Confessions: What are yours? Part V

[LTMMC]

ICT I'm grateful for all of you and all is well! Jerks are gonna be jerks no matter what. But this is such a nice place!

IACT I bought new lingerie today that I'm looking forward to sharing in my thread!

dear Nikki and dear gullible “gobblers up” of her horror stories!

Any woman can make up a story easily today, about having been molested supposedly. And I could detail what my conversations with Nikki entailed in reality. We exchanged 12 or more PMs in total. Most of them very friendly ones.

But her last PM to me said something like “I got you now! And you will regret what you wrote me”. Exactly like the #MeToo hysteria plays out these days typically.

OK, pity her and despise me, if you like, gullible readers of Nikki’s horror tales. That’s how smear campaigns have been working now at least since 2017.

 

[RoperTrace]

ICT it would be great to read just 1 thing that you have written.

Agree, maybe just call it The Unfiltered Papers of lil_jenni. Some new author did something similar just recently.

 

[lil_jenni]

ICT self-proclaimed "voices of reason" seem to frequently be voices of complicity.

IACT that I've noticed over all my years here (more than a decade) that rehabilitation posts often result in reinforcing initial negative impressions rather than mitigating those impressions.

 

[lil_jenni]

ICT it would be great to read just 1 thing that you have written.

Agree, maybe just call it The Unfiltered Papers of lil_jenni. Some new author did something similar just recently.

Thanks, guys. I appreciate the encouraging words.

ICT I've been working (for years ) on a story about my first date with my Hubby, which I thought would just be yet another hookup and ended up being soooo much more. But I think that one be may be too personal for my first story.

IACT a lot of my college hookup stories are really short and mainly go the same way -- get buzzed or drunk, meet a guy, flirt with guy, let guy know pretty early on that a BJ (at least) is probably going to happen, find someplace to give said BJ, go home and jill-off. Rinse and repeat (and yeah, pun intended ). I think those would get repetitive and boring after a few.

IACT Most of my really interesting college stories involve imperfect memories on my part due to level of inebriation at the time the events occurred.

IFCT I do have a few I could write based on my few weeks working at a Nevada brothel, but I'm not sure I want to tell those.

 

[cheekygirl75]

Thanks, guys. I appreciate the encouraging words.

ICT I've been working (for years ) on a story about my first date with my Hubby, which I thought would just be yet another hookup and ended up being soooo much more. But I think that one be may be too personal for my first story.

IACT a lot of my college hookup stories are really short and mainly go the same way -- get buzzed or drunk, meet a guy, flirt with guy, let guy know pretty early on that a BJ (at least) is probably going to happen, find someplace to give said BJ, go home and jill-off. Rinse and repeat (and yeah, pun intended ). I think those would get repetitive and boring after a few.

IACT Most of my really interesting college stories involve imperfect memories on my part due to level of inebriation at the time the events occurred.

IFCT I do have a few I could write based on my few weeks working at a Nevada brothel, but I'm not sure I want to tell those.

I feel like you could easily use the college hookups, standard and “interesting”, as the basis for fictional stories… or mostly true but with some exaggeration, possibly not real details, etc. But I would have trouble publishing my own stories too, so what do I know?

 

[lil_jenni]

I feel like you could easily use the college hookups, standard and “interesting”, as the basis for fictional stories… or mostly true but with some exaggeration, possibly not real details, etc. But I would have trouble publishing my own stories too, so what do I know?

Oh, I'm sure you're right. But my anxiety kicks in when I write, and I start to second guess myself and whether anyone really wants to read what
I write. Or, I obsess on not remembering details and lose myself in self-recrimination over past actions.

 

[barefootgirl69]

ICT I'm not sure this is what I want.

 

[SmartIsSexy64]

ICT I am late to this discussion and may not be adding much

IACT It's unfortunate that most of us come here for fun and escape, but it's the assholes who get an unfair and undeserved share of the attention

IACT that in short sentences and posts it is sometimes difficult to convey that you intend to be an ally, not a "white knight" or someone who thinks this should be about him.

 

[lil_jenni]

ICT Hubby and I are having dinner with a partner at his firm and the partner's much younger girlfriend. I'm typing away in the restroom stall because I had to tell someone about this.

IACT the girlfriend is a smoking hot former intern from their firm, whose father is from the US and mother from Brazil. She's about thirty years younger than the partner and about ten years younger than me.

IACT I met her right before Covid hit in 2020 and developed an instant crush. I might have even stalked her a bit online.

