I jumped off a cliff

[RipleNStllWtr]

This past weekend went over to a buddies of mine I have know well over 30 years now. We are both married. His 50 birthday was this past week and I wanted to stop by for a drink. Well one drink became 10 plus and some Whiskey and before I knew it we were sitting by the fire, naked (He has a pool and he jumped in for swim, I followed suit) and BullJunking. Not sure how of why but I just blurted out I want to suck your cock. I then said it again. Now at this current t state I don't think any one was capable of anything and I wasn't feeling overly horny. I am not 100 percent t what happen next but I do know Nothing Happened. I don't even know what he said back to me. I woke up in my car the next morning and drove home. I did tell my wife when I got home what happened. She was cool but at the same time a tad confused. I have told her my desire to suck a cock. But it is usually her toys we play with. I also texted my friend and told him I regret saying any thing. But I am not sure if I really do or not.

 

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This past weekend went over to a buddies of mine I have know well over 30 years now. We are both married. His 50 birthday was this past week and I wanted to stop by for a drink. Well one drink became 10 plus and some Whiskey and before I knew it we were sitting by the fire, naked (He has a pool and he jumped in for swim, I followed suit) and BullJunking. Not sure how of why but I just blurted out I want to suck your cock. I then said it again. Now at this current t state I don't think any one was capable of anything and I wasn't feeling overly horny. I am not 100 percent t what happen next but I do know Nothing Happened. I don't even know what he said back to me. I woke up in my car the next morning and drove home. I did tell my wife when I got home what happened. She was cool but at the same time a tad confused. I have told her my desire to suck a cock. But it is usually her toys we play with. I also texted my friend and told him I regret saying any thing. But I am not sure if I really do or not.

You have put yourself into a strange situation. Your friend has somethings to consider. I wish you well.