Breaking hearts.

[Betticus]

do you want to know?

It would be nice.

 

[nowgirl]

It would be nice.

i hope you find out, then.

i don't know you at all... but it certainly sounds like this is something within you. consider sharing this with her & let her in.

take care.

 

[Marquis]

It is the way of the world.

 

[Betticus]

It is the way of the world.

Yeah, the world sucks.

 

[Marquis]

Yeah, the world sucks.

Yeah, but it swallows.


What's all this about anyway?

 

[Betticus]

Yeah, but it swallows.


What's all this about anyway?

Me having an inadequate emotional system.

 

[SubKekiLee]

Bett
I am sorry you are going thru this, it seems as if several of us are going thru heartbreak at the moment.. If you need an ear or a shoulder I am here ..

SKL

 

[WriterDom]

I feel bad for you dude. But is it a good idea to play out your life on the boards? Just three weeks ago you were hooked and caught. Not just you, but plenty of other examples.

I think unless the relationship has passed and survived the honeymoon stage people would be better off keeping things to themselves.

 

[bholderman]

I was there 2 weeks ago, betticus. I havent cried since I was ten, but have done so daily for the past two weeks.

Things get confused, the mood/emotional roller-coaster is a hell of a thing.

But hey, if you want to talk, I can be found on yahoo messenger at: bholderman .

Me having an inadequate emotional system.

 

[FurryFury]

*being totally self indulgent here*

I really, really, really need a good cry.

 

[tanijaana]

Same here.

 

[FurryFury]

Same here.

On the cry thing?

Do you wait to cry like I do? Do you refuse to cry when it would be natural because you think it will be unseemly in public or a taken as a sign of weakness?

Do you try to find safe times, ways and places to cry?

I do.

 

[bholderman]

I broke down righ in the middle of our work floor this past Monday. By the days end, I found that I couldnt go back home and havent been back since.

 

[FurryFury]

I broke down righ in the middle of our work floor this past Monday. By the days end, I found that I couldnt go back home and havent been back since.

Wow.

I am so sorry.

*HUGS and HUGS*

 

[tanijaana]

Do you wait to cry like I do? Do you refuse to cry when it would be natural because you think it will be unseemly in public or a taken as a sign of weakness?

Do you try to find safe times, ways and places to cry?

If I can't get to a safe or quiet place to cry when I am out in public, I try to keep moving while I do it, usually by storming down the sidewalk. It creates a bubble of privacy around me, people moving out of my way and such. Once I get home, I curl up in the corner and make myself as small as I possibly can until the shakes go away. Right now, I am too numb to cry. All I can do is stare at the wall when I am not drinking coffee or typing at my computer.

 

[NALA CAYENNE]

If I can't get to a safe or quiet place to cry when I am out in public, I try to keep moving while I do it, usually by storming down the sidewalk. It creates a bubble of privacy around me, people moving out of my way and such. Once I get home, I curl up in the corner and make myself as small as I possibly can until the shakes go away. Right now, I am too numb to cry. All I can do is stare at the wall when I am not drinking coffee or typing at my computer.

When I can't get to a quiet place and am out in public, as silly as it sounds, I switch eyeglasses.

I have green eyes so when I cry everyone knows it. I usually wear clear lense eyeglasses because I love the frames I have for them but when I cry I switch to my eyeglasses with the purple tinted lenses.

 

[Evil_Geoff]

*being totally self indulgent here*

I really, really, really need a good cry.

I volunteer my services as a tear - inducer. Infliciting pain as a catharsis/release point is something I rather enjoy doing...

Even if part of me regrets the necessity. Yes, contradictory, I know... a caring sadist. *shrugs*

To quote Popeye: I yams what I yams!

 

[Betticus]

I feel bad for you dude. But is it a good idea to play out your life on the boards? Just three weeks ago you were hooked and caught. Not just you, but plenty of other examples.

I think unless the relationship has passed and survived the honeymoon stage people would be better off keeping things to themselves.

It's been a year now but you guys didn't know till three weeks ago.

I think we have it worked out.

 

[FurryFury]

I volunteer my services as a tear - inducer. Infliciting pain as a catharsis/release point is something I rather enjoy doing...

Even if part of me regrets the necessity. Yes, contradictory, I know... a caring sadist. *shrugs*

To quote Popeye: I yams what I yams!

That would be so fucking wonderful. Seriously, it sounds like a slice of heaven but I'm not sure what it would take to get me to cry in scene.

I know I need to cry right now but I'm kind of scared to do it. It feels like too much is bottled up.

 

[FurryFury]

I feel bad for you dude. But is it a good idea to play out your life on the boards? Just three weeks ago you were hooked and caught. Not just you, but plenty of other examples.

I think unless the relationship has passed and survived the honeymoon stage people would be better off keeping things to themselves.

I think that is what we all do here. We put the parts of our lives we are comfortable with putting, when we are ready to do so, for our own reasons.

*shrugs*

Works for me.

 

[FurryFury]

If I can't get to a safe or quiet place to cry when I am out in public, I try to keep moving while I do it, usually by storming down the sidewalk. It creates a bubble of privacy around me, people moving out of my way and such. Once I get home, I curl up in the corner and make myself as small as I possibly can until the shakes go away. Right now, I am too numb to cry. All I can do is stare at the wall when I am not drinking coffee or typing at my computer.

That makes sense to me.

*HUG*

I'm sorry for your pain.

 

[FurryFury]

When I can't get to a quiet place and am out in public, as silly as it sounds, I switch eyeglasses.

I have green eyes so when I cry everyone knows it. I usually wear clear lense eyeglasses because I love the frames I have for them but when I cry I switch to my eyeglasses with the purple tinted lenses.

That makes sense too. I rarely cry in public except at funerals, weddings, movies, saying goodbye to waiters on cruise ships, saying goodbye to girls at camp, or while watching public performances.

 

[kiten69]

I know some of you care but you really shouldn't.

Sorry hun, not a chance.

 

[Yasashii_Kaze]

It's been a year now but you guys didn't know till three weeks ago.

I think we have it worked out.

I hope so, Bett. You know where to find me if you need to talk.

 

[FurryFury]

It's been a year now but you guys didn't know till three weeks ago.

I think we have it worked out.

Good!