I've got a big hurdle to climb this week. The kind that people lose sleep over. I told Daddy I was tired and he said, 'I know sweet girl, but you'll make it through this.'
He believes in me.
Please take care Lilli and know that I'm here if you want to chat (((Hugs)))
I appreciate that!
Hi Honey,
Thank you! Yes, he tries to support me when he knows things are wrong, but I hate to bother him. He's got enough other things to deal with, so I want to behave and not give him more stuff to worry about. By tomorrow I will have found my way back to my usual "Pollyanna" state. (Otherwise known as the state of denial.) I'm just feeling a bit low tonight, but I don't want to be a burden. I'll message something to him but maybe I don't need to elaborate?
I know...but it's not something new. When I have to face my reality head on, it's bad, it hurts and I get upset.
But it's not worth upsetting anyone over because by tomorrow I'll be firmly back into my happy denials and it won't hurt.
It's a little like an eclipse...it only burns your retina when you look directly at the sun. (And you only "have" to look at the sun if someone holds your head and forces your eyes open.) I didn't see a thing.
Yes, I'm feeling upset right this second, but it will go away. Just like the sun will come out tomorrow...
I've got a big hurdle to climb this week. The kind that people lose sleep over. I told Daddy I was tired and he said, 'I know sweet girl, but you'll make it through this.'
He believes in me.
Honey, I hope you're doing well, too. Just know I believe in you, too!
Thinking of Lilli with her upset yesterday and Honey's big hurdle this week and hoping you are doing well.
