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Dear X,

I know you think I can do it, but I can't. I've never been able to do it and I got close to only get to where I'm worse than I was before. I'm tired of trying. I'm just not meant for you or anyone. I'll be ok. I just want to be invisible right now. I really wish I could avoid seeing anyone tomorrow. I don't know how to get out of this without hurting you. I really screwed things up this time. I push too hard and hurt people. I wish I would remember each moment that I only hurt people. I wish you would see that I'm not good for you without it hurting you. I wish I had the courage to tell you bye before I hurt you more than that would.
 
Dear X,

I know you think I can do it, but I can't. I've never been able to do it and I got close to only get to where I'm worse than I was before. I'm tired of trying. I'm just not meant for you or anyone. I'll be ok. I just want to be invisible right now. I really wish I could avoid seeing anyone tomorrow. I don't know how to get out of this without hurting you. I really screwed things up this time. I push too hard and hurt people. I wish I would remember each moment that I only hurt people. I wish you would see that I'm not good for you without it hurting you. I wish I had the courage to tell you bye before I hurt you more than that would.

*hugs and love*
You know where the PM box and possibly my yahoo is. Dont be afraid to use them.
 
Dear X,

Sorry I act like a brat at times. I'm so terribly unsure of myself, that sometimes I cannot believe that you actually want me.

Lesson has been learned.

Love you
 
Dear x,

I cant believe you did that.

Just. Horrible.

ETA. I fucking hate that you did that
 
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Dear X,

I don't want to get too sappy...but I love you so much. :kiss:

Love, your slut:rose:
 
Dear X,

I KNEW, I just fucking knew, that getting in to this with you would end up hurting me. And it has, but not in the way I expected.

I expected to get up there and feel like shit for giving myself to you so compleatley. I expected to go to sleep with uncried tears in my eyes, longing for you to reach over and show me a little tenderness.

What I didn't expect was that tenderness. I got it, and it confused me, and I didn't know what to make of it, and it scared me. And so I asked you, and you told me. And now, because I've made you think I'm overwhelmed, you've shut down the calls, and you wait for me to call you. And I don't WANT to call you. I don't want to miss you, I don't want to need you, I don't want to let you in. Because I am scared. I'm scared you'll go away. I'm scared I'll say something to make you cross or sad. I'm scared of not having you in my life.

So I'm pushing you away first. Which is stupid, because it's you I so badly want. It's always been you. It WILL always be you, even though you are destined to break me in infinate ways. You're my soft place, you're my heart, you're the only one I have ever truly wanted.

This is so confusing. I want you so much. I want to tell you so much that I want you. But I'm scared. So I'm saying it here.

xoxo
 
Dear Penis,

Looks like it's just me and you tonight. I feel your pain. There are probably women out there who would fuck us if they could. The streak will end, I'm sure.
 
Dear X, i admire your free spirit and dont-give-a-fuckitude.

Dear other X (me) loosen the fuck up

Dear pink corset and pink-hair wearing dance party girls, please continue, i approve.
 
Dear E,
I'm glad I didn't say no when you wanted us to get together.
You are so kind and so polite I feel like I am in a dream when I am with you.
Thank you,
The girl who thinks too much
 
Dear N

I am not going to stand a 22 yo telling me to grow up.
Being grown up is boring.

Hugs Mom
 
Dear Universe,

Please let it work out for my friend this time. She deserves to be at least as happy as I am.

~Bunny
 
Dear Husband

If you dont stop making home made cheese in my precious kitchen I am going to drown you in a can of milk.
Why cant you just sit in the living room and watch sports like everyone else? :mad:

Your not-so-loving Wife
 
Dear Husband

If you dont stop making home made cheese in my precious kitchen I am going to drown you in a can of milk.
Why cant you just sit in the living room and watch sports like everyone else? :mad:

Your not-so-loving Wife

This sounds like something that would happen in my family. The cheese hasn't been attempted but so many other things have.
 
Dear H,

I love you.
No matter what.

Just never forget it.

your wife
 
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Rida--Big hugs for you. I wish I could do more than send out virtual hugs. Please know that I care and hoping that things get better.

:rose:
 
Rida--Big hugs for you. I wish I could do more than send out virtual hugs. Please know that I care and hoping that things get better.

:rose:

Thank you. I know and it means a lot.
I just had to vent.
He is back so I should go join him.

Thank you. :rose:
 
Dear Higher Power,

I'm tired of existing. I'm tired of feeling this way over and over. I'm tired of trying to be different and better and it not working. This cycle sucks and I wish I knew a way to end it. Please let me die soon. I wish I could give the years I have left to live to someone who deserves it more.
 
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