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[Ohia_Lehua]

When Citus' hand slipped around my ass and pulled me towards him I knew I had my answer. I wouldn't have to fight against myself with his rejection. I was, no, we both were going to get what we wanted. I smiled up at him showing him my happiness with a smile. I was weak against Citus and I finally accepted that fact as I felt him open me again.

"Ahhhah." I moaned, my legs wrapped around him and pulled him deeper into me. I wanted to feel him all and when he all the way in a pressed into me as far as he could go I was not only stretched with pleasurable pain but there was a sharp jolt every time I pushed up against him and felt the head of him grind against the back of my pussy. Citus was nibbling on my lips and I let him signing into his mouth.

I started to close my eyes and focus on the feeling of him when he stopped. My eyes snapped opened and I look up at him, fear freezing me. He wasn't going to pull out and leave was he. My legs tightened around him for a few seconds before my mind reminded me that he was free to do as he pleased.

The words were like cool water on a fiery day. It soothed my soul and I drank my fill as I reached up and kissed him my legs holding him again. He was pinching my nipple when he pulled out and I cried breaking the kiss not wanting to loose the feeling of him filling me so soon. "No..." I whimpered willing to beg him for his touch but I didn't have to. He drove back into me hard and deep and I cried out.

My body was alive under his and it moved against Citus with a mind of it's own. Hips rose to meet his every thrust, my back arched off the ground anytime that he brushed against my breasts. His touch burned my skin and sent jolts of pleasure coursing under my skin to my pussy where it was sorting it all up to be released all at once.

I unwound my legs from around him and braced them flat on the sandy ground and angled and lifted my hips to give Citus better access. My mind was overwhelmed by the sensations but I didn't need my mind to function properly to do this, just my body and it was hot and eager. My lips kissed and sucked on Citus' neck and my teeth grazed over his pulse and I nibbled the thin flesh there, leaving shallow marks. Every inch of his skin that I could reach with my mouth I tasted greedy for the salty tang of his taste. My hands were also on a mission of there own as they mapped out the feel of him and committed it memory. I watched to see what he liked as my hands roamed his body with varying pressures and touches.

I was honest with my reactions and wanted him to be as well. I wanted to know him so I could share with him this pleasure. "Citus." My voice was soft and husky as I looked up at him with large wide eyes filled with the fever of lust and passion. I didn't know what I wanted from him but I wanted him to take me anyway that he wanted. "Find pleasure in me." I whispered kissing his cheek.

 

[Nordican]

Seeing the look on Kahina's face threatened to overwhelm me. I could see the lines of joy forming into pleasure on her face as her legs locked around my body as I continued to thrust. The feeling was exhilarating as my body brushed against her, blurring the lines between us till there was nothing save the occasional space where our bodies pull back to manage a scant breath.

Her body pulled me in deep with her inner muscles and her legs and I merely contented myself feeling the tightness of her vessel and the soft sighs coming from her lips as I nibbled and kissed her. The moment of fear on her big brown eyes made me smile before I seemed to remind her of my choice, driving back in with a warm passion as I sent her body back down to the damp sand with mine close in tow.

My lips nibbled and kissed over her neck as I drove her wild with my thrusts. I could feel her body clamping down on me almost every moment as she writhed and bucked. Then suddenly I felt her feet slide away against my legs and realized she had braced herself against me. I chuckled when I felt the first moment of our renewed impact.

"Nrnnnn.." I growled out and my hand squeezed her ass as our hips met together and my other hand squeezed her heaving breast as I continued to drive forward against her opening. I smiled at her, feeling her fingers dig and scratch lightly over my shoulders. It always felt nice having a woman's touch there, even if was my warlord's.

When she called out my name I smiled at her as she kissed his cheek gently. "Of course Kahina..." I said as I leaned down and kissed her lips fiercely while my other hand squeezed her breast and played my finger over her nipple while I continued to thrust.

 

[Ohia_Lehua]

As my passion rose I became greedy with my wants. I bucked against Citus desperate to feel him as deep in me as I could. My hands curled and my nails dug lightly into the skin of his shoulders. I was barely aware of what I was doing, the pressure at my center was building and I was doing everything to release it.

