Born Super Star (open)

Thanking her quietly, Robin went in the direction she pointed to him and closed to door. Only he did not use the bathroom, he put his hands into his pocket and fished out a cigarette pack, and pulled out one stick.

Lighting it up, he puffed, sighing. He had to do this, because he was getting stressed, too much emotions for a day that he fel he might burst, but he just could not take Bella as a date now, and he wasn't even sure if he was right for her. Besides she was such a close friend of his, he did not want to lose her friendship if their relationship did not work out. With so many thoughts buzzing in his mind, he paused braked them and then flushed his finished cigarette butt into the toilet bowl and then stepped out.

He smiled at Bella and then rubbing his hands as if he was feeling cold, he looked around and commented.

"You have a nice place here."

As he sat down again, he asked Bella politely.

"Could I have another glass of whisky? Thanks..I really love it!"
 
Bella looked at him and smiled, she stood up getting his glass and put more whiskey in it. She knew he wasn't doing very well. She had a bad feeling he maybe regretting this, when he came back out she put the whiskey down beside him. "Rob you can smoke, I don't mind" She bent down and grabbed an ash tray.

"Here..." She put it down and sat back down, looking at him.

"Are you alright?" She had a worried tone to her voice.
 
"Thanks..."

Robin thanked her, with a smile as she went to get him a drink but was surprised when she put an astray along with her glass of whisky and told him he could smoke.

He was taken back and then shook his head and said.

"Uh no..it's just you know disrespectful..."

At her question, he wanted to immediately respond and tell her he was alright, but looking at her in her eyes,he found himself saying differently.

"Actually, I don't know. I am feeling conflicting, you know, experiencing so many things I have never had all in my life, to be honest, I feel disturbed by you badly Bella. I think I'm going to lose sleep for a couple of nights from now..."

He sighed, he didn't know how she was going to take it, but he was having an internal conflict in his mind and heart, his heart with her and his mind refuting it with logical reasoning.
 
She couldn't help but sigh, he was stubborn that was for sure. Sitting back she looked up at him. Looking down when he said she was disturbing him, she didn't know what to think. She just smiled, nodded and look at him.

"You work yourself almost to death Robin, your more worried about your own feelings. We will always be friends, that will never change. Im not sure why you would lose sleep over me. We are just two friends, loving each other...nothing wrong with that? is there?"
 
Robin chuckled at her, not understanding how she was disturbing him, or why she was doing so, he shook his head and then explained.

"When you tell me you love me, in just three words, it's something unbelieveable, and it could be something that I had in me for a long time, but now that you said that, my heart is tormenting me, because you're the type of companion, my heart seeks for. I know we are friends, but Bella, I need to think, but I have a feeling.."

He looked at her smiling as he reached out for her hands and squeezed.

"We can never be just friends again, after tonight, something has changed."
 
Looking into his eyes she listened to him, Bella was taken back by what he said. She sighed, she wasn't to sure what to say to him. It felt like she was causing more harm then good, she felt his hands on her own.

"What has changed?" she asked kindly.
 
Robin looked at her, and seemed to have lost his ability to speak, his voicre stuck at his throat and refusing to come out. He instantly reached out for his whisky and gulped it down, as the stinging taste of it went down his throat, calming his nerves.

"I think, my heart has gone with you, that has what changed.."

He conceded, resignedly as he refused to look at her, looking away, unable to come in terms with his confession.
 
She was taken back by what he said, she had no idea he felt like this. She felt closer to him, she could feel his warm breath. Her hand went to the side of his face lovingly, she made him turn. His eyes looking into her own. She understood why he was so worried, she sighed softly.

"Trust me Robin, you wont get hurt...I promise, ive been in love with you for so long..You will be happy, I promise" She said in almost a whisper.
 
"Your words sound good, and gives me every inch of hope I need.."

He said with a smile, and he knew she was in every inch genuine about what she said. Her concern and worry moved him, nobody had cared for him this much ever.

"But you know, I have one worry, I'd never be able to fully pay back all this kindness you show me."

He said softly in a whisper, looking at her.
 
When he looked into her eyes, the way he looked at her. She had never felt this way about everyone. But she could tell she loved him in a way no other would, she didn't know what all to say. She was flattered, but when he said what he did. Looking into his eyes again.

"Your love is all I want, I love doing things for you, I enjoy your company and love you" She stroked his cheek.

"Don't be afraid to love me" She whispered back to him.
 
"Thank you Bella. I owe you alot."

Robin said softly and sighed as she stroked his cheek, closing his eyes as if savoring her touch, and seemed stationary for a while and then his eyes sprang open and he pulled back, looking flustered.

"I think..I've..er..overstayed.."

He said, stumbling over his words as he stood up and grabbed her gift and held it close to her. He gave her a very nervy smile and then replied.

"I thinkI should leave now, I've taken enough of your time. Thank you...for everything Bella."
 
She wanted to kiss him, but didn't know what to do. She leaned in and kissed him on the lips, but pulled away before he could accept or deny her. Bella didn't know what all to say, how to act. Everything was so new to her, but she knew what she wanted. And it was him, with everything that has changed she was in the dark, with him.

