Chat about cheating . . .

[SavannaT]

The most important question is are you happy?

Its fucked up to say this.. i thought i was happy before.. i thought being rescued by the man i loved would be my happiest.. i couldny conceive two years later i’d wanna thank my ex for what he put me through.. i still hate him but still love him and lust for him.. i hate how he broke me but love how many orgasms its given me.. so yes, im happy

 

[SirSparky]

Its fucked up to say this.. i thought i was happy before.. i thought being rescued by the man i loved would be my happiest.. i couldny conceive two years later i’d wanna thank my ex for what he put me through.. i still hate him but still love him and lust for him.. i hate how he broke me but love how many orgasms its given me.. so yes, im happy

I get it and understand you. The fact that ex abused you was horrible, but it flicked a switch inside you, awakened a sode of yoy , that you didnt know existed, so you thank him for that

 

[SavannaT]

I get it and understand you. The fact that ex abused you was horrible, but it flicked a switch inside you, awakened a sode of yoy , that you didnt know existed, so you thank him for that

He also had a bigger cock than my husband so that too lol

 

[liqueur]

The assault left me with an abuse kink...
the assault turned consensual, i never told my husband about this but the consensual part was incredible and since ive basically putty in the hands of men who remind me of my ex

I'm so sorry about the assault part of it. You DID NOT deserve that.

About the rest: cheating kinks turn me on (if it's a woman doing the cheating— I'm not going to go into the “why” of that inequality). But this one sounds like it might not be such a happy thing? I'm not going to give unasked-for advice.

 

[pinkparkhorse]

Its fucked up to say this.. i thought i was happy before.. i thought being rescued by the man i loved would be my happiest.. i couldny conceive two years later i’d wanna thank my ex for what he put me through.. i still hate him but still love him and lust for him.. i hate how he broke me but love how many orgasms its given me.. so yes, im happy

My ex wasn’t abusive but he is an asshole. I can’t help cheating with him though because his cock just feels too good.

 

[SirSparky]

He also had a bigger cock than my husband so that too lol

From what you have said to me before, I think most guys have a bigger cock than your husband

 

[SavannaT]

I'm so sorry about the assault part of it. You DID NOT deserve that.

Thank you

About the rest: cheating kinks turn me on (if it's a woman doing the cheating— I'm not going to go into the “why” of that inequality). But this one sounds like it might not be such a happy thing? I'm not going to give unasked-for advice.

For the record if someone gets off on my cheating or my need to i wont hold against them anything thats gotten me to this point, abuse included, i appreciate the love and fantasy and my experience is mine and yours is yours, if you think im hot thanks, if you wanna tell me that, great, even if you wanna ask more about that dark stuff, im happy to oblige and likely will get off to it .. either way thanks for any love or fetishization of me you doll out.. i love it all with all due respect

 

[SirSparky]

Thank you



For the record if someone gets off on my cheating or my need to i wont hold against them anything thats gotten me to this point, abuse included, i appreciate the love and fantasy and my experience is mine and yours is yours, if you think im hot thanks, if you wanna tell me that, great, even if you wanna ask more about that dark stuff, im happy to oblige and likely will get off to it .. either way thanks for any love or fetishization of me you doll out.. i love it all with all due respect

I'd love to hear about all the dark stuff going round in your mind

 

[SavannaT]

I'd love to hear about all the dark stuff going round in your mind

Of course