My mouth met his with the same fierce need, my tongue driving into his mouth matching his thrust into me. I sucked on his tongue, nibbled on his lips before my body started to shake. Here it was... I threw my head back and grunted and moaned, lost in the throws of my climax. My pussy pulsed around Citus' cock and I was slick and wet with the fresh flood of my juices.

My mails were scratching red lines down Citus' back as I came. My hips lifted as high off the ground as I could get as they humped and gyrated against him. Spots of white and black floated in my vision and my heart skipped a beat. It had been so long, too long.

"Over." I panted failing to catch my breath. "Flip me over." There was a whine in my voice that sounded too much like begging for my tastes but I was too involved to care right now. I wanted to be on my hands and knees throwing myself back on Citus as he thrust into me as hard as he could. My hips would be free to move more and while I wouldn't be able to see Citus' face I was willing to trade it for the moment.

 

[Nordican]

I smiled as she moaned and my hand squeezed her ass as her hips gyrated against mine. Groaning I could feel her pussy squeeze and milk my cock and I sighed out, desperate to hold on for that much longer while I felt her skin brush and rub against mine while her fingers scratched against my back. The jagged heat was welcome, a sign of her fervor and lust from my lover as she clung onto my form.

When I heard her beg for a new position I smiled into her eyes and nibbled slowly on her lips before I pulled my hips back. I heard a breathy moan as my cock fell from her reddened pussy and then I moved my hands over her body, brushing against her chest and the underside of her breast as I maneuvered her.

Once she was supported on her hands and knees I smiled and kissed up her back and her shoulder before I started to play my cock over her pussy. I was getting closer to release and my hand gripped my length tightly to stave off the inevitable before I shoved my cock inside of Kahina once more and took her from behind. The pace I cut started out slow and steady though every time I picked up a little speed, growling out my pleasure as my skin hit against her own.

I felt every inch of her body as I slammed harder. Eventually I could feel a point deep inside of her that caused me to smile as my hands reached around to her front. One grabbed her breast while the other supported her stomach as my knees sent my body forward, driving my cock deep inside of her warm wanton opening.

 

[Ohia_Lehua]

This was a new kind of torture, of that I was sure of. The momentary loss of the fullness his body gave me burned my body like a winter's night. Citus never let me go though as he helped maneuver me onto my hands and knees. It took a matter of seconds, that somehow managed to feel like ages, for me to get into position and I assumed that once I was settled he would plunge right back into me. It was what I was waiting for, what I wanted but didn't get.

I was pretty sure he was doing that teasing thing again as he kissed up my back and shoulder. I loved the feel of his hot and soft lips traveling up my spine and I smiled to myself enjoying my lesson in teasing. I shivered and sighed when I felt Citus' cock play over my pussy, my puffy wet lips parting and sliding with his movements. I jerked and thrust back at him trying to give myself what I wanted.

"GaAH!" Citus thrust into me nice and hard and pushed the air from my lungs. I looked over my shoulder and back at him and winked and smile playing at my lips as I wiggled my ass side to side. He moved slow and pushed deep, reaching a new depth and a new pleasure. I stayed still and let his pace grow in speed with every thrust. I couldn't hold still any longer and rocked back against Citus', the feeling of him hitting as far deep into me as he could flirting with the pleasure/pain line.

Citus' hands moved around my front and helped steady me. Or at least that's what I thought before one of his hands moved up to play with my breast. I squeezed me eye shut and bit my lip feeling my body respond to his touch. I was ready for him, I wanted him to fill me up with his seed to flood me with his warmth. "Citus I'm going to cum again." I panted between his thrusts. "Cum with me please." I begged throwing myself back on him, twirling my hips to feel him at every angle. "Please, I'm so close." My body started to shake as if agreeing and proving my point.

 

[Nordican]

I groaned feeling the pleasure boiling between our two bodies. It was intoxicating, like the aroma of a candle burning brightly in a cold room. I closed with the light even as Kahina moved her body with a warrior's grace though this duel was different from a violent affair. Seeing her wink and smile as I took her, claimed her and made her my own had my cock throbbing like a water pump as I pushed deeper inside of her, occasionally even tickling something deep at her core as I squeezed her breast in my rough fingers.

