Eye of Horus
Really Really Experienced
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- Oct 3, 2004
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oz187 said:Yeah, definitely. Materialism never gets you anywhere. What I wouldn't give for somebody...
my father-in-law is a millionaire... His wife left him, he has no friends, he lives a life of loneliness...
He has every toy known to man...porche911, computers, huge tv's, huge stereos, eats out every meal pays for nothing, he doesn't even think about money he just does whatever he wants when he wants...
And yet, he has no companion to share all of this with....
so he has stopped going out...except to drive the porche to the boardwalk and eat at a restaurant.. he gets no enjoyment out of anything in his life..
He just exists...
that has been me...
not any more..
i have it there, i am going to take it...
my greatest fear...
to be ninety and feel... shit I did nothing that I ever really wanted to do, missed out on life experience because i was afraid or to conforming to society..
what are we here for...
well it aint ...go to work every day, come home, watch tv, go to bed, lay awake, get up, go to work.....
that has given me no satisfaction/ has not satiated me at my core.... ever...
I want to feel aligned... complete... whole...
I have felt it...
So I am going to go get it back.....
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