Moochie’s Mementos (and a pic or two)

[Todger65]

The darkness crawls over me

Let’s keep it there shall we, In your mind.

I feel your sadness today.

 

[metrifonate]

Your words and images get more and more erotic.
Kudos (or cudos ) to you from a dyslexic fan.

 

[wilderness]

The darkness crawls over me
Laying here, limp bodied
Knife in hand
A line of deep red in my pooling vision

That’s terrifying!

 

[y=mx+b]

Let’s keep it there shall we, In your mind.

I feel your sadness today.

Fuck that bullshit.

She's free to do as she pleases however wishes and you have no place here to tell her what she can and cannot post on her own thread.

Period.

 

[AngelicaS1780]

Fuck that bullshit.

She's free to do as she pleases however wishes and you have no place here to tell her what she can and cannot post on her own thread.

Period.

Hey y. I don't think that's what Todger meant. The post is titled 'Only In My Mind'. I assumed Moochie meant that what she was writing about was something she was thinking about but not actually doing. When Todge said she should keep it in her mind, I believe that he meant to keep the thoughts and/or feelings from becoming actions. I do not think he meant that she should keep these thoughts and words in her mind and not put them on paper... erm, screen. ~A

 

[y=mx+b]

I'm a bit trigger happy this morning I guess. And for this misunderstanding; Todger, I humbly apologize.

 

[Moochienanu]

Shadow held out a hand
And I placed mine in it
Walking deeper into this nightmare
Which I never seem to wake from anyway

It’s surrendering to this mood
Which comes in waves
Whispering those worries
Louder and louder
Until there is nothing else to hear

I hide here
In the folds of darkness
With a ball of overthought evil

My personal devils
Attacking walls I’ve placed
So long ago,
And crumbled for you
When I shouldn’t have.

 

[AngelicaS1780]

Shadow held out a hand
And I placed mine in it
Walking deeper into this nightmare
Which I never seem to wake from anyway

It’s surrendering to this mood
Which comes in waves
Whispering those worries
Louder and louder
Until there is nothing else to hear

I hide here
In the folds of darkness
With a ball of overthought evil

My personal devils
Attacking walls I’ve placed
So long ago,
And crumbled for you
When I shouldn’t have.

Thank you for sharing this, my beautiful friend.

 

[Todger65]

Fuck that bullshit.

She's free to do as she pleases however wishes and you have no place here to tell her what she can and cannot post on her own thread.

Period.

If you know anything about Moochie, you will know that she hits dark places, my intention was to suggest that the thoughts remain in her mind and not become actions.

She is fully aware of what my comment meant. I’ve know her a long time and we understand each other.

 

[Todger65]

Hey y. I don't think that's what Todger meant. The post is titled 'Only In My Mind'. I assumed Moochie meant that what she was writing about was something she was thinking about but not actually doing. When Todge said she should keep it in her mind, I believe that he meant to keep the thoughts and/or feelings from becoming actions. I do not think he meant that she should keep these thoughts and words in her mind and not put them on paper... erm, screen. ~A

Thanks Angelica, I only saw this after the red mist dropped. You have it correct, as will Moochie.

 

[Todger65]

I'm a bit trigger happy this morning I guess. And for this misunderstanding; Todger, I humbly apologize.

Accepted, moving on.

 

[Todger65]

Shadow held out a hand
And I placed mine in it
Walking deeper into this nightmare
Which I never seem to wake from anyway

It’s surrendering to this mood
Which comes in waves
Whispering those worries
Louder and louder
Until there is nothing else to hear

I hide here
In the folds of darkness
With a ball of overthought evil

My personal devils
Attacking walls I’ve placed
So long ago,
And crumbled for you
When I shouldn’t have.

https://forum.literotica.com/attachment.php?attachmentid=2125735&stc=1&d=1634676298

A light is beckoning, maybe you don’t see it yet as it is only a tiny spot. Keep looking, focus on it, and rise to meet it.

 

[wilderness]

Shadow held out a hand
And I placed mine in it
Walking deeper into this nightmare
Which I never seem to wake from anyway

It’s surrendering to this mood
Which comes in waves
Whispering those worries
Louder and louder
Until there is nothing else to hear

I hide here
In the folds of darkness
With a ball of overthought evil

My personal devils
Attacking walls I’ve placed
So long ago,
And crumbled for you
When I shouldn’t have.

https://forum.literotica.com/attachment.php?attachmentid=2125735&stc=1&d=1634676298

 

[Inspirinious]

Shadow held out a hand
And I placed mine in it
Walking deeper into this nightmare
Which I never seem to wake from anyway

It’s surrendering to this mood
Which comes in waves
Whispering those worries
Louder and louder
Until there is nothing else to hear

I hide here
In the folds of darkness
With a ball of overthought evil

My personal devils
Attacking walls I’ve placed
So long ago,
And crumbled for you
When I shouldn’t have.

