Tigerlily3
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This is one of my major kinks- I don't have a breeding kink, I don't want to get pregnant, and that's what makes it so hot.
I think what I'm willing to risk is what I did last time, where I previously insisted on a condom, but he knew I wanted it raw and convinced me in the moment to not use a condom. Him deciding that he wants to cum inside even though there's a risk, because he just wants to own me that badly, is unbelievably hot. I really don't think I'm capable of saying no to that, as bad as it sounds. I was also at a place in my cycle where there was no way I could get pregnant, probably even if I didn't take plan B (though I did.)
Fantasies that should stay fantasies for me is asking for him to pull out, and him saying no even though I beg him not to. But I moan and say, "but it feels so good, I want it so bad..." and him holding me down as he cums inside, me clearly wanting it even though I'm protesting.
I also fantasize about him taking the condom off mid sex without asking me, and I just can't bring myself to ask him to stop. Fuck it, I just want your cum that badly.
You know I didn't mean it when I said no.
It just wouldnt be the same if I was on the pill or had an IUD. It's a risky but major one for me. If I'm at that perfect spot in my cycle, I'm willing to risk it honestly. I hope another guy is like the previous one and pushes my boundaries, as wrong as that sounds.
This is the clearest explanation of my own fantasies I’ve ever seen!! Thank you for this
