Am I more then just 'bi'?

[bicurious19]

I have a MASSIVE fetish for trannies. It's purely internet porn inspired, but I do not regret it. I find the idea of a man in the natural male form as a sexual partner very very repulsive. However my weak spot is being a bottom for trannies. After years of dildo and vibrator play, I decided to man up (lol). I went to a tranny brothel and took the plunge. I was sooooo nervous. My reasoning behind it was as follows: I've been curious about the real thing for soo long, no one knows I am here, no one will know anything. If I don't like it, hey, I've learnt something, I'll keep it as a fun thing to do (stick dildo's and vibrators and butt plugs up my ass cos, well I don't jam dildo's in my ass because it's unpleasant. I will admit it, as a guy who has had many girlfriends, and still plans to get married and have kids and is still attracted to females has had a lot of sex with females.... I am SOO glad that my guard towards a dick in me was never very high, and the fact that I discovered that I liked what is essentially gay anal, on many occasions spending money to have what's basically pretty men, use me like their cum dumpster. Gay anal is soo much more intence. I finally understand the ladies argument to who enjoys sex more: if ur ear is itchy and u stick your finger in and scratch it, does your ear or finger feel good. And for that reason (and many others: cumming uncontrollably without touching your cock as u slide down a hard pole, your knees going week before you know it, so u can't prevent cumming but rather just fall deeper onto the cock cumming even harder!-pussy is not guarenteed good. What if she just lays there does nothing, not even suck a dick sometimes. How women can have a dick enter them and not suck it? But more pressingly... I find it difficult to see how women out there don't want to suck dicks? I am a guy, and I like sucking dicks, ladies-no excuses.
I reiterate the fact that: my, truth me told Crave of cock is by strict strict guidelines. I consider myself straight because I'm having sex with what appears to be the female form, what I find attractive opposed to the male form. I have been in a three some with two women- I got bored. They were rubbish at giving head, and were just lazy, not to mention, they both feel exactly the same. Pull out of one, enter the other one, and their pussies feel the same. Being the centre of attention with two trannies on the other hand... If given the choice between five of the sexiest women in the world to spend a weekend with, or 5 trannies of my choosing... The trannies win every time. I love being in a gangbang, hard dick pounding my ass, while the other cocks take turns in my mouth, cumming straight in my open mouth. So straight guys, girls, what do u think about people like me? Call me whatever you want, I am completely happy. I just want to hear your thoughts. Good and back, don't hold back. (Tbh any gay-bashing or whatever would just make me probably wanna suck a dick just cos 'it's wrong' too, yet as soon as I open my mouth, and put a trannies cock on my tongue, still soft, getting my tongue in and under the foreskin getting all the pre-cum)
Guys imagine picking up a chick that would let you do anything to her, choke and gag her, fuck her up the ass, ass to mouth, asks you to cum in her mouth. Why would she want all this? Cos no matter how slutty and in my case, gay, it feels way tooooo damn good to care.

 

[starider07]

Don't sweat it...

I am one who has never liked label's. Even in HS when someone called a girl a whore, I hated it. Why talk down about a girl that likes sex as much as a man. Do we talk poorly of him? No. I understand when we need a description, or choice of interest. I don't even mind the word slut if meant in a good way. I just don't like demeaning scripts.
So for me, who cares if someone wants to call you gay or bi? As long as you enjoy yourself. Many will say your gay if you only want sex with, and seek men. Others will complicate it more saying a penis is a penis, no matter what clothing they wear.
Besides, it's up to you to seek satisfaction in ways that please you. Much like choices of food when you go out to eat. Everyone has their own taste. I say go for it. Enjoy it while you can. As you play your inhibitive fences will be pushed farther out and more things will become optional. Explore and find all those things fun. In the worst case scenario you will find what you don't like. Either way you'll experience things you would not have by being a traditional inhibited person.

Good luck and enjoy life.

PS- I once had a "Bi" woman tell me this. "Look at your sex life like an amusement park, enjoy each and every ride anyway you can"