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Dear Darling husband.

I understand you are stressed at work, and clinically depressed.

Understand that I am stressed at work and also clinically depressed.

So together perhaps if we both pull the wagon, we will function with the equivalent of one, non pissy, regular adult. If we don't, nobody wins.
 
To my Daughter,

I know being your age can really suck, I know you think you are different and are lonely. I know you are going through a really difficult time. But how often must I tell you I love you and accept you for who you are? I am trying my best. How can I be under the impression that we able to talk, and have a close relationship and then I find out how much you hate me and think that I in denial and don't accept you at all ?????

And you aren't so different, many girls for a variety of reasons have difficulties with life at your age. The world doesn't revolve around you. Sometimes life is unfair. Your father and I have many life experiences. We care about your safety and the safety of our family. Your decisions effect ALL of us.

We are listening to you, you need to respect and listen to us, too.

I love you. Your hatred for me will not make things better. Try to see my side of things too

Me, your Mom who will love you no matter what.
 
Dearest X

I wish you the joy of it, I do. I hate the fact that I feel so utterly without words, so utterly fucked up. I hate the fact that my body seems to be reacting on pure instinct and it's shutting down without me. I hate the fact that we are no longer the 2 that make up a whole person. Basically, I hate it but I am too tired, too depressed, too through, to be able to help you and my self at the same time. I feel as if I am going to break, love. One of us has to hold together. I have been doing it for damned near three years. Guess it's your turn now.

Love always
Me
 
ecstaticsub said:
To my Daughter,

I know being your age can really suck, I know you think you are different and are lonely. I know you are going through a really difficult time. But how often must I tell you I love you and accept you for who you are? I am trying my best. How can I be under the impression that we able to talk, and have a close relationship and then I find out how much you hate me and think that I in denial and don't accept you at all ?????

And you aren't so different, many girls for a variety of reasons have difficulties with life at your age. The world doesn't revolve around you. Sometimes life is unfair. Your father and I have many life experiences. We care about your safety and the safety of our family. Your decisions effect ALL of us.

We are listening to you, you need to respect and listen to us, too.

I love you. Your hatred for me will not make things better. Try to see my side of things too

Me, your Mom who will love you no matter what.
I was your typical privileged, cocooned, ungrateful, pain-in-the-ass nightmare teenager at some point. I've said the most horrible things to my mom, and hurt her and my dad with the things i've done. I'm sure I meant it at the time when I screamed at my mom that i hated her guts.
I'm certainly not proud of it, and i'm not writing it here to brag about it. But just to maybe help you in trusting that you and your daughter will most likely get through it without too much damage.
I love my mom and dad, and probably even more so now that i'm old enough to undersand how much of an obnoxious asshole i was to them at some point.
 
DeservingBitch said:
I was your typical privileged, cocooned, ungrateful, pain-in-the-ass nightmare teenager at some point. I've said the most horrible things to my mom, and hurt her and my dad with the things i've done. I'm sure I meant it at the time when I screamed at my mom that i hated her guts.
I'm certainly not proud of it, and i'm not writing it here to brag about it. But just to maybe help you in trusting that you and your daughter will most likely get through it without too much damage.
I love my mom and dad, and probably even more so now that i'm old enough to undersand how much of an obnoxious asshole i was to them at some point.


Thank you, truly I appreciate youre comment. I know in my heart that she loves me. I am trying very very hard to be the adult and not lash back at her. but, i can't deny the hurt. I feel like I am beating my head against a wall..and suffering a concussion for nothing.

Thanks again
 
Realizing you are two different people is an important painful moment in any mother/daughter pair. It's horrible and the fights are classic, no one would joke about them if they weren't real. But it's supposed to happen when you are a teenager. Much better on schedule than later.
 
Netzach said:
Realizing you are two different people is an important painful moment in any mother/daughter pair. It's horrible and the fights are classic, no one would joke about them if they weren't real. But it's supposed to happen when you are a teenager. Much better on schedule than later.


Yeah, I know. I foolishly thought my daughter would have a different opinion of me then I did of my own mother through my teenage years.
 
Dear X:

There are moments that you take my breath away with surprises. Thank you. :kiss:
 
Dear X,
I will miss you this weekend, try and get some studying done, as I know that you are close to the end of your journey. I am sorry for being a bit of a dick lately, but you have been giving me that vibe. The one that brings back the unpleasant memories and feelings. I am sure that it is just me. I just miss the feeling we had before school started again. I know it is selfish to want it back....but I do. I love you very much.
Soon we will be able to play when the stress is not so much...
D
 
Dear X,

Today... was special. Not great, not bad... but had a lot of important elements that I wanted to share with you.

My gr. 7's responded to a speech I gave them yesterday and were eager and excited to see what I had for them today after they all did their homework... a short essay on a reading on how the roman empire fell. We watched the chariot race from ben-hur on the big screen and they were so into it, even cheering as it happened... My gr. 8's did very well with a test review and were all on track with their preparation on their own time with relevant questions for me. My gr. 10's were great in the library and some of those who had a hard time in the past... were actually working.

It wasn't all roses... I had to break up a vicious fist fight at lunch... and not all my students responded... but it was good and productive even after school. The administration is totally supporting me and the other teachers are praising me and appreciate me being there very much... from fixing the photocopying machine to handling the students well to being thoughtful and helpful with the course material and made me blush.

The kicker though... was coming home and stopping at Wendy's... only to have a couple students who work there flocking to see me at the drive through window to say hello, including a boy who I had to deal with over a drug issue... and to even have him tell me that he appreciated me having not bend on it... but to stand up for him, even if it upset him.

