Curious_Muse
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Igraine lifted her sword and lunged but was a fraction too slow. Her little brother parried, then drove her back with a hail of blows. Her hands and arms were shaking with the effort to withstand his attack. With a sudden low thrust, Robert whacked the flat of his blunted blade to her belly, and she let out a wild curse but dropped her practise sword in acknowledgment that she had been defeated.
Sir Gerard clapped his hands. “Enough for today, you two. You need rest.”
“I think I cracked a rib,” Igraine commented without complaint. “Aren’t you ashamed to wound your own sister?”
Robert laughed. “Not in the slightest.”
“I’ll get you next time.” She wiped the dirt of the practise yard out of her eyes. “That’s a promise.”
“If there is a next time, sister. I bet Cedric de Navarre isn’t fond of women who look as good in chainmail as he does.” Sir Gerard, a loyal knight who had been in service of her family for two generations, chuckled as he gathered their weapons. Igraine shook out her hair and frowned.
“Why would I care what he thinks?”
Igraine noticed that Sir Gerard and Robert exchanged an uncomfortable look and that neither of them seemed eager to reply to her question. She laughed nervously. It was unusual for Robert not to take up an opportunity to tease his older sister.
“What is it? Spit it out!”
“There was a letter yesterday. From Ravenstone Castle.” Robert threw her a sidelong glance. “A proposal of marriage, or so I hear.”
Igraine stared at him, every trace of a smile wiped from her face. “Nobody told me.” Her blood turned to ice. She started running, only faintly aware that her brother tried to keep up with her.
***
When she stormed into the Great Hall, her father Lord Edwyne and her mother, Lady Maysaunt, were in conversation with her older brother Alaric. All three turned around to her when she entered.
“You have heard.”
“I have.” Robert entered the hall behind her, panting, but he remained silent. “Is it true?”
Her father nodded.
Igraine shook her head, barely able to contain her shock and her anger. “You cannot mean that.” Her gaze went to her mother who refused to meet her eyes. “You cannot possibly want that.”
Alaric snorted. “You should count yourself lucky for such a proposal. He’s young, he’s healthy, and he has the means to provide for you and your future children.” Igraine shuddered at the thought, but her brother didn’t seem to notice. “He will secure our position, and curry favour with the King. A union like that will finally bring peace and order to our lands!”
Igraine scoffed. “And apparently you are willing to sacrifice me for all of these lofty goals.”
“Sacrifice?” Her brother’s eyes narrowed dangerously. “An honour, rather.”
“That man has no honour.”
“He has proven his worth in battle a hundred times over.”
“He’s a monster!”
Alaric laughed, but there was no humour in it. “Are you lending credence to the gossip of ignorant village folk and superstitious peasants?” He walked up to her, towering over her by more than a head. But Igraine was not easily intimidated. “It is them who have borne the brunt of his viciousness,” she hissed. “They’d know.”
“Maybe he can teach you some manners, too, sister.”
“Or maybe you should wed him if you think so highly of his abilities, dear brother.”
“Enough!”
This time, it was their father whose thunderous voice silenced them both, and at once. “Stop quibbling like fishwives! There will be no more discussion about this. It is done. The wedding will take place by Saint Lawrence’s Day.”
“But that is next month!”
“Plenty of time to prepare your trousseau.”
“I’d rather die!”
There was a long, tense silence. Robert shifted nervously from one foot to the other, and Alaric exchanged a look with their mother who had not said anything yet. There was a cold light in her father’s eyes, heralding the gathering arctic storm.
“That will be for your future husband to decide. I am sure he knows how to discipline a disobedient wife.”
Igraine had no reply to that, but she felt the treacherous sting of angry tears and blinked them away. “I need to give my free consent,” she whispered, her fist closed tightly around the hilt of her sword. Robert cleared his throat, but Igraine did not heed his warning. “That’s what laws and customs prescribe, father. Even you cannot command me to wed anyone against my will.”
