Yes, the world scares me too
But I guess it's one of those things where it seems like you'll NEVER be able to do it but after you get started it's really not that bad. Like driving. I thought I'd never get my license as long as I lived but I passed the test on the first try so whoop-dee-doo. Hopefully my parents'll give me a decent amount of graduation money to live off of until I find a job, hopefully at an art gallery... after high school I've had about enough of the retail world.

