feelings for you after our previous breakup and I'm not really sure why...you certainly didn't deserve anything but apathy and forgetfulness on my part.

The fact that I looked for you on myspace was unfortunate, because for all your faults you have a way with words that made me feel the things I felt before, and made me think that maybe I should give us another try.

But you really stepped in it tonight didn't you?

The picture you put up on your myspace blog...well, what a big mistake on your part. I recognized it instantly. After we broke up you sent me her picture via email and bragged quite explicitly about how this model girlfriend of yours were doing all sorts of kinky sex, and how she was THE ONE and the love of your life, how you had never felt that way about anyone. Including me.

You dragged my name in the mud. You said that because I was a Christian you couldn't see yourself marrying me because of your satanic beliefs, and that I was a close minded right winged conservative nutcase.

Sorry that I don't believe that unborn children should be murdered and sorry I went to Church on Sundays. I had no idea it would offend your delicate satanic sensibilities so badly. :rolleyes: I NEVER pushed my religion on you, even though you and your meth-addicted brother constantly criticized me for my beliefs. I never once looked down on you or called you or your family names, even though you never once stuck up for me when your family was cruel to me because my mom and dad were poor and your family was rich.

You told me that I couldn't RP with people online in a sexually explicit way or look at porn anymore because in your eyes, that was cheating, but that certainly didn't stop you from cybering regularly with several girls (only god knows how many, I only found out about two) and getting so addicted to Hentai that you practically stopped fucking me.

And Candace? The little fifteen year old lifeguard you said on your website that you fell in love with while you were with me? Well, guess what, Mr. Pedophile, she WASN'T old enough to drive. I asked her point blank how old she was and she told me. She wasn't even old enough to get into overnight lock in parties by herself, and THIS was the "breathtakingly gorgeous" woman you dedicated songs to. This was the girl you said was the reason you 'fell out of love' with me. This was the girl you said you hoped you could meet another time so that you could tell her how you felt.

Yeah. Fifteen. I don't think that's legal in ANY state, you disgusting slackwit mouthbreather.

Yeah, I left you for George. Yeah, I slept with him while I was still with you (And then PROMPTLY broke up with you the very next day)... And I'm not saying that I wasn't wrong for doing it. But you left me a long time before that ever happened. Candace, the porn, the online cheating and total neglect for my wants and desires on your part drove me to it.

So take your hypocritical, pseudogoth, wristcutting emo oversensitive, overdramatic head and shove it up your ass.

Oh and by the way? In the two years we were together you NEVER once made me orgasm.

That's right fucker.






I faked it.


Love, Me
 
Dear?

Should I apply such a term to one who torches my heart almost every time we speak?

You weren't perfect before you met me. And you've been anything but perfect since we split.
You've managed to screw everyone we knew! Everyone! Even the guy who you said was completely not your type and repulsed you. Yet you fucked him anyway.
What did you think you were doing on your little self-destructive sexual tour of our friends?

And it's not even about the sex!
Isn't that odd? A shower and a week erases all traces of them. In my mind, they don't exist.
But the hell you put my heart through (and that I allow you the ability to) leaves what little soft-sections of my heart I have left shredded and dangling like so much meat on a gnawed bone.
Are you TRYING to make me hate you?

You say "I know you. I know how you are."
If you did, you'd not say or do half the things you say and do.

I once called you lover. My love. Shade of my heart.

Your "favorite" Canadian once said, "Everyone has their limits."

Even though I know there's no way in hell you'd ever find this thread...

I wanted you to see the parts of me that you, yourself, are ruining.

Once I thought I would pine into eternity. The romanticised vestiges of a childhood left over, oddly carried and maintained into adulthood.
Those few things left from a lost part of my life. And you're breaking them.

I don't have much innocence left in me. Most burnt away by adulthood.....experience, pain, strife and the hell of war.
But these few pieces I have managed to save.

And I will not allow you to snuff them out through your inability to fucking get over the hurt I gave you through my ignorance and inability to let go fast enough for your tastes. Mistakes I have made up for and experienced myself in spades since then.

