This is Forty-Four

He was very cozy. Want to cuddle up with him? He’s very affectionate.

I made it through five hours today before I ran out of steam. I hoped that this time around, the recovery would be easier and wouldn’t take as long. So far, I’ve been wrong on both counts.

One big difference, though, was last time my second drive completely shut off. Now I’m getting horny at the drop of a hat, but neither of us is up for sex. It’s damned frustrating.

Let me bend over and pick up that hat for you. ;)
 
He was very cozy. Want to cuddle up with him? He’s very affectionate.

I made it through five hours today before I ran out of steam. I hoped that this time around, the recovery would be easier and wouldn’t take as long. So far, I’ve been wrong on both counts.

One big difference, though, was last time my second drive completely shut off. Now I’m getting horny at the drop of a hat, but neither of us is up for sex. It’s damned frustrating.

I can imagine it's frustrating, I hope that clears up soon too and you get some happy endings!! ;)
 
Let me bend over and pick up that hat for you. ;)

You don’t play fair! Either that, or you want someone standing at full attention for Full Frontal Friday tomorrow.

I can imagine it's frustrating, I hope that clears up soon too and you get some happy endings!! ;)

No naughty happy endings for a while, I don’t think. I had to rush the spouse back to the ER last night with a fever of 105. IV meds were administered to combat the fever, and they worked, which makes me wonder why they didn’t do that when we were there on Saturday night. We’ve had too much excitement this year, and it’s only February.

As for me, the chest pains are back, my blood oxygen has been hovering in the low to mid 90s, and I’m absolutely exhausted. This time around has been a lot worse. A lot worse.
 
No naughty happy endings for a while, I don’t think. I had to rush the spouse back to the ER last night with a fever of 105. IV meds were administered to combat the fever, and they worked, which makes me wonder why they didn’t do that when we were there on Saturday night. We’ve had too much excitement this year, and it’s only February.

As for me, the chest pains are back, my blood oxygen has been hovering in the low to mid 90s, and I’m absolutely exhausted. This time around has been a lot worse. A lot worse.

Damn, man, I hope they figure something out for you two besides living in a bubble. :(:heart:
 
It’s Full Frontal Friday, and I’m really not feeling it, hence the unoriginal pose. I’m exhausted, my nerves are shot, and I’m dreading how horrible I’m going to feel after work. For me, the actual illness wasn’t as bad this time, but the after effects have been compounded with what I was already dealing with.

I know I’m complaining, but given what’s happened in the last six days, I think I have every right to. Have a good day, everyone. I’m going to try to have one, but I doubt my body will give me much of a choice.

https://imgur.com/a/2KgH2WA
 
What fun is it if I play fair? ;)
You have every right to be frustrated and to complain. I hope you had a better day than you anticipated.
And you are still very sexy.
 
What fun is it if I play fair? ;)
You have every right to be frustrated and to complain. I hope you had a better day than you anticipated.
And you are still very sexy.

If you were naked and bent over in front of me, you would really not be playing fair. Fun and enjoyable, though.

Yesterday was rough. The tightness in my chest was so bad I was sent home, and it looks like I may have to go on medical leave or temporary disability. I’m not happy about that. I was recovering. It was a slow process, but I was getting there. Then I get sick again and it all gets ripped away. Fuck COVID.

Thank you for the compliment, but as I said, I’m not feeling it right now.
 
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So. Yeah. Feeling pretty shitty both physically and mentally. I left a message for my therapist, and she’s good about returning messages. And I have a video call with primary care doctor on Monday. Hopefully we can come up with a plan of attack to get me back up to snuff.

I had all these plans. I was going to start doing planks again to strengthen my core, I was going to go for more walks to get my endurance back up. Hell, I was thinking of jogging a couple times a week even though I hate running. Then I got sick and my body said, “not happening.”

Sorry about the pity party. To make up for it, have a pic. Nothing special today. Just me.
 

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A bit of a content warning for today’s offering. Back in November I had the mole on my upper chest removed. It was doing weird stuff; parts if it were drying out and crumbling off. So I had it removed, and it turned out to be benign. Because of the removal, I have a red mark in place of the mole, and it’s finally looking better, so today I didn’t crop it out.
 