IACT her dress reveals about half her boobs, and I barely can keep from staring. Holy fuck. Hubby is keeping his eyes everywhere but her chest.

IFCT I can't wait to get Hubby home so we can fuck our brains out. And I know who I'm going to thinking about in addition to Hubby.

 

[lil_jenni]

ICT Hubby and I are having dinner with a partner at his firm and the partner's much younger girlfriend. I'm typing away in the restroom stall because I had to tell someone about this.

IACT the girlfriend is a smoking hot former intern from their firm, whose father is from the US and mother from Brazil. She's about thirty years younger than the partner and about ten years younger than me.

IACT I met her right before Covid hit in 2020 and developed an instant crush. I might have even stalked her a bit online.

IACT her dress reveals about half her boobs, and I barely can keep from staring. Holy fuck. Hubby is keeping his eyes everywhere but her chest.

IFCT I can't wait to get Hubby home so we can fuck our brains out. And I know who I'm going to thinking about in addition to Hubby.

ICT I had a really nice time after I got over my surprise and got used to how much cleavage she had on display.

IACT that I don't think Hubby or our waiter ever got used to it. Hubby just did a much better job of not letting himself stare.

IFCT Hubby evaded my question on the way home whether he thinks she's hot, just like he did when I asked back when she interned at his firm. I did tell Hubby I think she's hot, and he still didn't admit he thinks so too. But I can tell he does. It's too bad she's dating his boss now.

 

[SinfuIDreams]

ICT I wish I were brave enough to publish some of what I've written. It's mostly semi-autobiographical, which may be some of my hesitation about publishing it here. I've ponderd just doing something fictional first, but I can't seem to finish those stories.

Make the plot so outrageous nobody will believe it's true, most of my works are based on real life people with real life sex included. I just embellish the story line to make them sound unrealistic.

ICT I wish I could hide myself away from the world with a vibrator and a laptop till the end of my time on this planet. Preferably somewhere warm.

IACT people scare the shit out of me.

 

[Azuldrgon]

ICT I've been away for a while because of better distractions.

IACT I still have been writing a bunch.

IACT I can't wait until November.

 

[Xerxes82]

ICT I really want to see her naked.

 

[BongoGal]

I confess that I ended up acting a little weird while costume shopping with a friend this weekend. I was just hanging out with her, helping her to shop, but I was not shopping for myself. I haven't been in a costume for Halloween since high school. Anyhow, I noticed something I had never seen before. It was a piece of clothing that I could vaguely describe as a bikini top, and it was made out of an impossibly thin and flimsy feeling metallic foil kind of cloth. My first thought was that it would tear easily, but a little tugging at it convinced me that it would stretch a little but not fall apart. Plus there was a photo of a woman wearing it, and it was solid on her. She looked like she was trying out for a role in a new Marvel movie in an eye-catching shiny superhero costume. My friend said I should try it on, and I dismissed her with a laugh. She said, "You know you want to." Until she said that, I didn't actually know that I did, but I quickly admitted to myself that I wanted to try it on, so I did.

I went to the dressing room, and I did a very thorough search of the area for any hidden cameras and saw none. I doffed the baseball shirt I had on and contemplated putting this top on over my bra, but that seemed stupid. Off came the bra, and on went the flimsy metal cloth thing. I looked in the mirror and was very conflicted. I looked ridiculous, but I had to admit that it was very flattering. It was also quite clear that I could never leave the dressing room with it on, never mind be seen at a party in it. I swear, it looked for all the world as if my boobs had been coated in a thin metallic paint. The straps looked like straps, I guess, but the cups left nothing to the imagination. At all. I mean, the dressing room factor and the skimpy top and the AC combined to give me pebble-hard nipples, and the metal-foil-fabric seemed to accentuate them rather than hide them. Imagine pokey nipples and then having them glint in the light. I was horny before I walked into the place, but now I was a 9+ with no outlet. I could see crinkly areolas around the nips, that's how revealing it was. You don't get that through a cotton tee. I called out to my friend and said, "This is ridiculous." She said to come out and let her see. I said there was no way I was stepping out of that dressing room looking like that. She whined a little, and I said she could take a peek through the door. I let the door open about a foot, and she stuck her head halfway in. I stood proudly with my chest puffed out like a superhero posing. She stared wide-eyed for a couple of seconds and said, "You could put an eye out." I said, "I know, and never let us speak of this again."

