Confessions: What Are Yours? Part IV

[Beardpositive77]

ICT this is all I can think about right now...
https://66.media.tumblr.com/e215f5d0adf5421d01ae0bde45a9d9f5/tumblr_phfe2sD6AI1w4jlwfo1_400.gifv

 

[SinfuIDreams]

-- Man, if coping with Corona isn't enough for the poor guy, you spike his blood pressure showing him your 'crown jewels'

He told me his was bored with his work, when I had spoken to him on the phone earlier, his doctor had recommend for him not to leave his hotel room unless it was on fire. Also told me he spends much of his day staring straight into my room across the courtyard and admitted to oglying me after I poke the issue.
So a leisurely stroll naked infont of the lounge full glass wall seemed appropriate

Define older?

Late 60's

ICT this is all I can think about right now...
https://66.media.tumblr.com/e215f5d0adf5421d01ae0bde45a9d9f5/tumblr_phfe2sD6AI1w4jlwfo1_400.gifv

Mmm now me to

 

[Smoothshavendad]

ICT I am feeling the same, the connections I've made here continue to make lockdown doable.

IACT I may have deliberately flashed a older gentlemen last night just for giggles

Thank you, btw.

 

[Jaytwopoint0]

ICT I always run when things start to get serious or deep

 

[SinfuIDreams]

Thank you, btw.

Awe it wasn't me, my flashie had a beard sorry

 

[Beardpositive77]

ICT while I've tried to stay busy with projects all weekend, there was really only one PM conversation that kept me looking forward to things to come.

 

[Micio_Lambire]

ICT I really need a good, hard pounding right now.

IACT I won't get it.

IFCT knowing I won't makes me mad and sad all at the same time.

 

[SinfuIDreams]

ICT while I've tried to stay busy with projects all weekend, there was really only one PM conversation that kept me looking forward to things to come.

Ditto

 

[Mtnmike]

ICT I really need a good, hard pounding right now.

IACT I won't get it.

IFCT knowing I won't makes me mad and sad all at the same time.

So Sorry for your demise, wish I were closer.

 

[lil_jenni]

It’s been a month and a half since my last confession, and I’ve got stuff to confess. Here it goes!

ICT before we went into social distancing mode, Hubby’s cousin found a job here. She was up here for a different job interview when she found out. We celebrated with wine and hot tub time, only I wasn’t supposed to have any wine. After one glass, Hubby went to bed since it was a work night for him. I drank a second glass. I haven’t had any alcohol save a sip or two after toasts and such for about three years. Back then, two glasses would’ve made me buzzed. Now, two glasses and I’m drunk. I kissed and groped Hubby’s cousin, and now I’m 0-3 in the past several years with girls I’ve really thought might be interested in some girl/girl fun. Evidently, she’s not into girls.

IACT that I confessed all this to my therapist a few days later, and she advised I see a psychiatrist she works with, and now I’m on meds full time instead of just as a rescue for anxiety attacks. That was right before things started getting bad here, and I’ve been on them three weeks now. The first two weeks were really up and down emotionally. That’s better now, but my sex drive is about 50% of what it was before. There is some positive to that, because the last few days I have not been getting the desperate urges for sex with Hubby that would often precede me thinking I’m not good enough for Hubby and start acting in ways that could be damaging to our relationship.

IACT I’ve also lost interest in pursuing anything with another woman outside our relationship. Maybe that’s partially because of the incident with Hubby’s cousin, but the meds have evened that all out for me. It doesn’t hurt that Hubby’s working from home, because I’m always better when I spend more time with him.

IFCT the only problem with being at home is that three weeks ago we also moved Hubby’s cousin up here. But because of the situation here, her new job has not started and will not for the foreseeable future. Her stuff is all in one bay of our garage and she’s in the guestroom. It’s been a little awkward for the two of us (Hubby seems oblivious). It’d probably be much worse if not for the new meds.

There’s other stuff that happened during the last six or so weeks—the first three of those had a fair amount of crazy stuff other than my individual drama. I’ll post more later. I didn’t want this to be way too long and rile up those who think I’m a drama queen.

 

[SinfuIDreams]

ICT I have about 0% confidence in most things I do and I'm winging every single part of my life without M around

 

[Beardpositive77]

ICT I have about 0% confidence in most things I do and I'm winging every single part of my life without M around

ICT breaks my heart. It must be so difficult day in and day out.

 

[SinfuIDreams]

ICT breaks my heart. It must be so difficult day in and day out.

I'll be ok. Just got to suck it up and be thankful for what I do have.
Thank you for being so sweet

 

[barefootgirl69]

ICT I feel like I'm doing everything I can and still sometimes it isn't enough. I'm trying to find new ways to reach them but it has to be give and take doesn't it? Doesn't the effort need to come from both sides?

YES! Sometimes I want to bang my head on the desk! Work with me here!

Since he's my child, I can get away with the sarcastic "Want me to do the homework for you, too?" before changing the password on his laptop.

(He told his older brother when he called - who just laughed, telling him "Mama doesn't play, you need to learn that!")

 

[Shi_One81]

IC I’m completely 100% smitten

 

[EnchanteDream]

IC that I love older men.

 

[roc23]

IC that I love older men.

Excellent confession.

 

[Mtnmike]

IC that I love older men.

As an older man, I'd like to thank you.
Just cause there's snow on the roof

 

[AudreyMarie]

IC that I love older men.

They are easy, aren't they? Lol

 

[30bandits]

They are easy, aren't they? Lol

i'm cheap too...

 

[Mtnmike]

They are easy, aren't they? Lol

Well we have to be, short timers and all

 

[Soma99]

A few days ago I used a Caberry Creme Egg my mother had mailed me during Facetime sex.

 

[Jaws82]

I have done nothing of real value while isolating

 

[TANSTAAFL58]

ICT the story I'm working on for Geek Pride has gotten me off a couple of times.
IACT I may have written myself in as a secondary character
IACT I made sure that character is getting lots of sex; way more than most secondary characters
IFCT I structured the story so he would naturally get lots and lots of sex. Because I'm greedy.

 

[Smoothshavendad]

IC that I love older men.

I confess that I love much younger women...