Anyone else having a crappy Christmas?

welatshaw

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I'm away from my family, damn near broke, and all by myself on Christmas eve. Anyone else?
 
Meh. 2011 has been the year of if anybody actually liked me (much less loved) they would have shot me. If 2012 is worse any of you who want to live would be well advised to either kill me or pray I can't figure out how to take over the world cus I swear I'll burn the damn thing down.
 
Meh. 2011 has been the year of if anybody actually liked me (much less loved) they would have shot me. If 2012 is worse any of you who want to live would be well advised to either kill me or pray I can't figure out how to take over the world cus I swear I'll burn the damn thing down.

Why bother, there's less than a full year left anyway.

Plan for 12/20/2012:

Eat, drink, and be merry, 'cause the shit hits the fan tomorrow!
 
An apocalypse might shock me out of my rut just long enough to suffer. If God thinks he's ending this world. . .yeah knowing there was a creator and he just left my life this fucked. Fuck him. I'll make damn sure that he's still here when the planet goes, and that's assuming I can't get a better plan.
 
I am sorry to hear that you all are not having a good Christmas. I hope things get better in the New Year. Hugs:rose:
 
To be fair I've been having a crappy life and I think the main thing keeping me from suicide is the fear that I wouldn't get it right and then what little pride I have would suffer through some sort of intervention.

But hey it could be worse. I could be Busybody.
 
To be fair I've been having a crappy life and I think the main thing keeping me from suicide is the fear that I wouldn't get it right and then what little pride I have would suffer through some sort of intervention.

But hey it could be worse. I could be Busybody.

Oh Sean, how could you feel that way? Do you need to talk? You can PM me.
 
To be fair I've been having a crappy life and I think the main thing keeping me from suicide is the fear that I wouldn't get it right and then what little pride I have would suffer through some sort of intervention.

But hey it could be worse. I could be Busybody.

Wow, and I thought I felt shitty.:(

Look at it this way: No matter how bad things are, they can always be worse; they probably have been worse in the past; and likely things will be much worse at some point in the future. Makes things right now seem not so bad, right?

I should write greeting cards.:D
 
Bah Humbug. And this from someone who usually loves Christmas. Another week of cheer to suffer through, then we can see what 2012 throws our way.
 
I'm sorry you all are having a tough time. May the New Year bring you everything you desire.
 
started out a snotty christmas am for me.


it's hard to meditate on the beach when it's freezing!
 
To be fair I've been having a crappy life and I think the main thing keeping me from suicide is the fear that I wouldn't get it right and then what little pride I have would suffer through some sort of intervention.

But hey it could be worse. I could be Busybody.


I hear that. I'm not going to say that I haven't been sitting there with the .38 in my hands, popping and counting shells, putting it to my temple, staring at it and thinking, "It might piss Gramps off if I used a gun. He gave me all my guns."

But nothing else fucking works. It's so hard to kill yourself- like, ridiculously hard. We should all have a lit support group.

I got an EPO on my parents- but my Gramps really wanted me to come down for Christmas, so I did. So now I'm just enduring an emotional Mexican standoff that could erupt into an actual Mexican standoff at any moment. So far, no one but my grandpa and my youngest brother (who is 13) have talked to me- they prefer to sit beside me and talk about me- the reasons for my EPO in the family opinion run the gamet from God punishing my grandfather for his youthful indiscretions and inability to raise his daughter properly to my delusional insanity- yet no one has hit upon the real reason that I'm just sick of her shit.

Oh, and after she showed up at our house recently all stab-happy brandishing a rifle in my roommate's face he decided he didn't need that "redneck bullshit" and told me to be out by the first. So there's that. So then I called my boyfriend to tell him that I was moving in with him and he told me that I couldn't.

So yeah, I'm pretty pissed off. In a crowd of people who hate me trying to figure out where I'm going to live when I go home. I keep fucking up worse and worse. I'm seriously thinking about breaking up with my boyfriend for not letting me live with him... It's fucking December. I can't be a bum in December- maybe in the summer where I can be a beach-bum or something, but not now- it's cold as all get out. :(
 
^^^^^ You know I'm not sure if I'm happy that someone is more miserable or if I feel bad about it.

At least as you point out a gun would more than likely get the job done.
 
good idea

Meh. 2011 has been the year of if anybody actually liked me (much less loved) they would have shot me. If 2012 is worse any of you who want to live would be well advised to either kill me or pray I can't figure out how to take over the world cus I swear I'll burn the damn thing down.

Can I be your right hand in that
 
I have a cold :(

My best friend is in town. We've been best friends since 1959. But his wife wont let him come out and play. She called me last night and made it clear he cant stop by cuz he's gotta settle his mom's estate and find a home for his 68 year old sister who lived with mom. I suppose he's too henpecked to call me himself.

I'd rather have a cold than be married to a shrew. But I cant blame her for not wanting the sister in law who has no money, chronic depression, and disability from a car wreck. Still, what could it hurt to let my pal outta the house for a couple of hours.

There are lots worse things than being alone at Christmas.
 
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