NotHisLady
aimlessly wandering
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Do the best you can, and still have fun for your birthday!!

Gonna do my best. I know my family will do what they can to make it better. My twin and I can do something together. Last night I came home and turned on my radio. The song was 'It's my life" Bon jovi. I couldn't help it. I started to cry when that line came up "I just want to live while I am alive."
I have heard, watched and been seen. But I have never felt or touched. Not sure if that will make sense to anyone. Guess it just feels like someone just put me in my cage again. Just hope I find a way out.
I will let you guys know if anything changes.


Saw the doctor and she wants me in the cancer center Monday and Tuesday so my birthday trip is out. My blood is stable but she wants to give me more of my regular meds through an IV for two days.
As for my stomach pains, I found out I wasn't crazy. I have a colitis and have been scheduled to see a doctor who specializes in that. I' a little depressed that I can't go but happy that I now know why I have been in so much pain.
I try to make my birthday something fun even I am gonna been leashed to an IV again.





For your birthday I went out and got you a Birthday Raincheck.
Don't you worry about the time you're spending getting better, you're birthday will be waiting when you can walk out into the sun and get it.
(My Grandmother did that for me once long ago when I was sick on my birthday. It didn't quite make it better but it did make it not quite so bad.)
Sunshine, blessings, strength, and hope.

Treatment went well. Just have tomorrow to deal with and I am done with this...hopefully. Still need to deal with stomach issue but the pain is better. Counting my blessings and the good people who helped me stay sane through this.
I've only just seen this thread. I'm not a praying person so I just wanted to wish you good luck and hope your treatments go well.
Wonderful that you've taken some positives steps forward!
Remember to find something every day that is beautiful to strengthen the beauty inside you.
Wishing you hope and healing.
Treatment went well. Just have tomorrow to deal with and I am done with this...hopefully. Still need to deal with stomach issue but the pain is better. Counting my blessings and the good people who helped me stay sane through this.

Just woke up. Slept most of the afternoon and night thanks to yesterdays activities. My twin was nice enough to make sure I could have some peace and quiet. I am officially 33 years old.

Not sure if anyone here knows anything about platelets but mine have dropped to 98. Is that normal?