Gil_T2
KICK ASS !
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- Jan 21, 2002
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bertrande said:I can understand that - letting someone into your heart is very difficult when you have been hurt before. My ex and I first split 4 years ago and I let a man into my life who was never gonna love me (he still loved his ex) and I was okay with that, he was the man who taught me to love me and my body for who I am and what I am. After him came a man that I let have a piece of my heart and he stomped on it. Three years later I gave in a finally let anothe man have a piece of my heart and you can probably remember what happened there, he stomped on it.
Its strange isn't how we change as we get older ( or have had enough crap). I cannot do casual sex anymore, not for some years now, I need some sort of emotional connection before I can commit to a sexual relationship.
The casual sex was all MASTER/sub play as it was a desire that those women wanted but couldn't get & all admitted to having a poor sex life at home if they still had any sex at all as for what i got out of it it was just sexual frustration relief but there were several who there was some feeling with.
It wasn't till BANDIT
& I met that it all changed she brought love to my life like i've never known & she has sacrificed so much to be with me I'll never be able to repay her she is the love of my life.Ok I'll end the mushy stuff now.