Blurting it out....Playground style

[TantaLiza]

{{{{ Liza }}}} That is horrible, I'm so sorry. I am glad to see you back though, just wish that never happened to you.

Thanks Cate... guess my stupidity and gullibility ride again!! ~sigh~

I really do need some time off... hopefully, Thursday will get here without anymore shit goin down!!! 4 whole days.... I ain't answerin that freakin phone if work calls!!!

NB... thanks to you, too!! I could use lots of those hugs about now.... just wish I could get some real ones to join them!!

Happy Monday, ya'll!!!

 

[Nightbird]

Why do I have a desire to run outside naked and Urinate on a wall?

 

[69forever]

~sighs~ Sometimes I'm ashamed to be part of this gender.....

{{{{{{ Liza }}}}}}

I'm sorry darlin'.....FUCK!!! x 24

 

[Missingmeds]

(((Liza)))

I am so sorry. I wish there were more that I could say or do. Sometimes I think that we really should start a list of men who do this.

My blurt, why do people who are caught in a lie always try to either run away or threaten/intimidate the people that caught them?

 

[Mskey]

(((Liza)))

I know you don't know me hun, but it sounds like you could use a serious hug right about now.

My blurt for the morning...bear with me guys it was a shitty night here.

Why is it so hard for you to stop for two damn seconds and think something through before you act. You're a grown man for gods sake. " I'm sorry." and "I made a bad call" were acceptable excuses when we were kids but they've gotten really fucking old! Why do I have suffer your bad judgement calls time after time and then smile as you feed me the shit sandwich of " I'm sorry, I'll do better next time, please believe me." I meant what I said and you'd better fucking understand that this was no idle threat. I deserve the respect that comes with taking a second out of your life to consider the consequences of your actions you jackass. I've fucking earned it several times over. For fucks sake GROW UP!

And the sad thing is....this is after having a chance to sleep on my anger...imagine what I was like last night.

 

[Cathleen]

If you think you broke your ankle then let me bring you to the hospital, I can't fix it on the phone!!

 

[Missingmeds]

(((Liza)))

I know you don't know me hun, but it sounds like you could use a serious hug right about now.

My blurt for the morning...bear with me guys it was a shitty night here.

Why is it so hard for you to stop for two damn seconds and think something through before you act. You're a grown man for gods sake. " I'm sorry." and "I made a bad call" were acceptable excuses when we were kids but they've gotten really fucking old! Why do I have suffer your bad judgement calls time after time and then smile as you feed me the shit sandwich of " I'm sorry, I'll do better next time, please believe me." I meant what I said and you'd better fucking understand that this was no idle threat. I deserve the respect that comes with taking a second out of your life to consider the consequences of your actions you jackass. I've fucking earned it several times over. For fucks sake GROW UP!

And the sad thing is....this is after having a chance to sleep on my anger...imagine what I was like last night.

(((Mskey)))

Sounds like you need one too.

Cathleen, don't you just love it when people do that. Like you can fix it over the phone? I never understood that one.

 

[omahaman2]

LIza
Im sooooooo sorry!! I know I dont have to say anything
for you to know how I feel. I hope our friendship both
gives you some support and also helps you know that
all men arent )(*&***%&%&%^&, only most of us!lol


Now,my blurt!!

Leaving again for about 2 weeks. How can I leave this wonderful lady,and for soooooo long!! How can I suffer through this pain for 2 weeks!!I feel like Im reenacting a scene from the good bye girl!
I got to find another way for a living,because this isnt living!!
If you read this jenny,I love you with all my heart,and all my soul!
As they say in the movie,Im leaving my guitar!

 

[Cathleen]

Glad I have a good book - I'll be sitting in a hospital waiting room all day! Gosh I hope she didn't break it, poor lady.

 

[Missingmeds]

I wonder sometimes what you are thinking? Or are you thinking at all? Do you not understand that you can only do the stupid stuff so many times and then your apologies fall on deaf ears?

 

[Missingmeds]

I did it, I did it, and I am so proud of myself for doing so.....I told you that I wouldn't quit until I found what I wanted to find. And now I did, and it is glorious and sweet, and lovely.

Because now I know that you are lying out your eyeteeth and I am so going to enjoy this.