I doubt you think as often as I do. Relive and suffer as I do. Daily.
Not one day goes by. Did you know that?
Did you even notice?
Would you even let yourself believe it, even if you did?

You are as blind to what I harbor for you as I am to what other's hold for me.

Keep your hate then. Keep your hurt, your issues and your distrust as you begin to build that life with him. The man who doesn't even know about all the men you fucked after me and since you two started dating.

If you can't be true to him, to me, then atleast do it for yourself.

I stand before the sink....ready to wash my hands of you.

And you lead me here.
:rose:

i just needed to get this out...no worries. I'm ok. Just getting tired.

They say, "It's not the years, it's the mileage."

I need an overhaul.
 
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Dear G,

I am so glad I didn't break up with V for you. I still had lingering feelings for you after our previous breakup and I'm not really sure why...you certainly didn't deserve anything but apathy and forgetfulness on my part.

The fact that I looked for you on myspace was unfortunate, because for all your faults you have a way with words that made me feel the things I felt before, and made me think that maybe I should give us another try.

But you really stepped in it tonight didn't you?

The picture you put up on your myspace blog...well, what a big mistake on your part. I recognized it instantly. After we broke up you sent me her picture via email and bragged quite explicitly about how this model girlfriend of yours were doing all sorts of kinky sex, and how she was THE ONE and the love of your life, how you had never felt that way about anyone. Including me.

You dragged my name in the mud. You said that because I was a Christian you couldn't see yourself marrying me because of your satanic beliefs, and that I was a close minded right winged conservative nutcase.

Sorry that I don't believe that unborn children should be murdered and sorry I went to Church on Sundays. I had no idea it would offend your delicate satanic sensibilities so badly. :rolleyes: I NEVER pushed my religion on you, even though you and your meth-addicted brother constantly criticized me for my beliefs. I never once looked down on you or called you or your family names, even though you never once stuck up for me when your family was cruel to me because my mom and dad were poor and your family was rich.

You told me that I couldn't RP with people online in a sexually explicit way or look at porn anymore because in your eyes, that was cheating, but that certainly didn't stop you from cybering regularly with several girls (only god knows how many, I only found out about two) and getting so addicted to Hentai that you practically stopped fucking me.

And Candace? The little fifteen year old lifeguard you said on your website that you fell in love with while you were with me? Well, guess what, Mr. Pedophile, she WASN'T old enough to drive. I asked her point blank how old she was and she told me. She wasn't even old enough to get into overnight lock in parties by herself, and THIS was the "breathtakingly gorgeous" woman you dedicated songs to. This was the girl you said was the reason you 'fell out of love' with me. This was the girl you said you hoped you could meet another time so that you could tell her how you felt.

Yeah. Fifteen. I don't think that's legal in ANY state, you disgusting slackwit mouthbreather.

Yeah, I left you for George. Yeah, I slept with him while I was still with you (And then PROMPTLY broke up with you the very next day)... And I'm not saying that I wasn't wrong for doing it. But you left me a long time before that ever happened. Candace, the porn, the online cheating and total neglect for my wants and desires on your part drove me to it.

So take your hypocritical, pseudogoth, wristcutting emo oversensitive, overdramatic head and shove it up your ass.

Oh and by the way? In the two years we were together you NEVER once made me orgasm.

That's right fucker.






I faked it.


Love, Me


Its unfortunate this guy cause you so much trouble. But it is good to know you aren't having it anymore. I really shouldn't, but I am proud of you. :)
 
Should I apply such a term to one who torches my heart almost every time we speak?

You weren't perfect before you met me. And you've been anything but perfect since we split.
You've managed to screw everyone we knew! Everyone! Even the guy who you said was completely not your type and repulsed you. Yet you fucked him anyway.
What did you think you were doing on your little self-destructive sexual tour of our friends?

And it's not even about the sex!
Isn't that odd? A shower and a week erases all traces of them. In my mind, they don't exist.
But the hell you put my heart through (and that I allow you the ability to) leaves what little soft-sections of my heart I have left shredded and dangling like so much meat on a gnawed bone.
Are you TRYING to make me hate you?