But every whimpering moan and panting breath made me realized how there was no where else I would rather be. When I heard her new commands and felt her pussy corkscrewing around my cock as it thrust in and out of her I couldn't hold back any longer. Bracing her and pleasuring her breast I started to slam my hips harder, like the beating of a drum. Our hips slapped together, grinding my balls against her sensitive lips and then I felt the candle's flame erupt into a inferno. The key turned and I shouted out, holding onto her damp sweaty skin as my body quaked against her, driving my cock deep within Kahina before he felt his cock jump, driving even further. And then I could feel it, a burning rush that coursed through my veins before it instantly sailed forward out of my control.

"Kahina...." I barely managed to sound out as I felt the first release while my hands moved up, caressing her hips while I continued to pull back and push forward, slower now but still with the determined passion I had shared with her.

 

[Ohia_Lehua]

"Yes, there!" I screamed throwing myself back as hard as I could on Citus. I felt his release and that was all I could take. My climax was the largest yet and my pussy pulsed and twitched, my hips bucked like a green broke yearling and my whole body felt like it was on fire as every nerve ending caught on fire. "Citus!" I was lost to the man and I knew it as I cam over this cock, coating him with my juices, the wet sound of our bodies joining in the last throws of passion the sweetest thing I ever heard.

I felt his seed leak out of me and slick the inner part of my thigh and the smell of our joining was think in the crisp once clean air. I loved that smell and took a deep breath if. I wasn't worried that he finished in me, it was want I wanted and what I had begged for. I knew that nothing would grow in me and was oddly saddened by that thought. I wondered what a child from him would look like, would it be an equal mixture of our looks or would it look more like on then the other? I tried to imagine what it would look like but it was hard for me to say. When I birthed my other children I wasn't even allowed to hold them before they were taken from me. I never saw what I had carried and it was only when I was in the heart, in the land of my Clan and looked over the groups of children and wonder which ones were mine.

I was wiped out and my body slowly sunk to the sandy ground and I laid there trying to remember to to breath. It was hard because my body was still trembling with aftershocks but I was getting air in my lungs and that's all that mattered. I tilted my head to the side and looked up at Citus my face smiling up at him my eyes glossy with my spent excitement. The look of his on his knees behind me, body covered with a fine mist of sweat, heavy breaths as he calmed down and his cock slowly relaxing. It was a feast for my eyes and I fed and etched every line, every hair and curve in my mind. This is how I would remember him the waterfall as a backdrop.

"Come here." I whispered rolling over to my side and lifting my arm to him, offering him something that I never took part in. Cuddling in the aftermath of a mating. Soft moments like this were saved for those who were bonded but I wanted to have his body against mine as our blood cooled and our breath returned to normal. After that we would have to pick up our real lives and I would have to become the Warlord again.

But for now there was still this moment that I wanted to prolong and the bathing of our bodies that distanced me from my responsibilities.

 

[Nordican]

Looking down upon her I smiled taking in the detail of her markings, her breast, her cum covered pussy and her eyes. She was a radiant tanned goddess against the sand and I smiled, ignoring any question or concerns that I had come inside of her. I had felt her body and her words yearning for it but what would happen between us if she would come to bear a child of our lust.

Smiling down warmly to her open arms I crawled on top of her. Her skin was warm to the touch as mine was but if seemed softer then it had moments before and as her breasts started to slow as her breath caught up I enjoyed the touch of our bodies fully against one another as I leaned up and kissed her. My arm moved around her back, hugging her and tugging her more against me while I slowly, passionately kissed Kahina, enjoying the taste of her skin against mine while my left leg rubbed against her right one.

"I hope I have proved my worth my warlord." I told her with a crooked smile as my left hand squeezed idly over her right breast while my nose rubbed against her flush cheek as we lay there together.

 

[Ohia_Lehua]

My smile felt like it could split my face in two she Citus came to me. I sighed and closed my eyes living in the feeling of his body on top of mine, hugging me to him and he kisses me, out legs rubbing against each others. It was like my body was addicted to the feel of his and arched, pressed and wiggled itself against his so that there was no space between him and me. I loved this feeling and opened my eyes to trail a fingertip down the center of Citus' face from his hairline to the point of his chin, my finger bushing against his lips knowing the pleasure that they could bring.

