intothewoods
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Sorry you are going through this, minx. 
Dear X:
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Sir_Winston54
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Dear minx's X,
Very rarely I truly despise someone.
You made the list.
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Dear minx,
We are here for you.
Dear X (Minx),
You gave it your best, and then some; he gave nothing.
You offered and gave yourself; he offered the moon and gave a burnt-out light bulb.
You gave your heart and soul and body; he jerked off in a dark closet.
You win by dint of your heart; he's a loser by definition.
You'll continue to win at life; he'll continue to lose.
We lub ya, Minxy, and we welcome you back with hugs and open arms. Lots and lots of
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ultramarineblue
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Dear Minx,
*hugs and chocolate*
*hugs and chocolate*
the captians wench
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*pounces the minxy*
Minxy,
I've missed you terribly, as you can see many others have as well. I never wanted to discourage you, you remind me a lot of myself in how devoted you are. I'm glad you're back, and I hope you know I am always availible, and not just for ouchie things.
Minxy,
I've missed you terribly, as you can see many others have as well. I never wanted to discourage you, you remind me a lot of myself in how devoted you are. I'm glad you're back, and I hope you know I am always availible, and not just for ouchie things.
ToPleaseHim
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Dear X,
I'm trying to figure out what's up. Are we friends? Are we not friends? Are you keeping your messages brief and infrequent in an attempt to avoid that place we were in? Would it be better with zero contact? I just want to understand.
I, for one, am not interested in heading down that scary road again. (Too painful, you were right about that). However, I am very interested in you posting on this site again. There are threads on which I'd really like to see your opinion.
I'd really like to know what you're thinking.
Me
I'm trying to figure out what's up. Are we friends? Are we not friends? Are you keeping your messages brief and infrequent in an attempt to avoid that place we were in? Would it be better with zero contact? I just want to understand.
I, for one, am not interested in heading down that scary road again. (Too painful, you were right about that). However, I am very interested in you posting on this site again. There are threads on which I'd really like to see your opinion.
I'd really like to know what you're thinking.
Me
minx1
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*pounces the minxy*
Minxy,
I've missed you terribly, as you can see many others have as well. I never wanted to discourage you, you remind me a lot of myself in how devoted you are. I'm glad you're back, and I hope you know I am always availible, and not just for ouchie things.
*hugs* thankyou wenchie
I sometimes thought exactly the same thing *soft smile*
and thankyou for the welcome. I have missed you guys too.
As for the ouchie thing......I would have a very good use for that right now
kiss_of_sin
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HUGS minx!!!!! seriously! good post 
thats what im frikkin talking about!
thats what im frikkin talking about!
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*hugs* thankyou wenchie
I sometimes thought exactly the same thing *soft smile*
and thankyou for the welcome. I have missed you guys too.
As for the ouchie thing......I would have a very good use for that right now
hehehe
kiss_of_sin
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Dear X,
i gave You my poems, so You could read my mind. i gave You my body, so i could give You pleasure. i gave You my love, so You could feel complete. i gave You my trust, because You were worth it. i gave You my heart, so You could cherish it. i gave You my music, so You could feel my passion. i gave You my compassion, so You could have support making it through cancer. i gave You my soul, because You were my other Half.
my other Half, my Heart, my Love.
i now give You my pain, for i am tired of bearing it. i give You my grudge, so now You can carry it. i give You my anger, because i dont want the next One to have to put up with it. i give You my loneliness, for You caused it. i give You my heartache, for You have the shattered pieces. i give You Your melody, so You can feel the depth of sorrow in my soul.
but what tears my heart the most is that i have to give You:
my smile, becuase in all that You did for me, i will never forget the pleasure, the laughter, the smiles, the joy You gave me.
i lastly give You my thanks, for without You i would not have known love, nor lost it. and i am that much more cautious, that much more appreciative of the world that You showed me, and that much more grateful for the experiences and the feelings i am overwhelmed by.
i gave You my all. i give my everything. this one last time. for this one last memory.
