Confessions: What are yours? Part V

ICT I feel like I've been super bitchy lately.... and I hate how it makes me feel.... Though it doesn't help when people push my buttons and act like things that aren't my fault are suddenly mine... And then get upset with me when I dare to call them out on it, so in a way the bitch comes out when she's needed. lol.
 
I suspect I'm not the type you're hoping will respond to this, but if you ever need an ear, feel free to send me a message.

Sometimes it helps to have someone to bounce things off of. Someone with an outside perspective.
Don't know that I was looking for anyone to respond but I definitely appreciate the offer. I think I'll take you up on it sometime.

I guess it was one of those reaffirmation things. If you see it written down you can manage it and overcome it...or at least not succumb to it.
 
Don't know that I was looking for anyone to respond but I definitely appreciate the offer. I think I'll take you up on it sometime.

I guess it was one of those reaffirmation things. If you see it written down you can manage it and overcome it...or at least not succumb to it.

I dont identify with everything you said, but ICT I do identify with much of it. The self harm especially. Its something I have struggled with since I was a child.
 
I dont identify with everything you said, but ICT I do identify with much of it. The self harm especially. Its something I have struggled with since I was a child.
I'm sorry to hear that. It does provide some consolation for me. I hope it does for you. As was offered to me I'm available should you want to talk with someone.
 
I'm sorry to hear that. It does provide some consolation for me. I hope it does for you. As was offered to me I'm available should you want to talk with someone.

Its...hard to explain. To anyone who hasnt been there. I get no solace from pain, for me it is the balancing of the books. I get punished and my pain means I am absolved of the weight of the guilt or shame.
 
Its...hard to explain. To anyone who hasnt been there. I get no solace from pain, for me it is the balancing of the books. I get punished and my pain means I am absolved of the weight of the guilt or shame.
Sorry Nevyn I left you with an incomplete thought. What I meant to say is that I hoped it provided some solace meeting others who live with similar struggles.
 
ICT guy has reached batshit crazy top level!!
Comparing yourself to Socrates, yup you definitely levelled up
Absolute bellend 😂
 
I was in my 40’s and a girl in her early 20’s asked me to teach her how to fuck.
She went on the pill and we fucked regular for a good few months.
She could suck like I have never had before or since, But her fucking skills needed help.
She’s married now with two kids, I still see her about now and then and she always gives me a big smile ... 😉
 
ICT I had this crazy plan of getting Hubby, GF, and me in the same place (out house) at the same time (last night) and then nudging things toward a threesome. It worked!!! 😁😈♥️

IACT GF just left. She wanted to go early before the Kiddo woke, but I told her all we have to do was tell him she slept on the couch. I'm worried she might really be regretting it. 😳

IACT I'm thinking of waking Hubby up so he can fuck me. He only fucked me once last night (GF got it twice, at my insistence) and didn't even cum in me. I admit that I might have some lingering jealousy, but not in a bad way. 😈😍

IFCT when he first slid into her as I watched, I was more jealous than I have every been of anything in my life... and so fucking turned on! 😳😍😈
 
IFCT when he first slid into her as I watched, I was more jealous than I have every been of anything in my life... and so fucking turned on! 😳😍😈

Sounds like you might have a bit of cuckquean in you. My wife has the same reaction.
 
But when I need someone it's a desire too. I dont need unless I desire, I dont desire if I dont need.
 
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