Dear X:

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Dear X~

I am hoping that one day soon every expectation I have will be fulfilled. Do I think it will happen anytime soon? No, but I have hope and confidence in my own ability to be what you require of me. Please be able to do the same for me, papi. I have loved you for the last 14 years, please help me do it for the next 14.

love, me
 
Dear X:

For the most part I've been way too sick today to care that 'today' is the day, but now that I'm feeling a bit more human ... I'm worried.

What are you doing? How far has it gone? Ugghhhhhh ... I hate being insecure. :(
 
Dear World,

I'm so tired. My child cried and clung to me last night, and tonight didn't want to go to sleep without me. Do you know how heartbreaking that is? I put on a strong face for him, but I hate it. I don't like joint custody, but I don't have the energy to fight for sole custody, and I'm not even sure it's best. I just know he misses me, and I miss him.

And if my ex doesn't cut that fake cheery tone with me, I will kick his ass. I'm so pissed right now. Fuck him. I'm sorry I fucked up and I lied. It doesn't change how abandoned I felt, and still feel every single fucking time I need a coparent. You can't divy up a child. You have to parent together.

So like it or not, ass, you are stuck with me.

Ugh. It's all so very sad.

intothewoods
 
Dear X,

I hope you feel better soon. I'd like to help, but I know there isn't anything I can do.

*hugs*

me
 
intothewoods said:
Dear World,

I'm so tired. My child cried and clung to me last night, and tonight didn't want to go to sleep without me. Do you know how heartbreaking that is? I put on a strong face for him, but I hate it. I don't like joint custody, but I don't have the energy to fight for sole custody, and I'm not even sure it's best. I just know he misses me, and I miss him.

And if my ex doesn't cut that fake cheery tone with me, I will kick his ass. I'm so pissed right now. Fuck him. I'm sorry I fucked up and I lied. It doesn't change how abandoned I felt, and still feel every single fucking time I need a coparent. You can't divy up a child. You have to parent together.

So like it or not, ass, you are stuck with me.

Ugh. It's all so very sad.

intothewoods

ps - does that pinup toon avatar make me lose all credibility? :rolleyes:
 
NALA CAYENNE said:
Sending you hugs, Sweets. My PM box is open if you need to vent. :rose:

Thanks Nala!

I'm actually still walking around like I'm in a dream... with a big fat smile on my face. I've had a crush on this girl since the day I met her some 10 months ago, but except for one drunken love declaration on a hot summer night (which we both then proceeded to pretend didn't happen), I've never acted on it for the sake of preserving what had become an amazing friendship.

But last night was her fairwell party, and I just couldn't see her leaving my life without kissing her. So I did, and I'm still shaking from the effect she had on me. It was by far the most beautiful, amazing, and hot night of my life.

I'm sad to see her leave, but I'm so grateful to have had the chance of having her in my life, even so briefly.
 
Dear body,

stop being so sore! get past it, becuase you arent getting out of the gym tommorrow.

~me
 
Dear self - so it's kind of hot and ingratiating to have to say what you want, when it's kind of obscene, non?

What goes around....
 
Dear X,

Who the FUCK do you think you are to have the nerve to deface aka "edit" a library book???

Oh and btw, have YOU ever written a book???

No, I didn't think so!

Signed,

Incensed Reader
 
FurryFury said:
Dear X,

Who the FUCK do you think you are to have the nerve to deface aka "edit" a library book???

Oh and btw, have YOU ever written a book???

No, I didn't think so!

Signed,

Incensed Reader
When you take it back to the library, be sure to point out to a senior librarian the defacement/"editing," and ask that s/he attempt to research the previous borrower(s) so the library can bill them for a replacement copy, and revoke their library card.
 
Sir_Winston54 said:
When you take it back to the library, be sure to point out to a senior librarian the defacement/"editing," and ask that s/he attempt to research the previous borrower(s) so the library can bill them for a replacement copy, and revoke their library card.

Great idea.

I don't know that they circulation hags will bother but it's worth a shot. A great many books I read have been done this way. It's maddening that some one would be so arrogant, particularly since they are also often incorrect in their oh so superior editing.
 
Dear everyone around me,
Being strong should not have to mean going it alone all the time without a hand to hold or an arm around my shoulder.
I'm tired...I'm sad... and i miss my father.
Why doesn't anyone care enough to accompany me to church on all souls day and then to the cemetary to go see the headstone they finally placed yesterday.