lady~de~shadows
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i gave You my poems, so You could read my mind. i gave You my body, so i could give You pleasure. i gave You my love, so You could feel complete. i gave You my trust, because You were worth it. i gave You my heart, so You could cherish it. i gave You my music, so You could feel my passion. i gave You my compassion, so You could have support making it through cancer. i gave You my soul, because You were my other Half.
my other Half, my Heart, my Love.
i now give You my pain, for i am tired of bearing it. i give You my grudge, so now You can carry it. i give You my anger, because i dont want the next One to have to put up with it. i give You my loneliness, for You caused it. i give You my heartache, for You have the shattered pieces. i give You Your melody, so You can feel the depth of sorrow in my soul.
but what tears my heart the most is that i have to give You:
my smile, becuase in all that You did for me, i will never forget the pleasure, the laughter, the smiles, the joy You gave me.
i lastly give You my thanks, for without You i would not have known love, nor lost it. and i am that much more cautious, that much more appreciative of the world that You showed me, and that much more grateful for the experiences and the feelings i am overwhelmed by.
i gave You my all. i give my everything. this one last time. for this one last memory.
lady~de~shadows
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Bandit58
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Dear minx
I am sorry I was proved right - I was hoping to be wrong but there were too many red flags waving
Please don't feel bad......often those on the outside can see things that those in the middle cannot. Sir tried to tell me that the guy I was in a LDR with before we got together was using me....I did not want to believe it, until a few months later when He was proved right, and I got very hurt....so you are not the first, and you won't be the last, that this has happened to.
Again, I am so very sorry, and my PM box is open for you if you should wish to vent *hugs*
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Dear minx's ex
I am so mad at you for what you did to her....I hope you are reading this....because when my Sir hears about what you did He will be so mad at you too.....
If He could get His hands on you, you would have two arseholes instead of one
I am so mad at you for what you did to her....I hope you are reading this....because when my Sir hears about what you did He will be so mad at you too.....
If He could get His hands on you, you would have two arseholes instead of one
sinnocence
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Hugs minx. We're all here for you.
We're all here for you.
minx1
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Thanks everyone,
I cannot tell you what your support means to me right now.
Bandit I know you have always said that things weren't as they should be and it hurt me the last time when you said I was a booty call. But I always respected your opinions and right to them. I just didn't like to think thats what I was.
I actually told him and in he said well what do you think? Its our opinions that matter. lol
But you were right. I kidded myself that he loved me as I did him.
I couldn't have been more wrong. I have been hoodwinked in the worst possible way.
I still in a state of shock at the moment and have been off work all week. Its difficult as my support network are back in the UK and so phonecalls have to wait for specific times.
So thanks again guys
I cannot tell you what your support means to me right now.
Bandit I know you have always said that things weren't as they should be and it hurt me the last time when you said I was a booty call. But I always respected your opinions and right to them. I just didn't like to think thats what I was.
I actually told him and in he said well what do you think? Its our opinions that matter. lol
But you were right. I kidded myself that he loved me as I did him.
I couldn't have been more wrong. I have been hoodwinked in the worst possible way.
I still in a state of shock at the moment and have been off work all week. Its difficult as my support network are back in the UK and so phonecalls have to wait for specific times.
So thanks again guys
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minx1
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Sorry to hear you are going through a bad time Minx. Huggs fae this Highlander.
*soft smile* Thanks Jock
Today the weather reminds me of home. The wind is really strong...its not freezing but definitely biting. I like it.
I just went out in it and it was refreshing. Feels like its blowing away all the shit lol
Anyway, I got my h-a-h friend stopping by in about an hour for a drink which will be really good.
naxalite0906
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Dear minx's ex
I am so mad at you for what you did to her....I hope you are reading this....because when my Sir hears about what you did He will be so mad at you too.....
If He could get His hands on you, you would have two arseholes instead of one
Another one from me too...
Dear Minx..
I always thought of you as such a dear friend. I have always been here and worried about you. I am so sorry to hear what has happened, I really am. You never deserved any of that. I guess the only other thing I can say is welcome back. Despite the circumstances, it is wonderful to see you around again as I have missed you. *hugs*.