And the storm broke. “I will have your consent, you spoilt brat. I will have it, and if I have to hold you down myself to make sure de Navarre consummates this union!” For a moment, Igraine thought he was going to beat her. That he did not touch her at all almost felt worse. “Now get out of my sight.”
Igraine saw that Robert wanted to follow her, but she shook her head, and without another word, left the hall.
***
Cedric de Navarre. Of all the eligible men, why did it have to be him? The thought of him sent jolts of terror through her.
Igraine leaned back against the wooden rim of the tub, watching the curls of steam rise from the surface of the water. It was good to be alone, finally. If she had to listen to one more person telling her that she was lucky that such a finely made, rich man desired her for a bride she would have probably killed them.
Why was it so impossible for most people to understand that she had no desire to marry, and certainly not a man whose reputation resembled that of the devil himself? Why did she have to marry at all? She let herself slide down so that only her nose and eyes were above water. Her dark hair floated around her like the tangled stems of waterlilies. Why had she been born a girl? It was not the first time that she lamented her fate, of being nothing more than a chess piece men played with to gain advantage. That her brothers were allowed to bed whom they pleased, whereas she was expected to remain chaste until her wedding day. That she would be no more than a prized broodmare once she was wed to Lord Cedric. That she would be his property.
With an angry burst of breath, she pulled herself up again. Lifted one of her slender, toned legs. A few scrapes from earlier, but her chest still hurt. Then she examined a nasty bruise on her left arm, gingerly touched the skin and winced. The skin wasn’t broken, but it would keep her from training for a couple of days. Why had God given her this body, and this mind, when all everyone around her seemed to want was to tether both to their will?
Devil’s cock.
She had no money of her own. No property. If her father decided to turn her out into the street, she would be no better than the beggars by the castle walls. And before he did that, he was likely to drag her to the altar himself, forcing her to exchange vows with de Navarre. Igraine closed her eyes. Devil’s cock. There had to be a way to escape this wedding. What if she took holy orders? That would show them. Igraine chuckled at the thought, only too aware how little her temper and her character were suitable for a nunnery. But even a convent would require funds. Lots of funds, that she just didn’t have.
She had to come up with a plan. With money. It pained her to think about betraying her family like this, but Igraine would do anything, anything at all, to escape that demon of a man.
Sir Gerard clapped his hands. “Enough for today, you two. You need rest.”
“I think I cracked a rib,” Igraine commented without complaint. “Aren’t you ashamed to wound your own sister?”
Robert laughed. “Not in the slightest.”
“I’ll get you next time.” She wiped the dirt of the practise yard out of her eyes. “That’s a promise.”
“If there is a next time, sister. I bet Cedric de Navarre isn’t fond of women who look as good in chainmail as he does.” Sir Gerard, a loyal knight who had been in service of her family for two generations, chuckled as he gathered their weapons. Igraine shook out her hair and frowned.
“Why would I care what he thinks?”
Igraine noticed that Sir Gerard and Robert exchanged an uncomfortable look and that neither of them seemed eager to reply to her question. She laughed nervously. It was unusual for Robert not to take up an opportunity to tease his older sister.
“What is it? Spit it out!”
“There was a letter yesterday. From Ravenstone Castle.” Robert threw her a sidelong glance. “A proposal of marriage, or so I hear.”
Igraine stared at him, every trace of a smile wiped from her face. “Nobody told me.” Her blood turned to ice. She started running, only faintly aware that her brother tried to keep up with her.
***
When she stormed into the Great Hall, her father Lord Edwyne and her mother, Lady Maysaunt, were in conversation with her older brother Alaric. All three turned around to her when she entered.
“You have heard.”
“I have.” Robert entered the hall behind her, panting, but he remained silent. “Is it true?”
Her father nodded.
Igraine shook her head, barely able to contain her shock and her anger. “You cannot mean that.” Her gaze went to her mother who refused to meet her eyes. “You cannot possibly want that.”
Alaric snorted. “You should count yourself lucky for such a proposal. He’s young, he’s healthy, and he has the means to provide for you and your future children.” Igraine shuddered at the thought, but her brother didn’t seem to notice. “He will secure our position, and curry favour with the King. A union like that will finally bring peace and order to our lands!”