You say "I know you. I know how you are."
If you did, you'd not say or do half the things you say and do.

I once called you lover. My love. Shade of my heart.

Your "favorite" Canadian once said, "Everyone has their limits."

Even though I know there's no way in hell you'd ever find this thread...

I wanted you to see the parts of me that you, yourself, are ruining.

Once I thought I would pine into eternity. The romanticised vestiges of a childhood left over, oddly carried and maintained into adulthood.
Those few things left from a lost part of my life. And you're breaking them.

I don't have much innocence left in me. Most burnt away by adulthood.....experience, pain, strife and the hell of war.
But these few pieces I have managed to save.

And I will not allow you to snuff them out through your inability to fucking get over the hurt I gave you through my ignorance and inability to let go fast enough for your tastes. Mistakes I have made up for and experienced myself in spades since then.

I doubt you think as often as I do. Relive and suffer as I do. Daily.
Not one day goes by. Did you know that?
Did you even notice?
Would you even let yourself believe it, even if you did?

You are as blind to what I harbor for you as I am to what other's hold for me.

Keep your hate then. Keep your hurt, your issues and your distrust as you begin to build that life with him. The man who doesn't even know about all the men you fucked after me and since you two started dating.

If you can't be true to him, to me, then atleast do it for yourself.

I stand before the sink....ready to wash my hands of you.

And you lead me here.
:rose:

i just needed to get this out...no worries. I'm ok. Just getting tired.

They say, "It's not the years, it's the mileage."

I need an overhaul.

I am so very proud of you. You are coming so far, Angel. Don't give up! :)
 
Dear X


It's Ok. I've got you. You've heard me say that, you know what it means.

Bd
 
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So take your hypocritical, pseudogoth, wristcutting emo oversensitive, overdramatic head and shove it up your ass.

Oh and by the way? In the two years we were together you NEVER once made me orgasm.

That's right fucker.






I faked it.

Love, Me
I coudlnt say that better myself to my ex!! :D Except it would be 16 years instead of 2. :rolleyes: *chuckles*

Every end of relationship hurts. I hope you will get over this soon satin. *BIG HUGS*


~Kate :rose:
 
Dear X,

Just tell me why, OMG WHY you do this?!? Cant you just go?? It would help a lot, really. You making it worse for both of us. I feel like i am breaking over and over again. Because of You.

God, I should have end this 7 years ago, right the day when you have divorced with me. I am depressed, sad and insecure. Just because of You.

You dont want me around when you go out meet your friends, you dont like my touches and kisses. God you dont like ANYTHING about me, so tell me WHY oh why you asking me, how much do i want you to go??? SHIT!!!

You wont ever love me. You wanna stay, but you dont wanna give anything ehh. Why would i want you to stay?! Tell me. You think i am suicide or what??!

Ya know, go thro this over and over again, hurts. So yes, go. Please. I no longer have the energy for this. You wanna stay, you wanna go, you love me, you love me not. Over and over again. Fucking hell!!!

This should have happen years ago, maybe thats why i hurt so bad now, i dunno. Dont do this. Dont ask if i want you to stay. Please.

Just go. :(

I am torn.


~your ex
 
((((hugs))))) Just sending out some hugs to the people in the last few posts - Satindesire, twysted, BiaTcHiNFiRe. :rose:

Dear X,

It was nice to see you today. Made me smile. And despite the extra three years and god knows how many days, you STILL haven't graduated from college! It still makes me laugh everytime I see you and you say the same thing.

Yes, we should go for that drink.

~Me
 
Dear X (bot?),

Stop spamming my nice wholesome business blog with your crap and porn!

:eek:
 
I coudlnt say that better myself to my ex!! :D Except it would be 16 years instead of 2. :rolleyes: *chuckles*

Every end of relationship hurts. I hope you will get over this soon satin. *BIG HUGS*


~Kate :rose:

We broke up almost 7 years ago, so I'm over it. Thank you :D

It was a letter that was a long time coming.
 
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