Dear X:

[androgEros]

Dear J,

I wish you would use both hands, at the same time, all the way in again. But slow and undulating. I want to feel you, and nothing else.

 

[MasterPhoenix]

Dear J,

Thank you for being a wonderful friend. Having you in my life is something that I value much more you realize. I appreciate having you to talk to about everything and everyone in my life, as well as your understanding of my lifestyle.

I wish you and B nothing but the utmost happiness and blessings.

Love, MP

 

[Lizzie_Borden]

S1 - Missing you like crazy. *le sigh* Soon.

S2 - Hope today brings you everything you wished for. I don't exactly agree with that choice, but whatever makes you happy. You deserve that.

 

[rida]

Dear S,

You are probably being busy with her right now.

I'm playing cool and grown up but I'm too feeling insecure and scared, like she is about the 3 of us meeting tonight. She is 10 years younger ... free to meet anytime you wish ... and in spite of her words, much more of a masochist than I'll ever be ... (although at the moment, I can at least claim better scores in obedience).

I'm honored you want me to help you in making her your perfect slave. But it is a bitter sweet joy: I'm helping someone else became what I wish I could be for you but will never be, due to my life commitments.

I understand how important is for you and I'll do my best to help her, be there for her, explain her things and calm her demons, teach her to be obedient ... but she needs to want my help.

I fear failing you in this task. But I also fear succeeding too well too fast.

You reassured me that I have and always will an important place in your BDSM life, and I'm grateful for that. But I know how life goes ... and, even if you hate me talking like this, I'm preparing myself for the time when you will not need my services anymore.

The fact will remain thou, that whether you consider me your submissive or not, I'll be yours.

with love and longing,

part-timely yours (but full-time in my heart)

 

[Nymphomaniacal]

Dear X:

Just because I took some fucking laundry out of the dryer doesnt make me the reason or the stem of your argument. Fuck you, fuck this place, fuck your fighting. Ill be gone in the morning. Take these next 5 days to reevaluate what exactly happened and how exactly its my fault.

 

[Bi_Kitty]

Dear People-In-Charge-Of-Exchanging-Heads,

Yes that's right! I want a new head! These ears are ringing and hurting. This throat is raw from all the coughing it has been doing. The nose does not know if it wants to run or stop up. The eyes are ready to pop out of socket because the throat has been coughing so hard and so long. My stomach says it would like to keep down some of its food but Mr. Cough won't allow it.

So, if you could please put in the order for the exchange. I'm begging you!!!! And if you can't, just chop this fucking thing off.

Sincerely,

Kitty

 

[ataxia.girl]

part-timely yours (but full-time in my heart)

i'm sorry

i don't want my Daddy to be alone but i'm terrified of him finding someone. Is really hard to think about.

 

[coquettish]

Dear X, although you TOTALLY don't need the ego boost, I will go on record as saying your penis and your prowress with said appendage have, in fact, ruined me for other men *sigh*

 

[Bustymagoo]

Dear S,

You broke my heart, and you never even cared about me. Fuck you, but thank you for teaching me to tuck my heart back up my sleeve. I guess I can forgive you now, by forgetting you ever existed...

Oh, and I hope you got herpes for Xmas.
Lol I am so mature. Lol

 

[minx1]

Dear S,

You are probably being busy with her right now.

I'm playing cool and grown up but I'm too feeling insecure and scared, like she is about the 3 of us meeting tonight. She is 10 years younger ... free to meet anytime you wish ... and in spite of her words, much more of a masochist than I'll ever be ... (although at the moment, I can at least claim better scores in obedience).

I'm honored you want me to help you in making her your perfect slave. But it is a bitter sweet joy: I'm helping someone else became what I wish I could be for you but will never be, due to my life commitments.

I understand how important is for you and I'll do my best to help her, be there for her, explain her things and calm her demons, teach her to be obedient ... but she needs to want my help.

I fear failing you in this task. But I also fear succeeding too well too fast.