My body stiffened as he reminded me of my place within the army. I wish he couldn't have said what he did but I could not take back his words or unhear them. "You were worthy before this." I hate how distant my voice sounds and worse yet is the feeling of rolling away from him to stand up. Was I his Warlord as we shared this moment together? I looked away from Citus as I stepped into the cold water to wash off. My body barely felt the cold of the water, flooded with it's own inner chill. He had said my name, had made his choice but was it the choice between women or a choice between warleader and Warlord?

I didn't want to know the answer as I dove under the water, the crashing of the falling water distorting and echoing in this watery land I had plunged myself in. I didn't know his way or how he thought. I did not know of his gods, who rule him or by what rules. I thought I had explained that his place wasn't as a slave of a treasure of knowledge, a person of worth and meaning. I gave him my token and laid my name over his all that and did he still think that he was threatened enough that he had to choose the Warlord to give himself to for protection?

The thought hurt more then I ever could have imagined and I stayed under water until my lungs began to burn. "Ahgha!" My head broke the surface of the water and I gulped in deep heavy breaths of air. I was collected, a Warlord and nothing could touch me. I was an arrow, a sword, death to those who stood in my way. The sun gave my power, the soil roots to grow, air to nurture, rain to water as all things are. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath in and held it for a second before letting it out. I was the beating of the Heart, the Eagle of it's name and the Warlord to all it's people.

"We have boats to look over." I tried to smile at Citus but I knew it didn't reach my eyes. I dressed as quickly as I could, fighting with the leather that clung to my damp skin. It was made more difficult by the busy noise of my mind. "I believe we have our first completed ship ready and I would like you to inspect them." I tightened and tied the last of my ties before reaching and rechecking my weapons. I was all business as I looked over the marks in the sand, proof of our mating. "I need your truth in this." I was speaking in his words when I turned towards him and waited for him. "I would like to see to this task as soon as possible so if there is anything that you need right now please tell me so."

 

[Nordican]

I watched her slip out from under me and then drop into the water. My gut tightened slightly in a mixture of confusion and regret as I watched her form move. It seemed I had said something wrong but I didn't decide to press the issue now as I got cleaned up and dressed again. The moment of passion was over, stamped out like the ground under a pack of horses and the woman who had writhed against me, commanded me to take her and fuck her was now the warlord again.

More pressing she had ships that she wished for me to help inspect. I was heartened when I saw a small flash of smile but it seemed to disappear as if she was embarrassed by it. I almost wanted to put my hand on her shoulder for what comfort it might give the woman who had been seemingly buried once again but I held off.

Once I was dressed and prepared I moved in beside her.

"I shall have to see the ships to know more about them. But my mind wonders to who will crew them. Ships require crews and officers of hard training and strong will. I know your people are capable of such but have many of them ever crossed the sea?" I asked as I walked with her. The parts of us that were lovers seemed to have been locked away, a secret buried in the ground. I hoped they would not remain so forever.

 

[Ohia_Lehua]

I felt Citus at my side before I saw him. I felt him everywhere and I quickly closed my mind to it. I was just a Warlord not a woman and I had to look upon our joining as such. It was no more then the mating required for childbearing. I wanted to shout at him for seeing me as such, wanted to grab him and make him see me as the woman I wanted him to see me as. What of the talk of being bound, of tokens? My feelings were a banked fire, dull embers that still burned and my skin was scarred by his touch. I willed myself to push past all this before I turned to him.

"Our boats take us to the islands there." I pointed knowing where these islands were even though the trees blocked the sight of the sea. On clear days you could see the shadows of that far off islands. "We travel to what we can see and have not journeyed farther then that." I told him as I made our way back to the path and out and away from the waterfalls and marred sand.