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A bit of a content warning for today’s offering. Back in November I had the mole on my upper chest removed. It was doing weird stuff; parts if it were drying out and crumbling off. So I had it removed, and it turned out to be benign. Because of the removal, I have a red mark in place of the mole, and it’s finally looking better, so today I didn’t crop it out.

Good to have it off. Not bad to have the full head to toes skin inspection once every now and then. Scalps for guys that keep their hair close can be the hidden area. Most swimsuits are not UV proof unless labelled that.
Hope you are getting your breath back bit by bit, and don't forget to do the insulin check, although if you have got the horn back then unlikely!
 
So. Yeah. Feeling pretty shitty both physically and mentally. I left a message for my therapist, and she’s good about returning messages. And I have a video call with primary care doctor on Monday. Hopefully we can come up with a plan of attack to get me back up to snuff.

I had all these plans. I was going to start doing planks again to strengthen my core, I was going to go for more walks to get my endurance back up. Hell, I was thinking of jogging a couple times a week even though I hate running. Then I got sick and my body said, “not happening.”

Sorry about the pity party. To make up for it, have a pic. Nothing special today. Just me.
You're pretty special, best of luck on Monday. Hang in there.
 
So. Yeah. Feeling pretty shitty both physically and mentally. I left a message for my therapist, and she’s good about returning messages. And I have a video call with primary care doctor on Monday. Hopefully we can come up with a plan of attack to get me back up to snuff.

I had all these plans. I was going to start doing planks again to strengthen my core, I was going to go for more walks to get my endurance back up. Hell, I was thinking of jogging a couple times a week even though I hate running. Then I got sick and my body said, “not happening.”

Sorry about the pity party. To make up for it, have a pic. Nothing special today. Just me.

Just you is always special. I hope that you have productive calls with both your therapist and doctor today. I know that you were close to getting back your strength and endurance. This is a setback, but you will get there again. Sending a gentle hug.
 
Good to have it off. Not bad to have the full head to toes skin inspection once every now and then. Scalps for guys that keep their hair close can be the hidden area. Most swimsuits are not UV proof unless labelled that.
Hope you are getting your breath back bit by bit, and don't forget to do the insulin check, although if you have got the horn back then unlikely!

I’d had the mole for, I think, sixteen years. I’m not a beach goer, as my part complexion shows, and my own insecurities make it hard for me to go without a shirt in public. Yet I’ll post nudes on the internet, go figure.

The breathing is still bad, but it’s the tightness in my chest that’s more worrisome, as well as the pain in my legs. We’ll see what the doctor says today. As for the horn working, that would be better if we were up to putting it to use. My spouse had this worse than I did. The fever finally broke after a couple of weeks and two trips to the ER.

Thank you, dear friend, for the advice.

You're pretty special, best of luck on Monday. Hang in there.

Thank you. I’m trying.

Just you is always special. I hope that you have productive calls with both your therapist and doctor today. I know that you were close to getting back your strength and endurance. This is a setback, but you will get there again. Sending a gentle hug.

My job is suggesting I take medical leave and go on temporary disability while I recover. We’ll see what the doctor says.
 
It’s Moon Monday, so I present to you an ass that is dragging.
 

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So. Yeah. Feeling pretty shitty both physically and mentally. I left a message for my therapist, and she’s good about returning messages. And I have a video call with primary care doctor on Monday. Hopefully we can come up with a plan of attack to get me back up to snuff.

I had all these plans. I was going to start doing planks again to strengthen my core, I was going to go for more walks to get my endurance back up. Hell, I was thinking of jogging a couple times a week even though I hate running. Then I got sick and my body said, “not happening.”

Sorry about the pity party. To make up for it, have a pic. Nothing special today. Just me.
Any picture of you is special, Drac! :heart:
A bit of a content warning for today’s offering. Back in November I had the mole on my upper chest removed. It was doing weird stuff; parts if it were drying out and crumbling off. So I had it removed, and it turned out to be benign. Because of the removal, I have a red mark in place of the mole, and it’s finally looking better, so today I didn’t crop it out.
I get rid of moles when they come up with apple cider vinegar, no kidding, it works! Glad there was no cancer!! :heart:
It’s Moon Monday, so I present to you an ass that is dragging.