You reassured me that I have and always will an important place in your BDSM life, and I'm grateful for that. But I know how life goes ... and, even if you hate me talking like this, I'm preparing myself for the time when you will not need my services anymore.

The fact will remain thou, that whether you consider me your submissive or not, I'll be yours.

with love and longing,

part-timely yours (but full-time in my heart)

*huge hugs* hon

I know how hard that must be for you.

I also know I owe you a PM...havent been here too much of late. But please...if you want to chat about anything, well you know you are one woman my box is always open for

Hope your christmas was a good one.

When are we sharing that bottle of wine...

love,

me.

 

[rida]

i'm sorry

i don't want my Daddy to be alone but i'm terrified of him finding someone. Is really hard to think about.

I cannot deny anymore that I'm an emotional masochist.

And the fact that I have a happy unbreakable marriage to go back to, allows me to be able to wallow into and enjoy the pain of abnegation, of self-sacrifice, without the negative mental consequences of it.

Still, I don't know what is harder: succeeding or failing ...

*huge hugs* hon

I know how hard that must be for you.

I also know I owe you a PM...havent been here too much of late. But please...if you want to chat about anything, well you know you are one woman my box is always open for

Hope your christmas was a good one.

When are we sharing that bottle of wine...

love,

me.

Thank you!
I know it would come. It is never been a secret or something. It has always been clearly stated from the beginning. Still it is not that easy. But it helps to focus on my desire for him to be happy and have his need met. Afterall, they are the only one that matter.

 

[insert____here]

D

knowing you will read this.

know that You are the second best thing to ever happen in my life. You are important to me in ways i never thought possible. You are in almost every thought. This is a hard patch for both of us and Your patience and understanding ties me even tighter to You. You will not be sorry, and i will make it up to You. Don't doubt, don't be sad, don't be worried, i am here and i will not leave unless You tell me too.

Your sunshine.

 

[FurryFury]

Dear X,

How is it that you can be so negative about, well everything? How is it you don't know how loved you are?

I'm so very tired of you being physically sick and mentally ill or whatever it is you are going through. I'm so tired of walking on egg shells with you.

If you were anyone else, I'd just wash my hands of you and say, that I've done all I could. You have to figure out how to be functional, happy and not make the people around you miserable. You do have to figure that out but damn, you are wearing me out.

I love you, always and forever. Can't you look at the good REAL things in your life?

Thanks,

 

[Plucky19]

Dear X,

For years, I have given you unconditional support, treated you with respect and have always been there as needed, without question.

You have not treated me with the same respect or care recently.

I am and always will be here whenever or however you need me, but that is not ok. Even though I understand your reasons why, and am happy it's brought positive change for you, you have taught me that I am important, and I deserve better, even from you.

Just needed to say that.

IAY

 

[rida]

Dear N,

I cannot help you if you don't trust me.
But even more important, I won't help you if this is not what you want.

"This" comes with conditions, one of which is that I'm part of it, at least at the beginning. And the other, even more important one is that: it is not you (nor me) who decides what happens and how, but Sir.

There is no amount of "if only I put up with x, than I can demand y, and at the end I get z." This is not a fair relationship. There is no wiggle room.

If you decide to try, the only option you are going to have is "take it or leave it." And if you leave, that is the end.

This is not for everyone.

And if it is not for you, it does not make you any less. Or wrong, or a failure. It just means that it did not meet your needs. And, remember, your needs are as important as anybody's else. So do not force yourself in a relationship that does not fulfill you. Find your own shade of D/s, M/s, kinky vanilla or whatever have you.

I'm willing to help find your own way. Just do not fool yourself and waste my time for an endeavor that you already know you don't feel like doing.

Sisterly,

Y

 

[Kajira Callista]

Dear E,
Today you made me feel things I haven't felt in so long. Things like my need to serve and be somebody's...well you know lol.
The way you make me know that you want me to be yours in the ways I am used to belonging to someone.
The way you spoke when I told you about the invitation to lunch... the way you asked why I didn't go when you knew I was going to say because daddy didn't say I could. The grin whe i said that to you.
This is such a good good thing for me... please let's not do anything to ruin it. Where ever it goes it goes but for now I want to be lost in it and happy making you happy.

