Bunny's Stuffie Corner

[Azuldrgon]

*leaving more *

 

[BiBunny]

Aaaand the rolls have the same texture as biscuits. Too much flour, I'm assuming. If I had wanted a fucking biscuit, I'd have just made some.

 

[BiBunny]

I had a bunch of annoying stuff happen today, and I'm aggravated with myself for not reacting better to it. I don't want to be an angry and resentful person my whole life. But it's a trap I fall into often, and I'm not sure how to not do that. I guess it's something I can talk to my therapist about in February.

I know the Universe is throwing stuff at me because I asked to be made a better person. And unfortunately, the only real way to do that, I guess, is trial by fire. I definitely failed the first test. But I suppose tomorrow is another day.

Today, I'm grateful for my (still pretty new) bed. I have just been hit with a wave of exhaustion, and I'm looking forward to going and lying down in it. I think it's sort of decreased the amount of sleep I need, too. Maybe that's because it's more comfortable, so my body and mind recover faster while I sleep. I have a hard time sleeping past 10:30 am now, whereas before, I had a hard time getting up before 2:00 pm. Whatever it is, I'll take it.

Good night, Stuffie Corner friends. I love each and every one of y'all.

 

[NuclearFairy]

I hope you have a better day today!

 

[BiBunny]

I hope you have a better day today!

Thank you! It's started off better, at least.

 

[BiBunny]

I got some stuff taken care of today. I'm going to get refills on my Abilify and Pristiq tomorrow. Today was much better than yesterday. But if I could get rid of this...sinus infection? or whatever the hell it is, I'd feel a lot better. If it's not gone soon, I may have to take my ass to the clinic for a steroid shot. The lymph nodes at the base of my skull feel blocked and swollen, and it's affecting my whole head and neck. Ugh.

My bp has been highish today, too. Or at least the top number has. I'm about to take my nightly meds (which includes two bp meds) and gamble on using a little medicated nasal spray. Hopefully, it'll help and not fuck me up too bad, lol.

 

[BiBunny]

Also? I got a Hello Kitty sunrise alarm clock for Christmas, and this may be the most confusing piece of technology I've ever attempted to use.

 

[NuclearFairy]

Also? I got a Hello Kitty sunrise alarm clock for Christmas, and this may be the most confusing piece of technology I've ever attempted to use.

If you ever programmed a VCR for your parents, then you've got this!

 

[BiBunny]

So the sunrise clock is wonky as fuck. You're supposed to be able to touch it and have the light come on, right? You touch it, and nothing happens. Then, ten minutes later, it beeps and the light comes on, like it took it that long to register that you'd touched it, lol. It's ridiculous, but more funny than irritating, haha.

On a less funny note, I took my glasses to the vision center, and they told me they're broken-broken. So I'ma have to have some more. I'm probably going to try to glue them back together until I can manage to scrounge up the funds to get new ones. All I have right now are prescription sunglasses, and that is...not ideal.

I did get my Abilify and Pristiq today and some vapor rub to help decongest my head without running up my bp. So I'm feeling better now, which I am very grateful for.

I was also able to log in today. I was only in for an hour, and I didn't get anything, but I actually got off my ass and set myself available. I'm gonna try to do it again in a minute, too. Today is the last day of the pay period, and it would be nice to get a payout.

So that's how it's going here. It seems dark af today, both outside and inside. I've got all these lights on, but I'm still squinting to see. I'm not sure if that's because it's actually dark or because I don't have my glasses or both, but it's hard to see, lol.

 

[NuclearFairy]

You've had far too complicated a day for one reaction to cover. XD

So the sunrise clock is wonky as fuck. You're supposed to be able to touch it and have the light come on, right? You touch it, and nothing happens. Then, ten minutes later, it beeps and the light comes on, like it took it that long to register that you'd touched it, lol. It's ridiculous, but more funny than irritating, haha.

On a less funny note, I took my glasses to the vision center, and they told me they're broken-broken. So I'ma have to have some more. I'm probably going to try to glue them back together until I can manage to scrounge up the funds to get new ones. All I have right now are prescription sunglasses, and that is...not ideal.

No, not ideal... You could always try the rubber band trick? I dunno how it works either, I just recall my uncle talking about using it when he was a kid.

I did get my Abilify and Pristiq today and some vapor rub to help decongest my head without running up my bp. So I'm feeling better now, which I am very grateful for.

I was also able to log in today. I was only in for an hour, and I didn't get anything, but I actually got off my ass and set myself available. I'm gonna try to do it again in a minute, too. Today is the last day of the pay period, and it would be nice to get a payout.

Baby steps is still progress!

So that's how it's going here. It seems dark af today, both outside and inside. I've got all these lights on, but I'm still squinting to see. I'm not sure if that's because it's actually dark or because I don't have my glasses or both, but it's hard to see, lol.

I once went something like fifteen years without glasses. It was disorienting as shit once I finally got them again. Took about a week to get used to seeing things further away than three feet.

Anyways, I hope you can figure something out much more quickly than fifteen years.

 

[BiBunny]

So my glasses are glued back together for the time being. Whether they'll stay that way for any length of time or not remains to be seen, though. The alarm clock is still being weird. Lately, it just turns itself on without me touching it, cycles through the different brightness levels on the light, and then turns itself back off, lol.

 

[BiBunny]

It's supposed to storm here late tomorrow night/early Saturday morning. And my ass is in serious pain. I feel like I've been hit by a bus. I should have worked today, but good lord.

I wish I had someone to take care of me when I feel bad, as opposed to me always holding everyone else's hands for them when shit doesn't go their way.

Note: The above is merely a general observation, not an invitation to PM me.

 

[BiBunny]

Also, I sincerely hope this pain in my back is not a kidney stone.

 

[NuclearFairy]

Sending good vibes and hugs your way.



It's supposed to storm here tonight, but so far it's a no show.

Also I'm suffering the insomnia while my internet is slow. I'mma going to try and write.

 

[BiBunny]

Good news: It’s not a kidney stone because the pain has moved to the other side of my back!

Bad news: I have no idea what it actually is, lol.