Crossdressing journey

OpenRoad_71

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Are you a crossdresser, or maybe 'crossdresser curious', or even just a chap who likes to wear woman's clothing?
The journey is different for all of us, although there is a common moment: that first time we put on a garment of woman's clothing. Some of us felt guilty, some didn't, but for all of us who went on to accept the label "crossdresser", it felt right.
My journey was one of guilt and longing: guilt when I acted on my desire to crossdress and longing when I didn't. I threw away so many lovely garments: dresses, panties, body stockings. And dildos too of course :(
But now I don't mind saying: I am a crossdresser. I am Alison. And my male side too of course. We coexist comfortably.
I am at the point in the journey where the guilt is gone and I am accepting and enjoying my kink: i recently went to a men's suana in full makeup and dressed to kill. I flirted and flashed, and I loved it, can't wait to go back.
I have no idea where my journey is leading, I am excited and a bit nervous to find out.
Some of you are further along than me - what happened next? Where might I go from here?
And for those of you earlier on in the journey - how are you doing? What is your next step? Are you comfortable or still feeling guilty?
 
Good for you. I think we have all been in the places you described. I know I have. I have purged multiple times only to feel regret in do so. Like you I am at the point where I know this is a part of me and stop fighting it and enjoy it.
 
Good for you. I think we have all been in the places you described. I know I have. I have purged multiple times only to feel regret in do so. Like you I am at the point where I know this is a part of me and stop fighting it and enjoy it.
Thanks :)
Loving that you have a word for it: "purging" - lol.
 
I would dress if I could pass but I can’t. It’s too depressing for me to try to dress nicely and fail so I have stopped except for some fem man panties that I like to wear.
 
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