 

[Cathleen]

Goodness gracious would you stop trying to outrun this hurricane and stay in one blessed place for more than a day! Oh fathers! lol crazy, crazy, crazy!!

 

[Mskey]

Oh my goodness....This! This is what I've been so damn concerned about all this time? Good lord what a waste of my time and energy. I see now why you do what you do though, how could you do anything else!?

 

[DirkPryde]

Just dropped by to read people's blurts ... I am sorry to hear some of the bad things people go through and I hope things pick up for each and every one of you.

 

[Mskey]

Dirk, that may be the sweetest thing I've heard all day! TY.

 

[Missingmeds]

Thank you Dirk.

Oh my Mskey, I haven't a clue but if it makes you happy then I am glad.

 

[DirkPryde]

Hey no problem

I have a very dear friend going through some stuff at the moment and just when she needed support, lets just say she found out who her true friends were, and that number was limited to say the least.

People need support even if you think they are OK, and a simple gesture, such as what I said before, even though comming from a complete stranger has been taken with good grace and hopefully made some of you feel a little better for it


for everyone

 

[Missingmeds]

Dirk I know who you are talking about and I feel for her. I really do, and I gave her a couple of suggestions. Please read them and see that she follows thru.

Her and her son deserve better than what he did to them both.

 

[Mskey]

Dirk~
I know what you mean about realizing your friends are suddenly few and far between. I was very fortunate in that when that very thing happened to me I ended up finding a friend I never knew I had. A friend who has stuck by me even though she really didn't have to. Friends like that, like you, are worth more then those of us who lean on you can ever truly express. Thank you for being one of the good guys.

 

[Missingmeds]

What she ^ said.

 

[TantaLiza]

Dirk~
I know what you mean about realizing your friends are suddenly few and far between. I was very fortunate in that when that very thing happened to me I ended up finding a friend I never knew I had. A friend who has stuck by me even though she really didn't have to. Friends like that, like you, are worth more then those of us who lean on you can ever truly express. Thank you for being one of the good guys.

This deserves repeating!!

I just wanted to say thanks again for all the words of encouragement!! Being a lonely single parent is sometimes one of the hardest things I have ever dealt with... the other is trying not to leave my heart on my sleeve!

Big hugs and kisses for everyone!! Saying extra prayers for those in need.... Cate, lil secret, MM, Mskey, 69, Night, Dirk and especially Oman & Jenny!!

Have a fantabulous Tuesday!!

 

[DirkPryde]

I have had my share of causing problems Now I hope to make restitution.

1 For the pain I have caused to my wife before we were married and the others who suffered my ice.

2 For the pain I have caused to my self.

I thank my wonderful wife for showing me the later. geishaGirl (my wife) Has taught me alot without even knowing it, without me really knowing it untill recently. She is my soul flower, a name I give to her because she has warmed my soul, made it grow and even bloom

To think how angry and isolated I was with myself and the world around me, then to have her not only forgive me my, blackest moods and past pain, but to love me inspite of it. She showed me a deeper love, something I can not begin to speak of because to do so would only leave me speechless.

I think I have rambled on enough, if she reads this later I can guess she will be crying ... Baby I love you!

 

[Cathleen]

Gosh Dirk, I'm about to cry! That was lovely, how wonderful for you both.

 

[Cathleen]

{{{ Liza }}} Hugs right back to you, you can never hug alone.

 

[geishaGirl]

I have had my share of causing problems Now I hope to make restitution.

1 For the pain I have caused to my wife before we were married and the others who suffered my ice.

2 For the pain I have caused to my self.

I thank my wonderful wife for showing me the later. geishaGirl (my wife) Has taught me alot without even knowing it, without me really knowing it untill recently. She is my soul flower, a name I give to her because she has warmed my soul, made it grow and even bloom

To think how angry and isolated I was with myself and the world around me, then to have her not only forgive me my, blackest moods and past pain, but to love me inspite of it. She showed me a deeper love, something I can not begin to speak of because to do so would only leave me speechless.

I think I have rambled on enough, if she reads this later I can guess she will be crying ... Baby I love you!

You betcha I'm crying.... I love you too sweetie And to think I've been believing that I've never taught you anything...anything significant that is....speechless - yes, that's what I am, that's why the tears spill out instead