Igraine scoffed. “And apparently you are willing to sacrifice me for all of these lofty goals.”
“Sacrifice?” Her brother’s eyes narrowed dangerously. “An honour, rather.”
“That man has no honour.”
“He has proven his worth in battle a hundred times over.”
“He’s a monster!”
Alaric laughed, but there was no humour in it. “Are you lending credence to the gossip of ignorant village folk and superstitious peasants?” He walked up to her, towering over her by more than a head. But Igraine was not easily intimidated. “It is them who have borne the brunt of his viciousness,” she hissed. “They’d know.”
“Maybe he can teach you some manners, too, sister.”
“Or maybe you should wed him if you think so highly of his abilities, dear brother.”
“Enough!”
This time, it was their father whose thunderous voice silenced them both, and at once. “Stop quibbling like fishwives! There will be no more discussion about this. It is done. The wedding will take place by Saint Lawrence’s Day.”
“But that is next month!”
“Plenty of time to prepare your trousseau.”
“I’d rather die!”
There was a long, tense silence. Robert shifted nervously from one foot to the other, and Alaric exchanged a look with their mother who had not said anything yet. There was a cold light in her father’s eyes, heralding the gathering arctic storm.
“That will be for your future husband to decide. I am sure he knows how to discipline a disobedient wife.”
Igraine had no reply to that, but she felt the treacherous sting of angry tears and blinked them away. “I need to give my free consent,” she whispered, her fist closed tightly around the hilt of her sword. Robert cleared his throat, but Igraine did not heed his warning. “That’s what laws and customs prescribe, father. Even you cannot command me to wed anyone against my will.”
And the storm broke. “I will have your consent, you spoilt brat. I will have it, and if I have to hold you down myself to make sure de Navarre consummates this union!” For a moment, Igraine thought he was going to beat her. That he did not touch her at all almost felt worse. “Now get out of my sight.”
Igraine saw that Robert wanted to follow her, but she shook her head, and without another word, left the hall.
***
Cedric de Navarre. Of all the eligible men, why did it have to be him? The thought of him sent jolts of terror through her.
Igraine leaned back against the wooden rim of the tub, watching the curls of steam rise from the surface of the water. It was good to be alone, finally. If she had to listen to one more person telling her that she was lucky that such a finely made, rich man desired her for a bride she would have probably killed them.
Why was it so impossible for most people to understand that she had no desire to marry, and certainly not a man whose reputation resembled that of the devil himself? Why did she have to marry at all? She let herself slide down so that only her nose and eyes were above water. Her dark hair floated around her like the tangled stems of waterlilies. Why had she been born a girl? It was not the first time that she lamented her fate, of being nothing more than a chess piece men played with to gain advantage. That her brothers were allowed to bed whom they pleased, whereas she was expected to remain chaste until her wedding day. That she would be no more than a prized broodmare once she was wed to Lord Cedric. That she would be his property.
With an angry burst of breath, she pulled herself up again. Lifted one of her slender, toned legs. A few scrapes from earlier, but her chest still hurt. Then she examined a nasty bruise on her left arm, gingerly touched the skin and winced. The skin wasn’t broken, but it would keep her from training for a couple of days. Why had God given her this body, and this mind, when all everyone around her seemed to want was to tether both to their will?
Devil’s cock.
She had no money of her own. No property. If her father decided to turn her out into the street, she would be no better than the beggars by the castle walls. And before he did that, he was likely to drag her to the altar himself, forcing her to exchange vows with de Navarre. Igraine closed her eyes. Devil’s cock. There had to be a way to escape this wedding. What if she took holy orders? That would show them. Igraine chuckled at the thought, only too aware how little her temper and her character were suitable for a nunnery. But even a convent would require funds. Lots of funds, that she just didn’t have.
She had to come up with a plan. With money. It pained her to think about betraying her family like this, but Igraine would do anything, anything at all, to escape that demon of a man.