So, for some context- I used to be severely phobic of pregnancy/pregnant people (as in, would have a panic attack seeing a pregnant woman) and I grew up decently religiously- Not extremely so but enough that I never wanted to have sex before marriage and dealt with a lot of guilt around losing my virginity at 18 without being married. Somehow, between the guilt of unmarried sex and being scared of pregnancy, I started kind of obsessing about it?
It started with a simple fascination with creampies as I've never had one and always been *very* careful to have safe sex- only with condoms, EVER. It was always extremely important to me because I was terrified of getting pregnant and I wouldn't even really let any of my partners rub their dick on me without a condom. But slowly I just started to think about what it would be like if they took the condom off and it turned into a pregnancy risk kink. I've never actually done anything involving it, I've just thought about it * a lot *.
But somehow, as I hit my 20s (I'm 24 now, for reference), it just started getting more and more intense and it went from a pregnancy risk kink to just being obsessed with the idea of being bred. Being pinned down and filled with cum, someone saying they're going to knock me up or fuck a baby into me, that sort of thing. It's gotten to the point that I can't get off without thinking about someone shooting their load inside me and I just fantasize about being knocked up for a large portion of my day.
Weirdly, it's helped with my pregnancy phobia, but I was wondering if this happened to anyone else? Like, just like a switch flipped at a certain age and you just became obsessed with the idea of being impregnated?
It's not even baby fever, necessarily, I don't feel the need to have a child persay (I'm also not sure if I'd even be able to, as women in my family struggle with infertility) but just to be pregnant and be claimed by someone in such a raw, primal way. It doesn't help that I recently learned about microchimerism in pregnancy (tl;dr: fetal cells being stored in maternal blood and tissue) and it just seems so hot to me to have someone elses DNA in me forever.
It started with a simple fascination with creampies as I've never had one and always been *very* careful to have safe sex- only with condoms, EVER. It was always extremely important to me because I was terrified of getting pregnant and I wouldn't even really let any of my partners rub their dick on me without a condom. But slowly I just started to think about what it would be like if they took the condom off and it turned into a pregnancy risk kink. I've never actually done anything involving it, I've just thought about it * a lot *.
But somehow, as I hit my 20s (I'm 24 now, for reference), it just started getting more and more intense and it went from a pregnancy risk kink to just being obsessed with the idea of being bred. Being pinned down and filled with cum, someone saying they're going to knock me up or fuck a baby into me, that sort of thing. It's gotten to the point that I can't get off without thinking about someone shooting their load inside me and I just fantasize about being knocked up for a large portion of my day.
Weirdly, it's helped with my pregnancy phobia, but I was wondering if this happened to anyone else? Like, just like a switch flipped at a certain age and you just became obsessed with the idea of being impregnated?
It's not even baby fever, necessarily, I don't feel the need to have a child persay (I'm also not sure if I'd even be able to, as women in my family struggle with infertility) but just to be pregnant and be claimed by someone in such a raw, primal way. It doesn't help that I recently learned about microchimerism in pregnancy (tl;dr: fetal cells being stored in maternal blood and tissue) and it just seems so hot to me to have someone elses DNA in me forever.