Dragging or not, it's a fine ass!! :devil:
 
Any picture of you is special, Drac! :heart:

I get rid of moles when they come up with apple cider vinegar, no kidding, it works! Glad there was no cancer!! :heart:


Dragging or not, it's a fine ass!! :devil:

Thanks, Tali. And thanks for the advice on moles. I wish I’d known about that when the one on my chest first made its appearance.
 
Update, if you’re interested. I’ve been experiencing a log of pain in my legs and knees. Of course, last night’s knee pin may have been brought on by the rain, I don’t know. The brain fog has also been really bad, and a fifteen minute excursion yesterday wiped me the hell out. COVID’s parting gifts this time around are worse. That, or they’re compounding the problems I was already having.

That all having been said, it’s Full Frontal Friday. I hope this is acceptable. I’m still not feeling all that sexy.

https://imgur.com/a/QQ7IUPl
 
Update, if you’re interested. I’ve been experiencing a log of pain in my legs and knees. Of course, last night’s knee pin may have been brought on by the rain, I don’t know. The brain fog has also been really bad, and a fifteen minute excursion yesterday wiped me the hell out. COVID’s parting gifts this time around are worse. That, or they’re compounding the problems I was already having.

That all having been said, it’s Full Frontal Friday. I hope this is acceptable. I’m still not feeling all that sexy.

https://imgur.com/a/QQ7IUPl

I really hope you don't get that damn virus anymore, Drac and it completely clears up for you! :heart:

You'd never know by looking at you that you feel poorly! :devil::kiss:
 
One of the parting gifts this round of COVID bequeathed to me was pain in the muscles of my legs, specifically my quadriceps, and my knees. My knees woke me up at 3:30 this morning, and sleep has eluded me since. Of course, the fact that I fucked my knees up due to four years of track and field in high school doesn’t help.

What does that have to do with Monday? Nothing, except to say that my ass is dragging. More than usual I mean. Hopefully I can get a nap in today.
 

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One of the parting gifts this round of COVID bequeathed to me was pain in the muscles of my legs, specifically my quadriceps, and my knees. My knees woke me up at 3:30 this morning, and sleep has eluded me since. Of course, the fact that I fucked my knees up due to four years of track and field in high school doesn’t help.

What does that have to do with Monday? Nothing, except to say that my ass is dragging. More than usual I mean. Hopefully I can get a nap in today.

I've said many times that you don't look like you feel ill and that's still true, Drac! :heart:

Hopefully this mess is leaving you for good! :kiss:
 
Tomorrow I attempt going back to work. Again. Honestly, I don’t know how well I’ll hold up. Also, I don’t know how much longer I can physically do this job. If it wasn’t for the fact that I’m making good money and that I really need the insurance, I would have resigned last year.

I’m not in the best of headspaces today, and for that I apologize. Thank you all for putting up with me.

Today I have a twofer for Just the Tip Tuesday, since I couldn’t decide which one was better, and I thought the filters looked cool. Yes, I’m still playing around with that photo app.

https://imgur.com/a/7HFVMwx
 
Tomorrow I attempt going back to work. Again. Honestly, I don’t know how well I’ll hold up. Also, I don’t know how much longer I can physically do this job. If it wasn’t for the fact that I’m making good money and that I really need the insurance, I would have resigned last year.

I’m not in the best of headspaces today, and for that I apologize. Thank you all for putting up with me.

Today I have a twofer for Just the Tip Tuesday, since I couldn’t decide which one was better, and I thought the filters looked cool. Yes, I’m still playing around with that photo app.

https://imgur.com/a/7HFVMwx

mmm. I like the pictures. I think going back to work after a long break always seems especially unpalatable. It will likely be better than expected, especially once you really get back into it. I hope tomorrow goes well.
 
Tomorrow I attempt going back to work. Again. Honestly, I don’t know how well I’ll hold up. Also, I don’t know how much longer I can physically do this job. If it wasn’t for the fact that I’m making good money and that I really need the insurance, I would have resigned last year.

I’m not in the best of headspaces today, and for that I apologize. Thank you all for putting up with me.

Today I have a twofer for Just the Tip Tuesday, since I couldn’t decide which one was better, and I thought the filters looked cool. Yes, I’m still playing around with that photo app.

https://imgur.com/a/7HFVMwx

Aww, hugs!! :heart:

More awesome JtTT pictures, Drac, thank you for posting even when you feel awful!! :heart::kiss:
 
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