And for all those who actually keep insiting to me that I'm strong...I'm not anymore. I am worn and tired and very alone and hurt.
 
Dear Mother

~sighs~ Well, you have truly went through with it. Found out this morning you have signed yourself out of here as of tomorrow at noon.

i hope to hell you will be happy with what few remaining months you have left. You wanted to do this on your own, fine. Its ALL on your own.

i have taken care of you, one way or the other; for the last ten years. Making sure your housework, laundry, groceries, shopping, doctors appointments that i was there for you.

Now, you do it ALL yourself. i can't keep going thru this. For the sake of the boys and myself; i wash my hands of you.

Maybe when you are laying at the bottom of the steps, near death; you will finally see the truth and realize what i did, i did for love.

After 40 years as your baby girl, goodbye mother.

~Tears silently rolling down my face, i turn my back to you and walk out of the nursing home for the last time~
 
doveofserenity said:
~sighs~ Well, you have truly went through with it. Found out this morning you have signed yourself out of here as of tomorrow at noon.

i hope to hell you will be happy with what few remaining months you have left. You wanted to do this on your own, fine. Its ALL on your own.

i have taken care of you, one way or the other; for the last ten years. Making sure your housework, laundry, groceries, shopping, doctors appointments that i was there for you.

Now, you do it ALL yourself. i can't keep going thru this. For the sake of the boys and myself; i wash my hands of you.

Maybe when you are laying at the bottom of the steps, near death; you will finally see the truth and realize what i did, i did for love.

After 40 years as your baby girl, goodbye mother.

~Tears silently rolling down my face, i turn my back to you and walk out of the nursing home for the last time~
*hugs*
 
doveofserenity said:
~sighs~ Well, you have truly went through with it. Found out this morning you have signed yourself out of here as of tomorrow at noon.

i hope to hell you will be happy with what few remaining months you have left. You wanted to do this on your own, fine. Its ALL on your own.

i have taken care of you, one way or the other; for the last ten years. Making sure your housework, laundry, groceries, shopping, doctors appointments that i was there for you.

Now, you do it ALL yourself. i can't keep going thru this. For the sake of the boys and myself; i wash my hands of you.

Maybe when you are laying at the bottom of the steps, near death; you will finally see the truth and realize what i did, i did for love.

After 40 years as your baby girl, goodbye mother.

~Tears silently rolling down my face, i turn my back to you and walk out of the nursing home for the last time~

My thoughts and prayers go out to you Dove.. My pm box :rose: is always open for you.. ;)
 
Dear X:


9 months. Seriously, 9 fricking months.


AUGH!


I think I'm going dress-shopping next weekend.
 
Dear me,

i will NOT throw up

i will NOT throw up

i will NOT throw up

*me*
 
Dear X:

Eat the junk food. Console yourself. It'll be okay this once. :rose: :rose:

Your Friend,
Sprinkles
 
Dear X,

thank you for not asking me to stop.
thank you for understanding even better than myself what I need
thank you for loving me

you feel we are not in it together this time, but we are
we always are, we always will be

I know you cannot be all I need all the time
and I accept it

but I would be lieing if I said I didn't wish so

I love you so much,

Yours

T./R./Y.
 
doveofserenity said:
~Tears silently rolling down my face, i turn my back to you and walk out of the nursing home for the last time~

*big hugs*

I can't really think of anything else to say =(
 
doveofserenity said:
~sighs~ Well, you have truly went through with it. Found out this morning you have signed yourself out of here as of tomorrow at noon.

i hope to hell you will be happy with what few remaining months you have left. You wanted to do this on your own, fine. Its ALL on your own.

i have taken care of you, one way or the other; for the last ten years. Making sure your housework, laundry, groceries, shopping, doctors appointments that i was there for you.

Now, you do it ALL yourself. i can't keep going thru this. For the sake of the boys and myself; i wash my hands of you.

Maybe when you are laying at the bottom of the steps, near death; you will finally see the truth and realize what i did, i did for love.

After 40 years as your baby girl, goodbye mother.

~Tears silently rolling down my face, i turn my back to you and walk out of the nursing home for the last time~

I'm so sorry for what you're going through. My heart goes out to you! Sending you hugs!
:rose:
 
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