COCK SUCKING. embarrassed or proud

[Astroman72]

I've never sucked another guy's cock, but I have sucked my own hundreds of times in my youth--so I think that at least makes me an honorary cocksucker! And if the right opportunity presented itself, I know I'd love sucking other guys.

I'm very private with my sexuality, so I'd be embarrassed if other people knew I liked cock sucking, but really I'd be slightly embarrassed if they knew how much I loved licking pussy or rimming women, too. But as far as the way I feel about it myself, I don't feel either proud or embarrassed--it's just a desire that's always part of my sexuality, and something I find extremely pleasurable.

 

[biguylovesit]

very much

a proud cocksucker and want it more often!

 

[snakey123]

what is there to be embaressed about ?

 

[knightoftheshootingstars]

Sucking cock is something I enjoy...a lot. But I can't say I'm either proud or embarrassed by it in the same way my wife isn't embarrassed by being able to give a great blow job. It's just not something that comes up in casual conversation. Having said that, immediately before, during and after sucking a guy's cock I have to say I'm generally quite pleased with myself ;-).

 

[J1biboi]

I've only sucked one cock and that was a long time ago. I never felt embarrassed or proud but I did like it and am glad that I did it. But I am also sad that I have never got to suck another one.

 

[rae121452]

For me, the turning point was when I realized that it actually thrilled me to embrace the feelings of humiliation and debasement that being a "Cocksucker" engendered in me. Rather than being offended by these distinctions, I actually glorified in them and looked forward to the next opportunity to become degraded and "used"!! Women complain about being objectified while I aspire to the role. I love being a Cocksucker!!! There's no more thrilling sensation than having my throat being used as a cock sleeve and to be seen as a convenient hole for men to impersonally fuck and ejaculate into. I revel in being orally abused!

i've never gotten the feeling of being used, abused or debased. quite the opposite, i love the feeling of power it gives me to service a guy's cock. i love feeling in control of his pleasure. when i suck dick i'm the one who decides how, when and for how long. i'm older now and have pretty much closed up shop but i still think about it and sometimes dream that i'm sucking. i've honestly sucked dicks to the tune of well over a thousand and never gotten tired of it and have felt flattered when i got cocks on referral from one of the guys i'd blown in the past. so, proud, i guess.

 

[Traveler99921]

Glad to be a cocksucker

I can't say proud is the right word, but I am glad I suck cock. I started to feel a sexual attraction to men when I was in my fifties. I suppressed it for several years, but finally knew I had to try it. I told my wife about my gay desires, and after about a month she told me I should try it. Within a week I had sucked my first cock, and I knew I had homosexual desires and wanted to keep on having sex with men.

It did not mean I was gay. In fact about 2 hours after I sucked a cock for the first time my wife and we had a very intense sexual experience. Eventually my wife told me I was a better husband and lover after I became a cocksucker. Our relationship became more intimate and more sexual.

If i am proud of any thing it is my cock sucking skills. I guess I am a natural cock sucker and know how to give a man a great sexual experience, or at least that is what they tell me.

 

[sterculius]

i've never gotten the feeling of being used, abused or debased. quite the opposite, i love the feeling of power it gives me to service a guy's cock. i love feeling in control of his pleasure. when i suck dick i'm the one who decides how, when and for how long. i'm older now and have pretty much closed up shop but i still think about it and sometimes dream that i'm sucking. i've honestly sucked dicks to the tune of well over a thousand and never gotten tired of it and have felt flattered when i got cocks on referral from one of the guys i'd blown in the past. so, proud, i guess.

Rightly or wrongly, most of us grew up in a culture that considered men who eagerly suck the cocks of other men to be perverted and depraved. In spite of this predominant viewpoint, I very early on came to accept that I enjoyed letting other men use my mouth as a means to reach orgasm and as a depository for their semen. I willingly embraced the role of 'cocksucker'!

 

[bhurry]

Rightly or wrongly, most of us grew up in a culture that considered men who eagerly suck the cocks of other men to be perverted and depraved. In spite of this predominant viewpoint, I very early on came to accept that I enjoyed letting other men use my mouth as a means to reach orgasm and as a depository for their semen. I willingly embraced the role of 'cocksucker'![/QUOTE

Right on. We a friend and I you might say almost stand proud in our minds knowing and as you say excepting the fact that yes i enjoy no embrace my cock sucking skill. The thrill and joy when you feel and hear that gasp just before the warm semen fills you is fantastic.

 

[peter49parker]

If you have sucked a cock, is that fact an embarrassment in your life or a source of pride? Has that emotion changed over time?

At 65, I was a late starter when it comes to sucking cock. Since then, I have always been proud to be a member of F.O.C.S. (Fraternal Order of Cock Suckers). My only regret is waiting so long to join.