I was quite as I walked through the forest thinking of things. Mostly the differences that I noted between the new ships that we were making and the small boats that we manned. While it was true that the costal and river clans had a finer touch with the water horses or boats, all the people of the Heart was trained to man a vessel. One never knew where a campaign could take you and the warrior were trained for all situations that they could be exposed to. But this was different wasn't it. They would be going where the eye could not see and what the eye could not see they could not train to prepare for. It was a scary thought that my People and I would be walking into the unknown but the thrill and excitement overruled that thin thread of fear.

"Is there much difference between the handling of your ship to our boats?" I asked cutting thought the trees in a different direction then the one we had come up on. We would break through near the work area and the dry dock for the completed ship. "Is it something that you can train the army to do?" I kept my words in his language. The trees were thinning and the noise of the army working grew louder.

I hadn't counted in the time it would take to train. I had assumed that there would be no difference in the riding and handling of one boat to another. In my mind it was the difference between riding a horse and riding the massive trunked xiàng. The differences were many but slight enough that a short amount of time couldn't work out by itself. "Will the training take long?" I was asking the questions one after the other without giving him time to answer and paused to give him time to speak before I asked any more.

 

[Nordican]

I walked with Kahina and listened intently to her but I felt trouble nagging at my mind. I had said something wrong but then part of me felt I was being silly and paranoid. She was simply back to being a Warlord and that was the route of her coldness, she could not be warm and soft with me while we discussed the issue that had made me interred under her care.

But her almost nervous rapid launch of questions concerning the boats made me want to reach out and grab her and ask her what was wrong. Looking upon her before we made it through the last vestiges of the forest I moved ahead and turned around in an attempt to block her path.

"Warlord... I mean Kahina what is wrong?" I asked her quietly but sternly wanting to let her know that I had noticed some misgivings all the sudden. We had shared in such a passionate embrace and yet now I felt almost even more devoid of comfort then when I had simply been before ever seeing her true self.

 

[Ohia_Lehua]

I was willing to walk through his question as if I hadn't heard him but he said my name and it stopped my in my tracks. It was Warlord first but it was my name that got my attention. I didn't want to hear my name from his lips but my ears drank in the sound and my body craved the rumble of his voice in the throws of passion. All these sudden wants and me unable to satisfy them. It was a frustration that would not settle and be ignored.

"There is nothing wrong." I tried to convince him refusing to look at him. We were standing before the last line of trees and I could see the hustle and bustle of the working warriors. I sighed and let the breath go slowly before confronting the source of all her current problems. But that wasn't fair was it. He wasn't the problem, it was the emotions and feelings that he stirred in me.

"I have spoken untruthfully." I confessed turning slowly to face Citus. "I am..." I fumbled with a word of his tongue that would mean the same as the feelings that I was conflicted with. "Filled with feelings." It sounded poorly phased even to my ears and I sighed and rubbed the back of my neck. "I have never been a woman. Warrior, warleader then Warlord." MY hand dropped to my side and I looked away from Citus and up, following the growth of the sentinel tree besides me. "What I have done was done in duty. My pledge to the Heart." I looked back and locked eyes with this foreign man. "I have never been a woman but..." I hesitated to say what I was about to say. "I found the women born not of the Heart to be weak confused creatures." My voice carried the scorn of my past and current feelings. "And I think the same even more then before."

I stepped away from Citus and took a closer look at the tree. Studied the patterns of the bark and traced the a deep scar in it's bark. I was this tree. Tall, proud, mighty but with scars. "I do not know if you understand my meaning." I told the tree even though I was talking to Citus. "You have turned me into one of these women and I don't know how to control these feelings." My jaw locked and I felt my anger grow at the situation. This was something I couldn't control and it made me feel weak and as far from the Warlord I had battled my whole life to be.

"And the fault it yours." I spun on my heel and glared at Citus. This man was of the seas and I was born of the land. One could not live in the same as the other. This was mud, we were mud and there were dangers to mud no matter how innocent it looked.

 

[Nordican]

I looked at her for a long moment as she stopped and did her best to explain. Her reasoning was fragmented and frantic to be put simply and yet I could feel I had injured her with both my actions and my words when they had been the furthest thing from my mind. I had shared in her body because I thought we shared a bond of passion, perhaps of something deeper and now it seemed to be unraveling every moment like smoke into the air.

