Dear Everyone,
I don't know what the hell got into me yesterday. It's like all my frustrations in life have reared their ugly heads on me and it made me snap at you, my dearest friends.
In all honesty, I know I need to get out more and do other things that are productive. But you have to understand for me it is not so easy. I live in the middles of nowhere, miles away from anything. And almost the only thing I have to do until school starts on the 21st sometimes is being on here. Do I want to do more? Of course. But until I get a job or a car or something, I can't do that. So all I need is a little slack. I don't have copious amounts of money like you all do, otherwise I might not be "really really experienced" even after 3 months. I would be going places, seeing people, and when I do have those precious few moments, I would come here and talk to all of you. So until I have the resources, don't get on my back so much about things like that, ok? All I ask is a little support here. And I AM trying to find other things to do as we speak, because I am getting tired of being stuck at home all the time with nothing to do.
To Siren and Naked Hunny I owe my biggest apologies. I know you two mean nothing but good, but sometimes it comes across to me as very crude the way you say it. I know it is not your intention, but it is my problem with that damned hyper-sensitive BS I am now dealing with.
Believe me I love you both as much as friends can love friends, I just wish I didn't have all these problems and that I could do it all over again. And well it seems I broke, unfortunately on you both. And for that I am so deeply sorry. I just hope you can forgive me for this. I love you both so much.
To everyone else, I apologize for wasting your time with my life problems and will never ask for help again because I can't seem to take advice without it coming across as an insult to me. Whatever this problem is I will deal with it come hell or high water.
All I can really say from here is thank you for being here for me in spite of my weirdness and tendency to go apeshit for no reason at all. With your help and help from the good Lord above, I will get through whatever it is in my life that is killing me.
From the bottom of my humble heart, thank you for everything and I love you all.
Your Friend,
Jeff
I don't know what the hell got into me yesterday. It's like all my frustrations in life have reared their ugly heads on me and it made me snap at you, my dearest friends.
In all honesty, I know I need to get out more and do other things that are productive. But you have to understand for me it is not so easy. I live in the middles of nowhere, miles away from anything. And almost the only thing I have to do until school starts on the 21st sometimes is being on here. Do I want to do more? Of course. But until I get a job or a car or something, I can't do that. So all I need is a little slack. I don't have copious amounts of money like you all do, otherwise I might not be "really really experienced" even after 3 months. I would be going places, seeing people, and when I do have those precious few moments, I would come here and talk to all of you. So until I have the resources, don't get on my back so much about things like that, ok? All I ask is a little support here. And I AM trying to find other things to do as we speak, because I am getting tired of being stuck at home all the time with nothing to do.
To Siren and Naked Hunny I owe my biggest apologies. I know you two mean nothing but good, but sometimes it comes across to me as very crude the way you say it. I know it is not your intention, but it is my problem with that damned hyper-sensitive BS I am now dealing with.
Believe me I love you both as much as friends can love friends, I just wish I didn't have all these problems and that I could do it all over again. And well it seems I broke, unfortunately on you both. And for that I am so deeply sorry. I just hope you can forgive me for this. I love you both so much.
To everyone else, I apologize for wasting your time with my life problems and will never ask for help again because I can't seem to take advice without it coming across as an insult to me. Whatever this problem is I will deal with it come hell or high water.
All I can really say from here is thank you for being here for me in spite of my weirdness and tendency to go apeshit for no reason at all. With your help and help from the good Lord above, I will get through whatever it is in my life that is killing me.
From the bottom of my humble heart, thank you for everything and I love you all.
Your Friend,
Jeff