 

[sterculius]

Rightly or wrongly, most of us grew up in a culture that considered men who eagerly suck the cocks of other men to be perverted and depraved. In spite of this predominant viewpoint, I very early on came to accept that I enjoyed letting other men use my mouth as a means to reach orgasm and as a depository for their semen. I willingly embraced the role of 'cocksucker'![/QUOTE

Right on. We a friend and I you might say almost stand proud in our minds knowing and as you say excepting the fact that yes i enjoy no embrace my cock sucking skill. The thrill and joy when you feel and hear that gasp just before the warm semen fills you is fantastic.

Considering the prevailing cultural taboo against male cocksuckers, my oral obsession came with a degree of guilt and embarrassment whenever I succumbed to my compulsion to suck cock, but over time, the guilt and pleasure became inseparable until I couldn't distinguish the one from the other so I now embrace both equally

 

[stinson]

I am delighted that I can call myself a cocksucker :

 

[Escierto]

The first time I sucked my girlfriend’s cock, we went to see a movie afterwards. I was sitting in the theatre and I could still taste her sweet cum in my mouth. I was so happy that I wanted to tell everyone in the theatre that I had just sucked her off.

 

[PleasePeesMe]

Easy to understand why you would want to.

 

[MGTG]

For me, the turning point was when I realized that it actually thrilled me to embrace the feelings of humiliation and debasement that being a "Cocksucker" engendered in me. Rather than being offended by these distinctions, I actually glorified in them and looked forward to the next opportunity to become degraded and "used"!! Women complain about being objectified while I aspire to the role. I love being a Cocksucker!!! There's no more thrilling sensation than having my throat being used as a cock sleeve and to be seen as a convenient hole for men to impersonally fuck and ejaculate into. I revel in being orally abused!

Sterculius I love your profile pic!

 

[Skpmulls]

I'm a proud cocksuckers.

a little of both actually

 

[Skpmulls]

If you have sucked a cock, is that fact an embarrassment in your life or a source of pride? Has that emotion changed over time?

Yes my emotions have changed as well.

 

[sandra753]

Very proud myself lol

 

[dclark21]

If you have sucked a cock, is that fact an embarrassment in your life or a source of pride? Has that emotion changed over time?

Definitely a source of pride with me. I especially like the small ones, the growers if you will, and feeling them lengthening and getting thicker inside your warm wet mouth. The moans and groans are certainly sweet music to my ears. The final grunt and hip thrust, and throbbing of his cock inside my mouth, releasing all that warm, creamy man yogurt, is awesome. Proud to wear the badge of cocksucker!

 

[Cyberdog6x]

I was a late bloomer and did not start until I was in my forties. Originally I would feel shame after the initial high wore off, that high came not from drugs or alcohol but from the delivering pleasure. Know it is all pleasure and craving to hear the moans and feel the pulsing and most of all for that hot load of cum and swallowing it all down. It gives me a very proud feeling.

 

[rc1989]

I did alot in my teens, was embarrassed for wanting it, then took a 30 year marriage break. Last time was beginning of summer. Had a couple drinks at hotel bar he seemed cool we went to his room sat on the bed watched some basketball had a couple drinks out of his minibar. We were rubbing through our shorts. He stands up tells me to stand up and we start unbuttoning each other's pants and they fall to the floor and we step out of them. Then we start rubbing thru underwear and he pushes my boxers down and I do the same to his briefs. We start stroking each other precum flowing. Then he leans back and grabs a condom and tears it open and runs it down his cock. He then pushes me down till I'm sitting on the bed and after about 10 minutes him holding my head and hair and basically face fucking me I feel him throbbing and him grunting and slowly moving in and out . He pulls out still hard and smile up at him feeling proud for sure.

 

[Wageslave]

I'll let you know after I've done my first

 

[nakedworld]

I don't recall being embarrassed on my first occasion. I was rather pleased with myself on last occasion, that having being sucked off myself, I still felt the desire to go down on the other guy within a couple of minutes, although he was saying that I needn't take him if I was no longer in the mood

 

[turbocs37]

I am proud of my knowledge, skill and ability to pleasure a man by sucking and deepthroating his cock and swallowing his thick, hot cum. I have been told many, many, many times I give excellent service. With the exception of men at bookstores who aren't willing to get off because they want to stick around for a while, I never have any problem getting my reward. Often, I'm asked to reduce or temporarily suspend my efforts (lick his balls for a moment) because the guy doesn't want my service to be over too soon. I've had more practice than a lot of cocksuckers and I have worked hard (pun intended) over the years to improve my performance. It has paid dividends and I often get preferential treatment from tops in the bookstore I frequent. This makes me very happy because I am VERY greedy when it comes to cock and cum. I want it ALL for myself.

With that being said, my cocksucking is on the DL (at least as far as I know it is). My life circumstances are such that I have made my choice to keep that facet of my life to myself and my "donors."

 

[Marty Fisher]

If you have sucked a cock, is that fact an embarrassment in your life or a source of pride? Has that emotion changed over time?

Well, when I first did, it certainly wasn't something I was going to shout from the mountains because it was "gay" and "who does that?". Today, I look back and I not only LOVED it, I'm proud of it and I just want more and more and more!!!