ultramarineblue
Indefinable
- Joined
- Mar 23, 2008
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Dear X,
I know you think I can do it, but I can't. I've never been able to do it and I got close to only get to where I'm worse than I was before. I'm tired of trying. I'm just not meant for you or anyone. I'll be ok. I just want to be invisible right now. I really wish I could avoid seeing anyone tomorrow. I don't know how to get out of this without hurting you. I really screwed things up this time. I push too hard and hurt people. I wish I would remember each moment that I only hurt people. I wish you would see that I'm not good for you without it hurting you. I wish I had the courage to tell you bye before I hurt you more than that would.
I know you think I can do it, but I can't. I've never been able to do it and I got close to only get to where I'm worse than I was before. I'm tired of trying. I'm just not meant for you or anyone. I'll be ok. I just want to be invisible right now. I really wish I could avoid seeing anyone tomorrow. I don't know how to get out of this without hurting you. I really screwed things up this time. I push too hard and hurt people. I wish I would remember each moment that I only hurt people. I wish you would see that I'm not good for you without it hurting you. I wish I had the courage to tell you bye before I hurt you more than that would.