I just wish I could help more, but never forget I am always around if you need a shoulder. You are partly responsible for what I have with Shy right now, and for that I will always be grateful. But remember, I am one of many people here who care for you so don't be afraid to come to any of us
Me
BlackWingedOne
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Dear X,
You will never fathom how much I gave myself over to you. How I poured my heart and soul into serving you in every way. I gave my all and you, in your usual half assed way gave nothing.
From the beginning there were lies, and I was too smart for you to hide them. But not smart enough, because I thought you had changed. It hurt when I found evidence over and over again, trying to cling onto those little peices of happiness you found in your heart to give me. My heart was never whole after that first time, and I kept trying to be better so you wouldn't have to find others, but it was never enough. I was smashed into pieces, after you promised you weren't like everyone else when I found out you were worse.
You stopped for a time, but then I found everything. I contemplated ending my life, I drank too much and tried to kill the pain of knowing I would never be good enough, but nothing ever worked. I finally found the strength in myself to break away from you, and it was the hardest thing I had ever done.
We still lived together and I could see you trying to give my collar away, I hid it, because even with all the pain you had inflicted, that was one pain I would never let you inflict. I hid the collar and you'll never find it to give to one of your wanton little cyber sluts. It's worth more than that.
To you it's merely metal and leather, but to me, it's something more important, something that should have meant more to you than it ever did.
You will never know how fully I gave myself to you, and because of how you treated me, never again will I be able to bare myself so much to another person.
-Wingone
P.s- FUCK YOU!
You will never fathom how much I gave myself over to you. How I poured my heart and soul into serving you in every way. I gave my all and you, in your usual half assed way gave nothing.
From the beginning there were lies, and I was too smart for you to hide them. But not smart enough, because I thought you had changed. It hurt when I found evidence over and over again, trying to cling onto those little peices of happiness you found in your heart to give me. My heart was never whole after that first time, and I kept trying to be better so you wouldn't have to find others, but it was never enough. I was smashed into pieces, after you promised you weren't like everyone else when I found out you were worse.
You stopped for a time, but then I found everything. I contemplated ending my life, I drank too much and tried to kill the pain of knowing I would never be good enough, but nothing ever worked. I finally found the strength in myself to break away from you, and it was the hardest thing I had ever done.
We still lived together and I could see you trying to give my collar away, I hid it, because even with all the pain you had inflicted, that was one pain I would never let you inflict. I hid the collar and you'll never find it to give to one of your wanton little cyber sluts. It's worth more than that.
To you it's merely metal and leather, but to me, it's something more important, something that should have meant more to you than it ever did.
You will never know how fully I gave myself to you, and because of how you treated me, never again will I be able to bare myself so much to another person.
-Wingone
P.s- FUCK YOU!
BlackWingedOne
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Dear S,
Do you remember when I was there for you when no one else was? Do you remember when you took a bad batch and I had to take you to the emergency room because I was that worried about you? Do you remember how we used to be friends and talk about everything, how you used to spend hours at my work just sitting there talking to me like nothing else in the world mattered? Do you remember how you broke my heart when you started dating Gemma? Do you remember how my mom and I gave you a place to live when you got kicked out of your house? Do you remember how you played on my feelings for you when you were high?
Do you remember how you turned all of my friends against me for no other reason than you could? Do you remember my tear filled message of goodbye when I was leaving the country ? Do you remember you were supposed to be my prom date and never showed up?
Do you know I cried at every slow song at that dance? Do you know I didn't care that you weren't my friend anymore, but that you took EVERYONE with you? I was so alone and hurt and no one cared, even though I had been there for ALL of you when you all felt like giving up. I WAS THERE!
Where were you when I needed someone?
-Me
Dear J,
We talked for hours about how K was ruining her life because of S, we talked about how we would never do that shit and be there for one another. When I considered running away you wanted to help, you wanted to be there for me. I still have pictures of us together, fun times that I try to remember because they are the only things I have left of our friendship. I was there when you talked about your problems at home or with R or J. I was there when you needed a shoulder to cry on or when you needed someone to do ritual with.
I was there when I thought you were in trouble, only to find out it was cruel joke you and everyone decided to play on me because you knew I cared. I prayed for you, I did a spell. I wanted nothing more than to be there for you when you were scared, but it was all just a stupid joke you all thought would be funny to play on me.