 

[Mr_bogey]

I confess that I ended up acting a little weird while costume shopping with a friend this weekend. I was just hanging out with her, helping her to shop, but I was not shopping for myself. I haven't been in a costume for Halloween since high school. Anyhow, I noticed something I had never seen before. It was a piece of clothing that I could vaguely describe as a bikini top, and it was made out of an impossibly thin and flimsy feeling metallic foil kind of cloth. My first thought was that it would tear easily, but a little tugging at it convinced me that it would stretch a little but not fall apart. Plus there was a photo of a woman wearing it, and it was solid on her. She looked like she was trying out for a role in a new Marvel movie in an eye-catching shiny superhero costume. My friend said I should try it on, and I dismissed her with a laugh. She said, "You know you want to." Until she said that, I didn't actually know that I did, but I quickly admitted to myself that I wanted to try it on, so I did.

I went to the dressing room, and I did a very thorough search of the area for any hidden cameras and saw none. I doffed the baseball shirt I had on and contemplated putting this top on over my bra, but that seemed stupid. Off came the bra, and on went the flimsy metal cloth thing. I looked in the mirror and was very conflicted. I looked ridiculous, but I had to admit that it was very flattering. It was also quite clear that I could never leave the dressing room with it on, never mind be seen at a party in it. I swear, it looked for all the world as if my boobs had been coated in a thin metallic paint. The straps looked like straps, I guess, but the cups left nothing to the imagination. At all. I mean, the dressing room factor and the skimpy top and the AC combined to give me pebble-hard nipples, and the metal-foil-fabric seemed to accentuate them rather than hide them. Imagine pokey nipples and then having them glint in the light. I was horny before I walked into the place, but now I was a 9+ with no outlet. I could see crinkly areolas around the nips, that's how revealing it was. You don't get that through a cotton tee. I called out to my friend and said, "This is ridiculous." She said to come out and let her see. I said there was no way I was stepping out of that dressing room looking like that. She whined a little, and I said she could take a peek through the door. I let the door open about a foot, and she stuck her head halfway in. I stood proudly with my chest puffed out like a superhero posing. She stared wide-eyed for a couple of seconds and said, "You could put an eye out." I said, "I know, and never let us speak of this again."

You should have snapped a picture so your lit friends could really comprehend what you are describing.

 

[Smoothshavendad]

I confess that I ended up acting a little weird while costume shopping with a friend this weekend. I was just hanging out with her, helping her to shop, but I was not shopping for myself. I haven't been in a costume for Halloween since high school. Anyhow, I noticed something I had never seen before. It was a piece of clothing that I could vaguely describe as a bikini top, and it was made out of an impossibly thin and flimsy feeling metallic foil kind of cloth. My first thought was that it would tear easily, but a little tugging at it convinced me that it would stretch a little but not fall apart. Plus there was a photo of a woman wearing it, and it was solid on her. She looked like she was trying out for a role in a new Marvel movie in an eye-catching shiny superhero costume. My friend said I should try it on, and I dismissed her with a laugh. She said, "You know you want to." Until she said that, I didn't actually know that I did, but I quickly admitted to myself that I wanted to try it on, so I did.

I went to the dressing room, and I did a very thorough search of the area for any hidden cameras and saw none. I doffed the baseball shirt I had on and contemplated putting this top on over my bra, but that seemed stupid. Off came the bra, and on went the flimsy metal cloth thing. I looked in the mirror and was very conflicted. I looked ridiculous, but I had to admit that it was very flattering. It was also quite clear that I could never leave the dressing room with it on, never mind be seen at a party in it. I swear, it looked for all the world as if my boobs had been coated in a thin metallic paint. The straps looked like straps, I guess, but the cups left nothing to the imagination. At all. I mean, the dressing room factor and the skimpy top and the AC combined to give me pebble-hard nipples, and the metal-foil-fabric seemed to accentuate them rather than hide them. Imagine pokey nipples and then having them glint in the light. I was horny before I walked into the place, but now I was a 9+ with no outlet. I could see crinkly areolas around the nips, that's how revealing it was. You don't get that through a cotton tee. I called out to my friend and said, "This is ridiculous." She said to come out and let her see. I said there was no way I was stepping out of that dressing room looking like that. She whined a little, and I said she could take a peek through the door. I let the door open about a foot, and she stuck her head halfway in. I stood proudly with my chest puffed out like a superhero posing. She stared wide-eyed for a couple of seconds and said, "You could put an eye out." I said, "I know, and never let us speak of this again."

Wow! That is super hot! Did it turn you on to have her see you in it? did you talk with her about about how it made you feel?