Oh... and this morning I found out I had small cracks in the bottom of my work shoes and got my feet wet. I will need to go get some new ones...

I just wanted to share. You were there for it all.

me
 
Dear X

Dont ask me to "smite your enemies" and tell me that it's someone IMing you that you wish would leave you alone.. then scoff when I ask if you want me to handle it..

And say, "everyone knows your bark is worse than your bite."

IAnd dont act like being cute will make me not be upset

Me
 
Dear Batman -

you rock. You have managed to create a mini united nations in the hood of people from countries that hate one another or don't ever come in contact - and actually make this amazing, stinky sweaty butch sporting multiculti quilt of a place. I hope the world catches on that you're a good guy.

- robin
 
Dear X
You know who you are... I was always there for you I knelt at your feet like no other would.. You lost out on a beautiful intelligent charming sub. Youve been replaced by a man who is wonderful, charming, sweet and loving and he suffers cause of your actions for I always have to think about why what did I do ? It is good.I appreciate you doing what you did , it gave me the chance before I wasted years of my life on you.... Someday youll wake up and think of me and realize at the point I was the best thing in your life and by that time. I will be deeply in love with another who deserves my GIFT...

I wish you the best...
 
Thank You Drunken X,

Because of your stupidity getting behind the wheel of a car drunk, not only do you lose your license and set in a jail until the hearing; but my loaner will be here in the morning and by Saturday my brand new baby girl will be in my drive. :nana:

So best not come to the bar again, idiot.
 
Dear X,

Great! Thank you for nothing, thank you for NOT texting early this morning.

I went to bed really late last night, and I nearly slept in, but thankfully, I got up just in time, to get dressed, to put make up on and everything. Making sure I looked nice for you, got on the bus to where we were SUPPOSED to meet, only to find that YOU were NOT coming.

This is the second time you cancelled our lunch date. The last time I got dressed and put make up, and was just about to step out of the flat when you texted me to say that you were not able to come.

Today, I was looking forward to it, and I nearly went into the pub, but you texted me just before...and for that I am grateful as I won't be embarrassed leaving the pub.

So, thank you for NOT texting me early this morning, when I could have had a long lie-in.

Now I can't go back to sleep because I am pissed off with YOU..

I don't know whether to give you a THIRD chance or not.

When I cancelled our lunch date the first time, AT least I texted you a FEW DAYS before and NOT last-minute. Makes me feel suspicious of you.

A very pissed off Caz
 
sexycaz22 said:
Dear X,

Great! Thank you for nothing, thank you for NOT texting early this morning.

I went to bed really late last night, and I nearly slept in, but thankfully, I got up just in time, to get dressed, to put make up on and everything. Making sure I looked nice for you, got on the bus to where we were SUPPOSED to meet, only to find that YOU were NOT coming.

This is the second time you cancelled our lunch date. The last time I got dressed and put make up, and was just about to step out of the flat when you texted me to say that you were not able to come.

Today, I was looking forward to it, and I nearly went into the pub, but you texted me just before...and for that I am grateful as I won't be embarrassed leaving the pub.

So, thank you for NOT texting me early this morning, when I could have had a long lie-in.

Now I can't go back to sleep because I am pissed off with YOU..

I don't know whether to give you a THIRD chance or not.

When I cancelled our lunch date the first time, AT least I texted you a FEW DAYS before and NOT last-minute. Makes me feel suspicious of you.

A very pissed off Caz

Dear X

Why oh why would you stand up anyone, much less her?

What a cad.

Don't bother making a date again.


Chris
 
Hugs Caz

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sexycaz22 said:
Dear X,

Great! Thank you for nothing, thank you for NOT texting early this morning.

I went to bed really late last night, and I nearly slept in, but thankfully, I got up just in time, to get dressed, to put make up on and everything. Making sure I looked nice for you, got on the bus to where we were SUPPOSED to meet, only to find that YOU were NOT coming.

This is the second time you cancelled our lunch date. The last time I got dressed and put make up, and was just about to step out of the flat when you texted me to say that you were not able to come.

Today, I was looking forward to it, and I nearly went into the pub, but you texted me just before...and for that I am grateful as I won't be embarrassed leaving the pub.

So, thank you for NOT texting me early this morning, when I could have had a long lie-in.

Now I can't go back to sleep because I am pissed off with YOU..

I don't know whether to give you a THIRD chance or not.

When I cancelled our lunch date the first time, AT least I texted you a FEW DAYS before and NOT last-minute. Makes me feel suspicious of you.

A very pissed off Caz
 
sexycaz22 said:
I don't know whether to give you a THIRD chance or not.

A very pissed off Caz

I would tell you DON'T!!

Some people just do not deserve new chances... I am sad I wasted so much of them for my ex cuz few days ago he came to me telling me I am not the only woman whos pregnant with him, I love it. :mad:

Fuck new chances and fuck love, it's not worth it at all!! *jumps to the wall*

very pissed of me
 
Dear world,

Just back the hell off for a little while okay. I am doing the best I can here.

Thank you.

Me
 
Dear X,

You've been on my mind a lot lately, like the past two weeks I mean. You and I were really starting to get close, is that why you disapeared? It was about this time when I last saw you, just after christmas I remember. I've been thinking about our time together. You always had a way of making me feel...precious, I think that's why I liked you so much. I wonder now if maybe we could have really had something, is that why you stoped contacting me? I always wondered if there was some one else, there were just a few clues that would make me suspicious of it. I really do miss our time together tho, and I would like to have it again. You were a rare find, a kinky englishman in my area, cuddly and kind. You know what I really miss most? Our showers together. That was special.

I hope you are well darlin.

wenchie
 
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