Cactusjack a pic thread…

[cactusjack0584]

As you should!

thank you sweetie

 

[cactusjack0584]

I liked this photo, thoughts others might too

it’s gone

 

[IvyMarron]

I like it

 

[cactusjack0584]

I like it

Thank you

 

[talikat]

I liked this photo, thoughts others might too

Soapy goodness!

 

[cactusjack0584]

Soapy goodness!

You’re always welcome to help rinse me off, as you know @talikat

 

[Breaking_Dawn_Fantasy]

I liked this photo, thoughts others might too

https://i.ibb.co/vXFb87d/IMG-0928.jpg

Need help with your front or your back?

 

[cactusjack0584]

Need help with your front or your back?

Um…I’m gonna go with both please

 

[Breaking_Dawn_Fantasy]

Um…I’m gonna go with both please

Was hoping so.

 

[cactusjack0584]

Another gif for fun
too late

 

[talikat]

Another gif for fun

Looks like fun to me!

 

[Masters_slutpussy]

Another gif for fun
https://i.ibb.co/FswT39y/9ez0te.gif

 

[cactusjack0584]

Was gonna post in Full Frontal Friday but decided I’d post here instead…
so long

 

[Breaking_Dawn_Fantasy]

Was gonna post in Full Frontal Friday but decided I’d post here instead…
https://i.ibb.co/L9Pt3bz/IMG-1066.jpg

Nice cup

 

[cactusjack0584]

Nice cup

Thank you

 

[cactusjack0584]

Rinsing the rough day away
But some of it, I’m sure, will stay
Locked in my body and in my brain
Released as an ache, scream, or pain
Try as I might it just never goes
That thought that no one knows
“Did I do enough or did I not?”
Buried inside to fester and rot
“Was it my fault? What did I do?”
Twisting, churning like a screw
Breaking my mind, torn, shattered
Pieces around me lay scattered
Picking them up some get lost
Paid back later at quite a cost
I’ll never get fully put back together
Always missing parts forever and ever

nothing to see here

 

[talikat]

Rinsing the rough day away
But some of it, I’m sure, will stay
Locked in my body and in my brain
Released as an ache, scream, or pain
Try as I might it just never goes
That thought that no one knows
“Did I do enough or did I not?”
Buried inside to fester and rot
“Was it my fault? What did I do?”
Twisting, churning like a screw
Breaking my mind, torn, shattered
Pieces around me lay scattered
Picking them up some get lost
Paid back later at quite a cost
I’ll never get fully put back together
Always missing parts forever and ever

 

[cactusjack0584]

thank you Tali

 

[cactusjack0584]

Cold invades every place in me
Freezing what used to be
The water cleans and warms
Washing away other harms
Sore and now wet I think
Could this push me over the brink
For now I hope to thaw, melt
Feelings creep up that shouldn’t be felt
Wash, rinse and repeat again
Hoping the cleanse will begin
To erase all the days muck and grime
Keeping me clean, at least for a time
Tomorrow will come fast I pray
Hoping to make it through another day
just missed it

 

[MiaBabe23]

Rinsing the rough day away
But some of it, I’m sure, will stay
Locked in my body and in my brain
Released as an ache, scream, or pain
Try as I might it just never goes
That thought that no one knows
“Did I do enough or did I not?”
Buried inside to fester and rot
“Was it my fault? What did I do?”
Twisting, churning like a screw
Breaking my mind, torn, shattered
Pieces around me lay scattered
Picking them up some get lost
Paid back later at quite a cost
I’ll never get fully put back together
Always missing parts forever and ever

Powerful words. Hope you find some effective glue to piece together the parts

 

[talikat]

Cold invades every place in me
Freezing what used to be
The water cleans and warms
Washing away other harms
Sore and now wet I think
Could this push me over the brink
For now I hope to thaw, melt
Feelings creep up that shouldn’t be felt
Wash, rinse and repeat again
Hoping the cleanse will begin
To erase all the days muck and grime
Keeping me clean, at least for a time
Tomorrow will come fast I pray
Hoping to make it through another day

And the view is spectacular!

 

[cactusjack0584]

Powerful words. Hope you find some effective glue to piece together the parts

I usually do… but like glue it does dissolve from time to time and pieces fall away. But thus is life. And thank you for the comment and kind words.

And the view is spectacular!

Thank you Tali.

 

[cactusjack0584]

But I'm tired, I will always be afraid
Of the damage I've received
Broken promises they made
And how blindly I believed (this is all I know)
I will never break away (can't break free)
'Cause when I'm alone
I'm lost in these memories
Living behind my own illusion
Lost all my dignity
Living inside my own confusion
—Lost by Linkin Park

no more photo

 

[cactusjack0584]

It is wet Wednesday…
not here anymore

 

[cactusjack0584]

I lay awake and stare into space
The time my mind decides to race
Dazed, confused but always thinking
Did I make a mistake to stop drinking
It calmed the nerves, quieted my mind
A peace and silence I almost never find
But the dark looms its head again
Demons of past I can’t let win

So I’ll deal with the sleepless nights
Enduring the next days trials and fights
An endless cycle round and round
Stillness is almost never found
I won’t give up, I can’t give up
Nothing to pour but water in my cup