 

[Mr_bogey]

ICT I have been gone far to long.
Spent way to much time again keeping my kinky side hidden from the world again
And ICT I am fed up with having to be something I'm not.

So Watch out Lit here I come

I've been preparing for this all my life. If I can be of any assistance with the coming part, let me know.

 

[Mr_bogey]

I took a sick day and I am using it for something else. XD

Good for you. #stickittotheman

 

[Mr_bogey]

ICT I like this thread and I haven't checked in on it in a bit (so apologies for bumping old posts)

 

[SmartIsSexy64]

ICT—I like to boogie woogie oogie.

ICT You should boogie 'til you just can't boogie no more

 

[lil_jenni]

ICT I'm sorry for my 'anxiety ridden' post from the other night and my 'narcissistic' follow up post (at least according to a PM I received).

IACT I'll try to limit my posts to those that are 'sexy' instead of the 'downer drama' ones.

 

[lil_jenni]

I confess that I ended up acting a little weird while costume shopping with a friend this weekend. I was just hanging out with her, helping her to shop, but I was not shopping for myself. I haven't been in a costume for Halloween since high school. Anyhow, I noticed something I had never seen before. It was a piece of clothing that I could vaguely describe as a bikini top, and it was made out of an impossibly thin and flimsy feeling metallic foil kind of cloth. My first thought was that it would tear easily, but a little tugging at it convinced me that it would stretch a little but not fall apart. Plus there was a photo of a woman wearing it, and it was solid on her. She looked like she was trying out for a role in a new Marvel movie in an eye-catching shiny superhero costume. My friend said I should try it on, and I dismissed her with a laugh. She said, "You know you want to." Until she said that, I didn't actually know that I did, but I quickly admitted to myself that I wanted to try it on, so I did.

I went to the dressing room, and I did a very thorough search of the area for any hidden cameras and saw none. I doffed the baseball shirt I had on and contemplated putting this top on over my bra, but that seemed stupid. Off came the bra, and on went the flimsy metal cloth thing. I looked in the mirror and was very conflicted. I looked ridiculous, but I had to admit that it was very flattering. It was also quite clear that I could never leave the dressing room with it on, never mind be seen at a party in it. I swear, it looked for all the world as if my boobs had been coated in a thin metallic paint. The straps looked like straps, I guess, but the cups left nothing to the imagination. At all. I mean, the dressing room factor and the skimpy top and the AC combined to give me pebble-hard nipples, and the metal-foil-fabric seemed to accentuate them rather than hide them. Imagine pokey nipples and then having them glint in the light. I was horny before I walked into the place, but now I was a 9+ with no outlet. I could see crinkly areolas around the nips, that's how revealing it was. You don't get that through a cotton tee. I called out to my friend and said, "This is ridiculous." She said to come out and let her see. I said there was no way I was stepping out of that dressing room looking like that. She whined a little, and I said she could take a peek through the door. I let the door open about a foot, and she stuck her head halfway in. I stood proudly with my chest puffed out like a superhero posing. She stared wide-eyed for a couple of seconds and said, "You could put an eye out." I said, "I know, and never let us speak of this again."

What Halloween store? I always get two costumes--one for trick or treating with the kiddo, and one for me to wear later with Hubby. What your describing would work well for part of the latter costume.

 

[lil_jenni]

You post how you want. Give me a break!

Thanks! And I will! But I do know that I get all drama sometimes. Hubby says it's part of my charm, and he even does so with a straight face.

ICT I did once have a poster on this thread (or it's predecessor) announce that he was blocking me because I was taking over the thread with my drama. Another poster suggested I needed a therapist (I have one). Sometimes I just want to vent and don't have another place to do it.

 

[lil_jenni]

They can scroll by. First world problems.

Yeppers!

ICT the vice-principal walked into my classroom while I was perusing Lit threads (don't worry -- the kids were in a different classroom doing activities with our sister class ).

IACT I don't think he saw anything on my phone, but he definitely saw me put it face down on my desk.

IFCT I probably should wait until after I'm off to be on Lit...

 

[Mr_bogey]

Yeppers!

ICT the vice-principal walked into my classroom while I was perusing Lit threads (don't worry -- the kids were in a different classroom doing activities with our sister class ).

IACT I don't think he saw anything on my phone, but he definitely saw me put it face down on my desk.

IFCT I probably should wait until after I'm off to be on Lit...

I thought you were supposed to get off after being on lit (or while on lit)?