We all have dark spaces, places we rather not go. And some of these we have built for ourselves.

I give you tremendous credit for having the courage to confront your dark places, and more credit for doing so publicly.

Thank you for sharing, and helping me confront my dark spaces.

 

[Moochienanu]

There is a numbness that comes
After the pain

Like seeing someone else
Living for me
Watching things happen
Watching life occur
And being unable to touch it

No grasp on the things that should matter

And I know this should be upsetting,
But instead
I feel the twinge of thankfulness
When the desensitized feeling starts
Prickling at the corners of my circular mind
And then filling out from them
To cover all of me

It means I’m less likely to hurt
When the inevitable
Needs doing.

I simply wish
That I knew

Rather than having to guess
Rather than wanting so desperately
To ask over and over
Rather than grasping
In my trapped mind
Through this curtain of tears
Which make everything
These apathetic eyes see
Seem more removed

Yes,
I simply wish
That I knew the truth
At the heart of the question
Which holds me here

 

[Inspirinious]

There is a numbness that comes
After the pain

. . . . .

I am mesmerized. What an incredible stream of prose.

Thoughts, feelings, images, emotions.

Darkness, pain, but also hope.

I wonder exactly what you are feeling and thinking.
Then it becomes obvious, in your words.

"I simply wish, that I knew".

 

[Stopokochac]

Hey, I haven't been on in a while. Nice new pics

 

[Azuldrgon]

*hugs*
I missed a day it looks like.
The big thing is I always have hugs for you my friend.
And I trust in your abilities.
So much light can be covered by clouds.

 

[Todger65]

How come you are always able to fit the pic to the words, or is it the other way around..

Numbness after pain is a welcome relief and in a lot of cases, the start of healing.

 

[Joxlrg]

There is a numbness that comes
After the pain

Like seeing someone else
Living for me
Watching things happen
Watching life occur
And being unable to touch it

No grasp on the things that should matter

And I know this should be upsetting,
But instead
I feel the twinge of thankfulness
When the desensitized feeling starts
Prickling at the corners of my circular mind
And then filling out from them
To cover all of me

It means I’m less likely to hurt
When the inevitable
Needs doing.

I simply wish
That I knew

Rather than having to guess
Rather than wanting so desperately
To ask over and over
Rather than grasping
In my trapped mind
Through this curtain of tears
Which make everything
These apathetic eyes see
Seem more removed

Yes,
I simply wish
That I knew the truth
At the heart of the question
Which holds me here

The mirror is very thoughtful with your writing

 

[Moochienanu]

I appreciate you all.
Your comments.
Your PMs.

Just not in a place to reply to each.
Hoping you understand.

I just need to get things out sometimes
Rather than keeping them in,
Festering away
At the pieces of me
That are left.

 

[Moochienanu]

I have not forgotten
Where I am
Or who

It rather feels more
Like turning a page -
A new chapter starting

Without ever closing a book.

I will always leave it open
Cannot end something
Or someone
That means the world to me…

So I feel like the hypodermic
Half in
Half out
Until the end hits
And I yank

 

[Fingerfuxs]

A book is held
Tightly bound
The glue

It’s invisible

The stitches
are
What holds the
words, written

The wordsmiths
Treasure chest

There inside
Is the muse


Quiet , silent
In fact , sat on
A shelf

 

[Inspirinious]

I have not forgotten
Where I am
Or who

It rather feels more
Like turning a page -
A new chapter starting

Without ever closing a book.

I will always leave it open
Cannot end something
Or someone
That means the world to me…

So I feel like the hypodermic
Half in
Half out
Until the end hits
And I yank

As I read this, and your previous message,
I feel reassured that you will again escape the darkness and pain.

You know how to do this.
You know the path to escape the darkness.
You know it takes time, and the things you have to do.

You know that you are stronger than the darkness,
You know you will prevail.
The won't let the past own you.
You can break its grip on you.

You know that you can, and will, turn the page and start a new chapter.
You don't intend to close the book.

You haven't forgotten,
Where you are or who you are.

 

[Todger65]

I have not forgotten
Where I am
Or who

It rather feels more
Like turning a page -
A new chapter starting

Without ever closing a book.

I will always leave it open
Cannot end something
Or someone
That means the world to me…

So I feel like the hypodermic
Half in
Half out
Until the end hits
And I yank

https://forum.literotica.com/attachment.php?attachmentid=2125790&stc=1&d=1634821570

Keep looking for that guiding light, I’ll see if I can make it brighter and easier to see.