COCK SUCKING. embarrassed or proud

When you're on your knees, with your mouth full of cum, your own load splattered on the ground before you, and your boss is texting because you're forty minutes late getting back from lunch, well... not the proudest moment
Jeph, the opposite happened to me. I took a long lunch break to meet up with an escort at her apartment. She was lying on the bed, naked with her head hanging down - I had just finished my first time getting a blowjob that way and shot a big load in her mouth. Cum was dripping out of her nose when I hear my phone buzz on the dresser. When I checked it, after she cleaned her face and my cock, it was my boss.
 
that made my nipples a little hard 😍

I'm not normally into much of anything in the BDSM realm, but as slightly submissive, I'll always go with a Daddy who knows how to take care of his slut

Well, that order wasn't so much BDSM as it was a dominant, authoritarian Daddy figure taking charge; based on your nipples reacting ( :heart:!!:kiss: ) an order like that should hit all the right response notes!
 
Jeph, the opposite happened to me. I took a long lunch break to meet up with an escort at her apartment. She was lying on the bed, naked with her head hanging down - I had just finished my first time getting a blowjob that way and shot a big load in her mouth. Cum was dripping out of her nose when I hear my phone buzz on the dresser. When I checked it, after she cleaned her face and my cock, it was my boss.
I'm sorry sir. The client was making it hard.
 
I remember my first cock more than my first time wearing my sister's clothes. He was a black guy, about 15 years older than me. I did horrible. For a long time after that, every guy I sucked, or anytime I would cum in my panties, I'd feel embarrassed or shameful. I would have to play a war type video game where I could act like a man, doing manly things. So to speak.

Now, I do get excited, and a little horny, thinking of the possibility that any man that sees me will jack off thinking about me later. I do feel a sense of pride knowing that the man in front of me is getting hard because of how sexy I look. I feel a sense of accomplishment when the cock I am sucking off, gives me my creamy reward.

It took me a long time, just the last few weeks or so in fact, to finally truthfully accept who I am. I AM A GAY SISSY CROSSDRESSER AND I LOVE MEN AND THEIR HARD COCKS.
Rachel, I would love to be the man standing in front of you with his hard cock in your mouth. It is refreshing to have a sissy faggot crossdresser admit to loving to suck cocks.
 
Hmm--still some mystery about how I'll feel about sucking my first cock. I THINK it will depend on who I'm around. There are definitely some folks to whom I'll never breathe a word! Embarrassed? Not really, I'd guess, but avoidant. I like 'em, but know their triggers. We mesh in a lot of areas. but there's no question about how they regard queers, so that conversation won't happen on purpose.

But in the quiet of my own thoughts, I'm pretty sure I'll be proud of myself for enjoying a new adventure!
 
Hmm--still some mystery about how I'll feel about sucking my first cock. I THINK it will depend on who I'm around. There are definitely some folks to whom I'll never breathe a word! Embarrassed? Not really, I'd guess, but avoidant. I like 'em, but know their triggers. We mesh in a lot of areas. but there's no question about how they regard queers, so that conversation won't happen on purpose.

But in the quiet of my own thoughts, I'm pretty sure I'll be proud of myself for enjoying a new adventure!
Ben - you will wonder - "Why didn't I do this sooner?"

Feeling, simultaneously, the firmness of a rock hard cock AND the silky softness of the cock skin, is pretty much indescribable. But, once you have done it, it just feels right.

Go for it.
 
Hmm--still some mystery about how I'll feel about sucking my first cock. I THINK it will depend on who I'm around. There are definitely some folks to whom I'll never breathe a word! Embarrassed? Not really, I'd guess, but avoidant. I like 'em, but know their triggers. We mesh in a lot of areas. but there's no question about how they regard queers, so that conversation won't happen on purpose.

But in the quiet of my own thoughts, I'm pretty sure I'll be proud of myself for enjoying a new adventure!
I'm sure you've had your cock sucked before. If you want to delve into queerness it's always cool to start with another guy sucking YOUR cock. After a few sessions and how good it always feels, as a good person you'll want to reciprocate. You'll enjoy yourself soooo much!
 
I'm sure you've had your cock sucked before. If you want to delve into queerness it's always cool to start with another guy sucking YOUR cock. After a few sessions and how good it always feels, as a good person you'll want to reciprocate. You'll enjoy yourself soooo much!
Oh yeah, have had some fabulous blow jobs. And maybe, just maybe, I'm on track for my first cock--scheduled to meet a couple next week--he's a recent convert to bi- and she seems to enjoy pegging. I suspect it'll be less awkward to have her and her tits there to lead the way! Pretty damned eager!
 
Oh yeah, have had some fabulous blow jobs. And maybe, just maybe, I'm on track for my first cock--scheduled to meet a couple next week--he's a recent convert to bi- and she seems to enjoy pegging. I suspect it'll be less awkward to have her and her tits there to lead the way! Pretty damned eager!
so you know what a fabulous blow job feels like

now you know why guys and trans girls give the best blow jobs

you'll soon understand how awesome it is to give phenomenal blow jobs!
 
Oh yeah, have had some fabulous blow jobs. And maybe, just maybe, I'm on track for my first cock--scheduled to meet a couple next week--he's a recent convert to bi- and she seems to enjoy pegging. I suspect it'll be less awkward to have her and her tits there to lead the way! Pretty damned eager!
Ben, that is the way I started. An escort friend had a client that wanted to try MMF. At the time she didn't have an "M" to add to the mix. I told her, I'll do it - but I'm not paying. (Even though we were friends and would do stuff "off the clock" I still paid for sessions.) She got the other guy to pay double her normal rate. It was great.

And you are right, having a woman there made it very easy. I still fondly remember (and masturbate to) the feeling of both her and I sucking his cock and meeting at the tip for a kiss.
 
Oh yeah, have had some fabulous blow jobs. And maybe, just maybe, I'm on track for my first cock--scheduled to meet a couple next week--he's a recent convert to bi- and she seems to enjoy pegging. I suspect it'll be less awkward to have her and her tits there to lead the way! Pretty damned eager!
Let’s us know how it goes!
 
I love the feeling of BEING a cocksucker; that mental part is huge for me, makes my cock so hard (I insist on having my pants off when I suck cock). It feels great that very experienced gay guys have told me I'm a good cocksucker. I'm not embarrassed, but I am still nervous about the fact that I suck cock will get around, even though the thought of being outed turns me the fuck on.
 
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