"Your more then welcome to say, but what ever you want to do, I know your not comfortable..its new to me as well"
 
Robin slightly taken back, his eyes wide when she kissed him, clearly caught expected as he did not respond, and the kiss ended. He looked very restless and eyes looked distracted.

"Er...yes...I...don't..know...I..er...should go.."

He started stammering, like he was love struck, tongue getting tangled and tied.

He was feeling liek a coward now, trying to run away from the situation, but he could not talk at all, it was an odd moment.

"I hope,I hope,I can't wait to see you again.."

He said smiling, but looking very much distracted.
 
Bella just nodded and gave him his jacket, she didn't want to let him go. She crossed her arms a kind glow on her face, she relaxed a bit. "When will we be going to Spain?" She was so excited for this trip. She didn't know how much more suspense she could take, to be able to go to a different country with someone you love. It was a dream come true.
 
Robin glanced down at his cell phone's organizer and calender, it was a new i-phone with the latest features and east to use as he took his jacket from her.

"Uh...oh my...you know what..it's just two days from now!"

He exclaimed, looking happy himself, at how close they were to flying to Spain and he looked very excited.
 
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She nodded "Good, can't wait" thinking for a moment, she didn't know what else to say. Clearing her throat she sighed a little. "we can do something tomorrow if you like, you could come visit me at the studio tomorrow. Im recording some more music, could go to dinner. But I will leave that up to you, since I don't know your schedule" She smiled.

"What ever you want to do, we will do it" She smiled.
 
Robin listened to her for a while, and appeared to be in silent thought and then he chucked his phone into his pocket and his hands into his pockets he said,smiling.

"I have a full packed schedule tomorrow but...now all are cancelled,I'd rather spend the day with you."

He just could hardly wait to spend more time with her as he smiled and then he replied.

"Thanks for planning in advance to make my day."
 
She smiled "Come by the studio tomorrow at eleven, my recording will be done in an hour so we can spend more time together" She was happy now, he was special to her. She knew she was special to him. She could see fear in his eyes, she had never been hurt. But his ex's didn't deserve him. He was special, he needed someone that wouldn't judge him. He had been in prison, but that didn't matter to her.
 
The three days rolled by, very fast and with little publicity, Robin and Bella arrived at Valencia, a wonderful city close to the sea and their hotel, overlooking the sea.

They arrived at the hotel at 9:30pm, an hour's drive from the nearest airport as they entered the lodge.

The hotel manager was there to receive Bella, clearly eager to impress her, and as Robin had also paid him extra, to keep their visit low profile.

"Welcome to our Hotel Sir and Miss. I am Castro Fernandes , General Manager. Please choose your rooms you wish to stay, we have the grand suites we can off you and would you like a single room for both or two rooms instead?"

Robin smiled,impressed at the manager's kindness and hearing the manager's request he said.

"I'd go with the suite as for the rooms..."

He turned to Bella, and stroking his goatie he asked with a smile.

"You want a personal room for you Bella? I don't mind you staying with me, but I don't know what you'd think.."
 
The view was beautiful, looking over the sea. She was seduced with the view. But when she heard Rob, thinking for a moment.

"I'll stay with you Robin, im sure the room is big enough for the two of us" She said simply, she wondered what kind of room they will have. She brushed away some of her hear and headed for there room, this whole place was beautiful. In that moment she was looked at everyone and overseeing thing.

This would be the perfect trip with the two of them
 
"We'd have s single presidential suite."

Robin said smiling and the manager passed them the key and led them to their room. The room was indeed very beautiful and very big. He had never stayed in such a big room before and this was indeed a dream come true of sort.

"Enjoy your stay."

The manager said and left. Robin put their luggages aside and then turned to Bella and asked.

"Do you like the room Bella?"
 
It was beautiful and she knew it. When Robin asked about the room, she looked at him "Yes its beautiful" She was so happy. She wanted to dance, of course she didn't. She relaxed "It's a dream come true and being with you, its exciting' she admitted
 
"I'm excited myself.."

Robin admitted, as he looked at her. He had never been with her over a night before and he still could contain his excitement, though he hardly showed. He just hope he wouldn't do anything she'd regret in their stay.

"Do you fancy visiting a bar with me? I heard they have some good Spanish wine and music."

He suggesting smiling as he removed his coat.
 
She relaxed and stretched, when he asked to go to a bar she nodded. "yeah sure" she said, her tone relaxed and happy. Her eyes scanning his, she took his arm in hers and grinned. "Thanks for wanting me to come, looks like we both had the same dream" She said simply.
 
Robin smiled as she agreed to go with him to the bar. It was his favorite kind of Jazz bar with a disco too. He took her hands and smiled.

"Thanks and hope you have a great time.."

With that he led her out of the room and out of the hotel. The bar was just a few streets away, and they got there in a short time.

The bouncers were checking the people entering the bar and upon looking at Bella, one of them stopped and looked at her dubiously and asked.

"You looking familiar...I seen you before?"
 
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