COCK SUCKING. embarrassed or proud

I love sucking cock, almost as much as I love having my cock sucked.

If given the choice:
1. Suck guy X and that's it.
2. Be sucked by guy Y and that's it.

I would choose 2. So being sucked is my main desire.:devil:

Sticking to the X factor here. I guess that makes me guy Y. The line forms to my left.
I hope someone brought a pillow for my knees, looks like it's going to be a busy day.
 
Sticking to the X factor here. I guess that makes me guy Y. The line forms to my left.
I hope someone brought a pillow for my knees, looks like it's going to be a busy day.
I'm with you all the way. I have no real desire to have a guy blowing me. But I guess if that's the way the other guy wants it, to suck me too, ok. But my main desire is to serve a nice cock with my warm wet mouth, and also his butthole if it's clean.
 
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I love sucking cock, almost as much as I love having my cock sucked.

If given the choice:
1. Suck guy X and that's it.
2. Be sucked by guy Y and that's it.

I would choose 2. So being sucked is my main desire.:devil:

I have a very strong, specific cock fetish: thick, white, circumcised, flared head.

If it looks like that, then definitely 1. If not, then 2.
 
Sticking to the X factor here. I guess that makes me guy Y. The line forms to my left.
I hope someone brought a pillow for my knees, looks like it's going to be a busy day.

Same here except I keep knee pads in the trunk of my car for just such an occasion.
 
After starting at a young age with a friend...it was less embarrassed, than getting caught....in college, it was a pleasurable way to get what I wanted..
never considered to be embarrassed nor carried a flag or considered I needed a medal for it.
 
Not embarrassed

Sucking cock is something I started 4 years ago (Age 68, Now 72) and I am not embarrassed or ashamed nor am I proud but I do keep it a secret.

But damn I sure do like it.
 
Sucked my first about 10 years ago, give or take a few . Also was mounted about that time frame too. I'm surely not embarrassed and I do enjoy both activities when the need and mood hits me. I'm damn good...lol
Merry Christmas!!
 
I felt both. I was so aroused to have a man's penis in my mouth I to fight not touching myself. I could barely get my mouth around it.... And then it got hard. Stretching my lips to capacity.

When he finally came I couldn't believe the jets of semem squirting down my throat. I was so proud. My entire mouth throat and stomach were coated with male ejaculate. And then after I came it hit me. I was a faggot. I couldn't get that taste of sperm out of my throat. I drank some water and spit out. No help. My God I walked off to my car. I had finally accomplished what I had fantasized about countless times.

I got in my car and realized a man's penis had just sprayed me full of sperm. And I loved it. Since then I've NEVER regretted it. Cleary the most peasureable sexual experience I have ever had. No cunt could satisfy me or could ever be even 1% as, satisfying.

And sometimes I get off dreaming of tongue ing a man's ass as he ejaculates in front of my wife as masterbate him. Or rubbing my face in a man's balls while she laughs is a source of never ending excitement
 
I felt both. I was so aroused to have a man's penis in my mouth I to fight not touching myself. I could barely get my mouth around it.... And then it got hard. Stretching my lips to capacity.

When he finally came I couldn't believe the jets of semem squirting down my throat. I was so proud. My entire mouth throat and stomach were coated with male ejaculate. And then after I came it hit me. I was a faggot. I couldn't get that taste of sperm out of my throat. I drank some water and spit out. No help. My God I walked off to my car. I had finally accomplished what I had fantasized about countless times.

I got in my car and realized a man's penis had just sprayed me full of sperm. And I loved it. Since then I've NEVER regretted it. Cleary the most peasureable sexual experience I have ever had. No cunt could satisfy me or could ever be even 1% as, satisfying.

And sometimes I get off dreaming of tongue ing a man's ass as he ejaculates in front of my wife as masterbate him. Or rubbing my face in a man's balls while she laughs is a source of never ending excitement

There can be a sense off pride when you get your first man off. Like others here, my first gay experience was at a young age, and I have always gotten excited when he cums. Glad to read your story and that you enjoyed it so much *s*
 
I want to suck you, as my first. Always wanted to try it. I’m 60, married must be safe and discreet
 
I felt both. I was so aroused to have a man's penis in my mouth I to fight not touching myself. I could barely get my mouth around it.... And then it got hard. Stretching my lips to capacity.

When he finally came I couldn't believe the jets of semem squirting down my throat. I was so proud. My entire mouth throat and stomach were coated with male ejaculate. And then after I came it hit me. I was a faggot. I couldn't get that taste of sperm out of my throat. I drank some water and spit out. No help. My God I walked off to my car. I had finally accomplished what I had fantasized about countless times.

I got in my car and realized a man's penis had just sprayed me full of sperm. And I loved it. Since then I've NEVER regretted it. Cleary the most peasureable sexual experience I have ever had. No cunt could satisfy me or could ever be even 1% as, satisfying.

And sometimes I get off dreaming of tongue ing a man's ass as he ejaculates in front of my wife as masterbate him. Or rubbing my face in a man's balls while she laughs is a source of never ending excitement
Loved your note because I could totally relate. When I got the nerve to explore my desire to suck a cock what I remembered and loved most was feeling his cock expand in my mouth and his moaning as he was getting close. And when he came I couldn’t believe the wonderful feeling of him shooting multiple streams of warm cum in my mouth and how much I loved the taste. That was what got me hooked and since then I am a total cock sucker. Wife has no idea
 
Yes

I am very proud that I have given head and have very proud that I can swallow. It is a treat when a man covers my tongue and throat with his cum. I wish I could do it more often but it seems everyone in this area is scared to take a chance. Cincinnati btw.
 
Love cock too..........

Loved your note because I could totally relate. When I got the nerve to explore my desire to suck a cock what I remembered and loved most was feeling his cock expand in my mouth and his moaning as he was getting close. And when he came I couldn’t believe the wonderful feeling of him shooting multiple streams of warm cum in my mouth and how much I loved the taste. That was what got me hooked and since then I am a total cock sucker. Wife has no idea

I started fucking sissies 5 yrs ago, then was a gay bottom...here's a lovely cock.


https://i.imgur.com/HMJEyAi.jpg
 
Giving pleasure

I love sucking cock, almost as much as I love having my cock sucked.

If given the choice:
1. Suck guy X and that's it.
2. Be sucked by guy Y and that's it.

I would choose 2. So being sucked is my main desire.:devil:

Over the years I have become a cocksucker, if he has a nice cock with a mushroom. So I would say #1
 
Actually, a little of both. I'm proud of my skills as a cocksucker and of my ability to tolerate and accept a vigorous throat fucking, and the intense feelings of embarrassment and humiliation I experience because I'm a Cocksucker exponentially increase my erotic arousal and serve as an aphrodisiac.
 
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