Forever will I wonder what I did to deserve such treatment from you and everyone S effected, because no matter what I was there for all of you, and never were there conditions attached to that. If you called me tomarrow and explained everything, even after all these years, I would still rush to your side and tell you how much I missed you and hug you close.
Because I care.
-Me
Do you remember when I was there for you when no one else was? Do you remember when you took a bad batch and I had to take you to the emergency room because I was that worried about you? Do you remember how we used to be friends and talk about everything, how you used to spend hours at my work just sitting there talking to me like nothing else in the world mattered? Do you remember how you broke my heart when you started dating Gemma? Do you remember how my mom and I gave you a place to live when you got kicked out of your house? Do you remember how you played on my feelings for you when you were high?
Do you remember how you turned all of my friends against me for no other reason than you could? Do you remember my tear filled message of goodbye when I was leaving the country ? Do you remember you were supposed to be my prom date and never showed up?
Do you know I cried at every slow song at that dance? Do you know I didn't care that you weren't my friend anymore, but that you took EVERYONE with you? I was so alone and hurt and no one cared, even though I had been there for ALL of you when you all felt like giving up. I WAS THERE!
Where were you when I needed someone?
-Me
Dear J,
We talked for hours about how K was ruining her life because of S, we talked about how we would never do that shit and be there for one another. When I considered running away you wanted to help, you wanted to be there for me. I still have pictures of us together, fun times that I try to remember because they are the only things I have left of our friendship. I was there when you talked about your problems at home or with R or J. I was there when you needed a shoulder to cry on or when you needed someone to do ritual with.
I was there when I thought you were in trouble, only to find out it was cruel joke you and everyone decided to play on me because you knew I cared. I prayed for you, I did a spell. I wanted nothing more than to be there for you when you were scared, but it was all just a stupid joke you all thought would be funny to play on me.
Forever will I wonder what I did to deserve such treatment from you and everyone S effected, because no matter what I was there for all of you, and never were there conditions attached to that. If you called me tomarrow and explained everything, even after all these years, I would still rush to your side and tell you how much I missed you and hug you close.
Because I care.
-Me
minx1
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Another one from me too...
Dear Minx..
I always thought of you as such a dear friend. I have always been here and worried about you. I am so sorry to hear what has happened, I really am. You never deserved any of that. I guess the only other thing I can say is welcome back. Despite the circumstances, it is wonderful to see you around again as I have missed you. *hugs*.
I just wish I could help more, but never forget I am always around if you need a shoulder. You are partly responsible for what I have with Shy right now, and for that I will always be grateful. But remember, I am one of many people here who care for you so don't be afraid to come to any of us
Me
Thankyou hon, I appreciate that.
As for Shy, if I helped I am really glad.
I always knew you were right together
shy slave
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Minx
I am so sorry to here things have not worked out, you moved your world for him.
It was a gambol, but one I really wish had worked out for you.
Whatever you decide now will be the right thing.
Even if that does mean getting an ouchie thing from wenchie and using it on him!
I am so sorry to here things have not worked out, you moved your world for him.
It was a gambol, but one I really wish had worked out for you.
Whatever you decide now will be the right thing.
Even if that does mean getting an ouchie thing from wenchie and using it on him!
SweetGigi
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My dear sissy boy,
You have made me the happiest woman on the face of this earth. Sharing the rest of my life with you will be the sinlge greatest accomplishment I can imagine; just short of bearing your children in the near future. I love you so.
your Miss
You have made me the happiest woman on the face of this earth. Sharing the rest of my life with you will be the sinlge greatest accomplishment I can imagine; just short of bearing your children in the near future. I love you so.
your Miss
jockdom
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*soft smile* Thanks Jock
Today the weather reminds me of home. The wind is really strong...its not freezing but definitely biting. I like it.
I just went out in it and it was refreshing. Feels like its blowing away all the shit lol
Anyway, I got my h-a-h friend stopping by in about an hour for a drink which will be really good.
I know what you mean about the weather nothing like a bit o cool rain to wash away all the shite.
Hope you enjoyed your bevvy.
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