Your good girl,
T

 

[Sir_Winston54]

Dear E,
Today you made me feel things I haven't felt in so long. Things like my need to serve and be somebody's...well you know lol.
The way you make me know that you want me to be yours in the ways I am used to belonging to someone.
The way you spoke when I told you about the invitation to lunch... the way you asked why I didn't go when you knew I was going to say because daddy didn't say I could. The grin whe i said that to you.
This is such a good good thing for me... please let's not do anything to ruin it. Where ever it goes it goes but for now I want to be lost in it and happy making you happy.

Your good girl,
T

Dear E,

Don't fuck this up, or you'll regret it the rest of your life.

SW

 

[chy_girl]

Dearest K,

As much as I have enjoyed our time together, the non-responsive bullshit needs to come to an end now.

I am not a child in trouble, I am not equivalent to a blow-up sex doll, and I will not be treated as less than human. If you don't wish to talk or answer a question, simply tell me so. "No" is very easy to type.

I like you. I'd like to be friends with you. I'd like to share a conversation outside of training. But you are trying the non-submissive part of my psyche a great deal and I'd really rather not speak firmly to you.

I understand that everyone tends to think 'meek chy,' 'soft chy,' 'wouldn't-hurt-a-fly chy'... Anyone who's known me for any length of time will tell you differently, so I'd appreciate it if you'd stop acting like an ass before you are rudely disillusioned by 'pissed-off chy,' 'ranting chy,' and 'righteously-indignant chy,' or, god forbid, 'slow-burning-colder-than-liquid-nitrogen-fury-who-holds-a-grudge-till-one-of-us-dies chy.'

And while we're at it... Ufa 'oe alelo! Mkay? Thanks.


Chy

 

[ecstaticsub]

Dear X,

I know it is cold. I know you finally have the house to yourself. I know that electric blanket on your bed is so inviting..but

Get your butt in the basement and get on that treadmill!

You'll be happier in the long run

--Your Self

 

[Daddy2mylilgirl]

Dear sweetie,

Happy birthday! I love you soooo much.

Love Eternally,
Daddy

 

[minx1]

Dear x,

Hi there....since I imagine you are reading this

 

[FurryFury]

Dear X,

Poor pitiful you. You can't figure out anything or do anything. You want me to come fix it? Well guess what? That's going to be damned hard when you've fucked things up so much and cut me out of the info loop. I don't know enough to "help" you.

*grr*

 

[Bi_Kitty]

Dear K,

Be thankfully I heard what I thought was the cats and went to see what the fuck they were doing because if not you could have burnt the house down. And don't give me the "oh I've been so out of it here lately." I don't care. You go putting my life in danger there's going to be problems.

Oh and we will be getting a battery for the damn smoke detector today.

~Kitty

 

[BiBunny]

Dear K,

Be thankfully I heard what I thought was the cats and went to see what the fuck they were doing because if not you could have burnt the house down. And don't give me the "oh I've been so out of it here lately." I don't care. You go putting my life in danger there's going to be problems.

Oh and we will be getting a battery for the damn smoke detector today.

~Kitty

And the addendum to that:

Dear K,

Stop doing drugs. You can say they don't fuck with your mental capacities all you want to, but you left a fucking pan on the stove for at LEAST an hour after you'd finished cooking with the damned stove on. This tiny fucking house would go up like a box of matches if ever there were a spark. You're bad about leaving the oven on when you go out, too.

So the moral of the story is, stop doing drugs. I don't want to live with that shit, anyway. It's trashy.

~Bunny

 

[PatchIsMe]

Dear X
My head hurts, incredibly. My friend is a fucking idiot. He deserves his needy, clingy, desperate drama queen. I've no room for that shit in my life. ~ Me