What happened vs. what I wish had happened

[Hitchiker69]

What really happened: After a night of fantastic gay sex, I woke with a hangover. I had a sore ass and cock. I felt shame and I just wanted to leave his apartment. When he woke he offered I could stay the weekend, and have more sex, but I left as quickly as I could. I felt huge regrets, even though the night had been complete inhibition and sexual abandon, with mind blowing satisfaction. I'd kissed a man for the first time, and he took my anal cherry, too.

What I wish I'd done:

Stayed the weekend, with unlimited sucking, fucking, drinking and enjoying each other in every way we could think of. Massage, kissing, then more sucking and 69'ing...two horny guys doing it ALL

Do yu have any "I did/I wish I'd done" stories?

 

[nostuff]

So what keeps you from going back?

 

[Hitchiker69]

So what keeps you from going back?

1st, that happened in 1978
2nd, I didn't get his phone #
3rd, I've long ago forgotten his name

 

[Hitchiker69]

I'm wondering that same thing.

I suppose I could have at the time. But I was hung over, consumed with shame, regret, remorse, etc. Plus I didn't get his phone #. And it happened in 1978

 

[PleasePeesMe]

Before I married

for the first time, I wish I'd said, "Look, I love you and I don't love men, but I do like sucking cock. I hope that's OK. It'd be nice if you joined in".
But I didn't feel that way about cock then. Nor when I married my second wife. Nor the third (and last). So, here I am.