I looked up to where she was looking at the tree, the mighty sentinel.. I understood her meaning or at least I liked to think I did. I moved over to her and I thought for a moment to place my hand against her shoulder but I decided not to. I didn't want her to feel herself weak or weakened by our connection.

"There is still much I don't know of your people Kahina, and likely much I will never know. But I know that for my people lo... feelings. They don't have to make us weak. They can be the ties that make us stronger than anything else, more than greed or preservation. No man fights harder then when his home is troubled." I said hoping she would see my meaning.

"Sure it may feel as if it a weakness but to do so completely means closing yourself off from life, forsaking that which you mean to protect as warlord. Perhaps this fault is mine but I will admit it knowing that I have been strengthened by my bond with you, by knowing you, seeing you, feeling you.... And I shall not ever regret that." I told her slowly as I watched her, interested to see how Kahina would react.

 

[Ohia_Lehua]

I thought about his words and what I knew to be true and memories of a childhood far in my past clouded my mind. A time when my sword was wooden and my mount just a child's pet. Across my life I only knew for two pairs that had bonded and the first experience of that link was scarring. Dymas was the Elder leader of her clan and the warrior I had looked up to. He was bonded to a ranked woman of considerable skill. I had followed Dymas around like a shadow and mimicked everything I could at my young age.

A deep shuttered release of my held breath made me realize that I had been holding my breath. Just thinking about the memory caused me pain.

Noita his bonded was injured in a xiàng hunt and days later died. It carved the soul out of Dymas and I witnessed the sudden fall of a mighty man. Three days after the death of his bonded he joined her in the afterlife and it was the first time I had felt the pain of being lonely. If we had a word for father he would have been my vision of one and he treated me like the child of his loins.

I turned towards Citus the shadowed haunt of my memories clear in my eyes. "I have vowed to never let one come as close to me as you are." I told him simply. "I feel the lost of each of my warriors and their loss stalk my dreams." I imagined loosing Citus and my heart skipped. That I felt so strongly about him in such a short amount of time scared me and that I accepted that fact was even more overwhelming to me.

But I knew that was he said was in part a truth and I could not turn away from it so easily. "I hear your words." I smiled and ducked my head in a feminine show of embarrassment. "And can agree that I as well have no regrets." The admission was soft on my lips and I shifted my weight from one foot to another. "But this is another new." I looked up at him. There was so much that knowing Citus was bringing into my life and while I enjoyed the challenge of learning the last thing I expected was there to be a blossoming in feelings that I couldn't control. And it was that lack of control that was hanging me up.

Unfamiliar with the display of emotions I reached out, arm jerky and rested it on Citus' arm. "We are a different people but I believe in time once the blending of our two ways have found a common ground we will be stronger for it." I had been on campaigns were a people were dominated and the rebel of the conquering but it was the years after that, when the roots of both cultures started to twine together that held the real magic for me.

But being the Warlord that I was I quickly turned back to the task at hand. "I have admitted much to you and I feel that I have expressed the conflict of my emotions. It is up to you to read what you will from it." The words sounds cold and I smiled and released my gentle hold on Citus' arm. "I do not mean to lessen what we feel with my change of topic but I have duties to see to and they require your eyes and experience."

I looked out between the thin line of tree towards the water and the many different stages of ships being built. It was strange but the more I looked at the progress that we were making the tight knot in my stomach grew and the sense of dread spread throughout my body. I couldn't explain the feeling and hadn't voiced it yet because in my mind it had no ground so for the moment I pushed the feeling aside.

 

[Nordican]

When I felt her hand on my arm I was glad at least for that. Hearing what she said I felt that I could understand her struggle her fears and her wants. They were a storm the likes of which it was hard to make it through unscathed so for the time being I was just glad to know that somewhere inside of her I had made a mark.

And so I nodded to Kahina and slowly followed her out through the last vestiges of the forest and out onto the beaches where the ships were being build. It was already an impressive endeavor to say the least. But the land there had appeared to have shallow beaches that wouldn't be be the best for the ships once they reached their full size. I hoped that there would be better more permanent places along the stretch of land as we approached.

"They are already working so fast." My mind returned to what she had said about our two people blending together as one. I wondered if her idea of such a process was the same as the rest of her people.